Hey guys, This update is VERY much needed :) I'm so sorry for the late updates and I promise, I am trying to figure out days to write for y'all, thanks for being so patient <3
Warning: cussing & (have tissues)
I was crying on Michael's bed.
He was watching me cry. He knew he was hurting me.
Why would he want to hurt me?
I thought we were best friends! And now he wants me to leave and return to Earth?!
I let one more tear fall down my cheek, before I decided that if he could live without me, I could live without him.
I got up quickly, almost too quickly and stumbled a little bit, backwards.
He grabbed my shoulder quickly and kept me up right.
I swatted his hand away and gathered my stuff, wiping my tears away.
"Y/n it's going to be fine..." Michael said following me around.
"Fine? FINE?!" I yelled about to open the door.
"Good. Get mad. Hate me. It'll be a lot easier, if you'll just hate me." He said softly smiling.
"This? This right here? Is the way you want things to end?" I asked squinting my eyes.
He didn't respond.
He slowly walked to the front door and opened it.
I stood wide-eyed.
"Wow. You want this to end with me crying and yelling at you?" I stepped closer to him.
"Not the crying, no." He answered.
"So you want me yelling at you? FINE. I'LL YELL AT YOU!" I started to get REALLY mad.
He's so stupid to end things this way. NO ONE DOES THAT!
"WE'VE BEEN LIKE BESTFRIENDS FOR A PRETTY LONG TIME, AND GUESS WHAT. THAT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME, WELL OBVIOUSLY NOT TO YOU, SO PFFT, IF IT MEANS NOTHING TO YOU, WHY WOULD IT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME, RIGHT?" I screamed.
"Y/n-" Michael started but I cut him off.
"AND THIS DRESS? HA, I ASKED FOR YOUR HELP, YOUR ADVICE! AND IN THE END? I'M BACK WHERE I STARTED, WANTING YOUR APPROVAL. JUST SOME CONFUSED LITTLE GIRL TO YOU, HUH?" I asked, not really waiting for an answer.
"I'M LEAVING, DON'T WORRY. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU ACTUALLY NEEDED ME." I stated walking right out the door.
I walked out and knew I'd have to walk home.
In my dress, in the rain.
I looked back and Michael was still watching me, as I walked away.
"Don't cry, don't cry." I whispered to myself. "He can survive perfectly without you. You can survive perfectly without him."
I knew, deep down, I was lying to myself, I just wish I wasn't.
I watched her walk away, mumbling to herself.
"It's better this way." I said to myself "She doesn't need me, and I don't need her."
I knew I was lying, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me here. But I knew, in the end, it would end like this.
*********2 days later**********
I was packing my things, when there was a knock at my door.
I went to open the door, when it was opened by Ashton, Luke and Calum instead.
"Please tell me, when we asked Michael what you chose, he was lying." Ashton pleaded.
"Can't." I stated with a plain expression. "He wants me gone, and I don't like to feel un-welcomed."
"You're not un-welcomed! I want you here! Ash wants you here! Luke wants you here!" Calum shouted.
"Figure out who you just left out." I stated, walking back to my room and beginning to packing again.
"Don't be stupid, Michael wants you here, and you know it." Luke stated.
"Oh so now I'm stupid?" I 'laughed' "Nicest thing that's been said to me in 48 hours."
"Y/n, Michael wants you here, he really-" Calum started.
"He does? Hmm, I mean he must, right? Telling me I should leave and that if I did, it would 'be for the best'? Yeah, he DEFINITELY wants me to stay." I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes.
"No wonder Michael likes you, you probably put up with his sarcastic-ness because you're sarcastic yourself." Ashton laughed.
"Michael doesn't like me, our friendship was a joke, a scam, he lied to me, lead me on to believe I actually meant something. But no, now I get to go back home, where no one remembers I died and my ex-boyfriend cheats on me and thinks I don't know. Fuuun" I 'smiled', throwing my last item in the suitcase, and zipping it up.
"What are you going to do about Troy?" Luke asked.
"What do you think? I'm gonna breakup with him." I shrugged. "He doesn't want me either."
Luke let out a sigh.
"I guess, you're set on leaving?" Calum asked.
"Positive." I stated. "I'll be fine..."
"You are taking the phone I gave you, right?" Ashton asked, eyes set on my bag.
"Unless you want it back..." I said, digging the phone out of my back pocket and holding it out.
"No, no ,no, keep it. If I gave you a phone here, you can still call us." He smiled. "FaceTime too, and if your friends see us, just tell them we're your friends you met on your trip"
"So I call still call you all?" I smiled, gripping the phone.
Calum nodded and they all smiled.
"Good." I smiled.
These guys are the best.
"Want us to take you to the portal?" Luke asked.
"The what?" I asked wide-eyed, following the boys to the front door.
"You didn't think you were flying home, did you?" Calum laughed.
"I just never thought of it, I guess." I responded.
"We better leave now, that is, if we're gonna walk. And I have a feeling you don't want to ride in Luke's car" Calum snorted.
The guys all left out the door and I was about to too.
"All ready?" Ashton asked.
I hesitated, looking back at my empty apartment.
"Yeah..." I said and closed the door, keeping it unlocked, leaving the keys to the apartment on the coffee table.
That is NOT the end guys! IT'S NOT OVER, SO DON'T HATE ME JUST YET! I hope you loved this update and oops ;D Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love yall