" It's like your lifting the curse that was put upon my soul. You're changing me from the inside out and I can't explain it one bit. The way you make me feel alive again. Every step I take with you the more scared I get. Scared of being hurt, scared of being broken once again , but you take each step slowly reassuring me that it will be okay and every is going to be alright."
Still smiling from today's events I reached out to turn off my lamp to go to sleep, when I heard a buzzing from my phone. I opened up to see a text from Ash.
Ash: Goodnight xoxox ;)
My smile Grew wider as I read it. I texted goodnight back to him. I turned off my light and got in my bed. I couldn't even sleep . All that was on my mind was that kiss. Eventually my eyes closed on it's own. I woke up in the morning in one of the best moods I have ever been in. I got up and decided to do something different today. Nothing major , but different. I put on my black leggings with a large shirt that covered my butt and other area. I then combed out my pink hair and put it up into a pony tail. Yes, a ponytail. It might not seem much , but for that last year or so I have wore my hair down to cover my face. It's a small step with me so bare with it. I put on my mascara and eyeliner than my boots and headed to school.
I got there and went to my locker. I got there and pulled out my first hour books. when I turned around I saw Ash standing behind me. He then said " I have never seen you were your hair up." I just simply shrugged my shoulders. We continued to talk on the way to class together. Well, he continued to talk. Once we took our seats the teacher begin to teach class . I listen and did my work as best as I could. I got my homework done in class too. Soon enough lunch came by and I got to seat with Ash.
I grabbed my Lunch and made my way to the lunch room. This time I didn't really needed to go slow because I wasn't as scared as I was yesterday. I got in and made my way to his table. As I was walking there my eyes lock onto someone else's who were starring at me. Adam. My heart was pounding just a little. He wasn't here last time. I quickly looked away and got to Ash's table in time. I sat down next to Ash who instantly says " Hello." I waved at him and the other boys too. I was actually having a better time than at Mrs. Rose's room. All I was doing was listening to them and having some fun. During their conversation about something Ash put his arm around me shoulders. At first I was taken back by this , but It was different, I felt safe ,and I didn't mind at all.I know who did mind though , He was starring a hole in the back of my head .
The lunch bell ring and Ash and I went our separate ways. As I was heading to my locker I was pulled into one of the custodians closets. I couldn't see anything as I was in the dark , but I felt another presences. Soon the lights flickered on and I saw Adam. I made a move for the door and he blocked me. " Don't leave, not just yet. " I just intensely stared at him. Trying to hold back all the rage I've been holding in. He then said " I have been missing you so much, I'm so sorry I made a mistake and all I want to do is fix it . Can't I ? I know the way I treated you was wrong and that I don't deserve you , but Can't you give me one more chance?" I simply shook my head. He than said " Why won't you talk to me." I then just stayed silent . Rage went through him and he shouted/whispered " You Talk to that Ash guy,I heard you whispered to him the other day. You let him wrap his arm around you. I'm sure you even kiss. What's so special about him. Besides I'm sure he is just using you." with that he left in anger.
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