Hey y'all I'm updating again, just like I promised :) I'm sorry again for the terrible delay in my updates :( Now, continuing the flashback...still.
When I woke up that morning, I was in the back corner of the ally, alone, with 8missed calls.
I remembered everything from last night but was still confused on what he meant.
I called Ashton back.
"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU MICHAEL?" He shouted.
"I-I" I was barely able to make a sound.
"Where are you? I'll come pick you up." He said a little calmer.
"I'll drive home, I'm fine." I said and hung up, walking back to where my car was parked.
"Fuck." I sighed.
My car had black spray paint on its windshield.
'Just call, son, you'll need me' it said.
I looked in the car and my keys were gone.
He must've stolen them.
I sighed again and started walking back to my house.
I didn't feel any different.
I felt the same.
When I got home, Ashton was by the door with his arms folded over his chest.
"Hey." I mumbled and attempted to walk past him.
"No. Not 'Hey'." He said grabbing my arm. "Where the fuck did you go?"
"I met up with that guy." I said shrugging.
"Who was he?" Ashton asked.
I didn't reply and just looked at my feet.
"Answer me." He said tightening his grip on my forearm.
"I'M TIRED OF EVERYONE FREAKING HURTING ME, GOD DAMN IT ASHTON!" I screamed out of no where and smacked his arm away.
"FUCK!" Ashton yelled in pain.
He looked at me with complete fear in his eyes.
I kinda liked it. Being the one people were afraid of, not the victim.
"M-michael....Y-your eyes..." He mumbled.
"What?" I asked.
"T-they aren't, well they're black..." He said.
I rubbed my eyes and looked at him again.
He still had fear in his eyes so I ran into the house bathroom and looked at my reflection.
I was still the same looking, but instead of my green eyes, they were black.
Like my 'fathers' were last night.
I tried to rub my eyes a few times but the color wouldn't go away.
I shut the door and locked it.
Sitting on the toilet seat, I tried to calm down.
After about 4-6 minutes, I checked the mirror again and my eye color had returned back to green.
I splashed my face with some water from the sink, colder than I wanted, and walked out of the bathroom.
"What. The. Hell. Was. That?" Ashton asked sitting down on the couch with the boys both beside him.
They smiled, knowing I was home, but looked a little scared from my presence.
"N-nothing." I mumbled.
I didn't want them to worry.
"Bull shit." Calum laughed sarcastically.
"Just explain, Mikey, we love you anyways." Luke smiled.
I looked at them and sat down and explained.
I explained everything. How it was my father and how I met up with him and what he did, and how I was like him now, but how I didn't fully understand, just yet.
They stayed silent, just staring at me with shock on their faces.
"H-he sounds like that demon off of Supernatural." Calum laughed.
"Which one?" Luke laughed back.
I smiled knowing that they weren't too stunned.
But then I turned to Ashton.
He looked like I was a sick puppy.
"Stop looking at me like that." I said feeling a little irritated.
I've always hated people having pity on me.
"I'm not looking at you..." Ashton replied looking to the side.
I rolled my eyes and sighed for what felt like the hundredth time.
"So, what now?" Ashton asked after a few moment of silence.
"I just...I don't know..." I mumbled playing with my hands.
"Well I want ice cream!" Luke laughed standing up with Calum.
"ME TOO!" Calum smiled slinging an arm around Luke.
"I'll drive." Ashton laughed.
I thought back to my car.
'Just call, son, you'll need me'
"Can we just walk?" I asked.
"Uh, why, aren't you tired from walking home?" Luke asked.
"No, not really." I responded.
"Okay, we'll walk." Ashton smiled.
And we did, we walked to the ice cream parlor and got double scoops for all of us. Everything was okay as long as I didn't get upset.
As I grew older, I realized, that my eyes didn't turn black only when I was upset, but when I was; jealous, mad, scared, worried and any extreme emotion like that.
*end of flashback*
"I was the only one who could completely calm myself." I said softly.
To be honest, that's why it freaked me out so much, when Y/n could help me completely calm down.
I didn't even know if she was still listening or already set on leaving, especially by now.
"I had to shut everyone out who got close to me, before they could run away." I said.
"Why would they run away?" Y/n asked.
Her voice was soft, but firm, as if the answer was so clear.
Which it was.
"Because I was a monster, a demon, hell, I still am." I 'laughed'.
"No, Mikey, you're not." She said putting her left palm on my cheek.
I felt her cold fingertips brushing side to side on my cheek bone and I moved my head back.
"Whatever." I spat.
She seemed confused.
"I've killed people before, Y/n, KILLED!, I even enjoyed it sometimes; not being the victim, for once in my life. Could you live with that?" I asked getting up from my bed.
She stayed silent.
"Didn't think so." I mumbled.
I looked down at her, still in her dress from the ball, with her beautiful eyes shining from the dim light in the room.
The choosing ball.
She was chosen.
She's going to leave.
Back to earth, where all her friends and family are...where I'm not...
"What are you thinking Mikey?" She asked snapping me back to reality.
"I hate reality." I mumbled.
"Hmm?" She asked confused.
"Nothing, I think you should go..." I said.
She sprang to her feet, "What? Why?" She asked confused.
She knew I meant more than just leaving my house.
"Just go, you will anyways, this time I'm giving you permission." I said crossing my arms.
"Micha-" She pleaded.
"Just. Go." I said clenching my jaw.
"Why? No...NO!" She said sitting back on my bed. "I'm not leaving and neither are you! This isn't how things are supposed to be." She said tears filling her eyes.
"How are thing supposed to be then? Hmm? You stay and we live happily ever after?" I asked my eyes starting to sting. "Don't you get it? I'M NEVER GOING TO GET THAT! EVER! I'LL NEVER GET MY HAPPY ENDING! YOU'LL FIND SOMEONE AND MOVE ON WHILE I SIT ODDLY BY AND WATCH YOU FALL FOR SOMEONE ELSE." I screamed.
I knew my eyes were black now.
"Michael, we could. I-I love" She pleaded again.
"Stop. No, you don't." I cut her off. "Just go back to earth, will ya? Say hey to Tony or whats-his-face for me."
"Troy." She said softly.
I turned back to look at her and her eyes were diverted to the floor and she had tears running down her cheeks.
"Don't cry..." I said.
I don't know what it was, but something in me wanted to cradle her until she stopped crying and instead produced soft snores.
I stopped myself from kneeling beside her and stood straight.
"Please, Michael." She asked once more, "Please, don't make me leave, I wanna stay. I wanna stay with Calum and Luke and Ashton, I wanna stay with the free apartment, I wanna stay with the walks to destinations instead of riding in cars, I wanna stay with you." She said, one more tear falling down her cheek.
That's all for now babes ;) Good cliffhanger? :) Have y'all ever realized...that Michael and Y/n haven't even kissed yet ;0? Haha, I hope these made up for the lost time, I need to update my other stories soon too, and I'll try get back to a routine of trying to update more frequently (if possible) Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all