The mess you left behind

In eleventh grade Lacey's mother died. This took a toll on her heart. The pain was yet to end . Her friends that same year abandoned her . To make it worse it was when she needed them the most. Then who she thought was her saver just ended up ripping the last piece of her heart away. Now a senior Lacey still is dealing with the affects of her heart ache .
Ash a new student takes an interest in Lacey even after all the rumors and the obstacle of her not talking . Could he be the one to fix her heart or will Adam get in the way because he wants to get back together with her !!


20. Ending it

        Lacey's P.O.V

                        I ran to him and I saw tears in his eyes and I could feel more forming in mine as he stuttered the words " H-e d-i-d-n't make it." I embraced Caden into a hug and we cried for a while. A growing pain was growing inside of me. I lost two people today....... I don't think I can do this much longer. I pulled away from my brother and headed to my room and decided what I was going to do. I grabbed a backpack and pact it with supplies. 

                                        I locked my door for the rest of the night sobbing away. My dads gone, Ash left me, & I have no one who I can let in. Ash said he wouldn't hurt and here this goes, HE wouldn't even let me explain what truly happen I was pinned down I couldn't get out of his grasp. Yet...He walked away.  I pulled out my phone and dialed my dads number even though he is gone I feel like he would hear me. HIs voice mail came and I said " Dad ... I miss you already and It's a little to late to tell you this now, but I love you!" I ended it at that. 

                        Midnight came in a flash and I snuck  out of the house in tears and made my way to the bus stop. I paid the toll and sat down by a window and waited for the stop nearest to my destination. I watch all the snow flakes come down in the sky as the snow storm blossoms.Time goes by as people are getting on and off the bus. Maybe around 1 am, the bus came to the stop I been waiting for. I thanked the man who was driving and got off. I stood there a moment adjusting my eyes to the darkness. I then started to trail up the road.

                              I finial found the place I was looking for. The tree house. i know it seems like a weird place to go to especially snowing ,but There are no bad memories here just good ones.  I made my way up the tree house and put down my backpack. I open it up and took out the three blankets I brought and the pillow. I left the bag off food and money for another time. I then went back down to start a fire to keep me warmer at least at night.  I found some logs and I use my match and some old papers to start it up. once it got big enough I stood by it to warm up. Eventually , I felt  the need to go and sleep . I put out the fire so nothing bad happens and climb back up and got under my blankets and laid on the pillow. Lucky for me, There is a roof on the tree house so no snow is getting in.

                                     My eyes slowly closed and I fell asleep. I was still sleeping till at least noon . I woke up due to the grumble in my stomach.  Also the fact the my phone is going off like crazy. I got it out and saw it was Caden. With a guilty conscious I turned off my phone. I just need to be alone and this is how I will get alone. I got out the food and ate a little of the pop tarts I brought.  The rest of the day was me building the fire again and staying warm.

                                I did the same thing for the next day. I the third day. Right at sunset I decided the unthinkable. I don't think I could ever go back because of all the pain. I don't think I could stand having to sit alone at lunch again, or people calling me freak and weirdo. Not anymore. I went a little farther out from the tree house and looked for a rock , a sharp one. When I finally found one I lifted up my sleeve and then made a deep cut in my wrist. 

                                I watch the blood flow unto the white snow. Eventually I just couldn't keep my eyes open, my head was getting light, and my vision was blurry . I blackout right there..................


                            This may be short but the next chapter should be longer.

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