So this story has been on the popular list for quite a while now so i just wanna take a moment to thank you all for the comments, likes and favorites! Your support means the whole world to me and i just can't thank you enough! A girl getting emotional here... Alrightyyy BACK TO THE STORY PEOPLE :p
Two months later:
there's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me together through the storm
But that is the past now,
We didn't last now,
I guess that this is meant to be, yeah...
Tell me, was it worth it?
We were so perfect.
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised
Now I'm a warrior
After spending a lifetime listening to songs, waiting for my next class to begin, i found out that the teacher wasn't even in the building so i decided to sketch designs on my notebook, drawing makes me relieved, i won't ever regret majoring in fashion design because... yeah i admit i felt like collapsing over and over every day since i last spoken to Niall, but i just sketch on papers instead of my own wrists.
Besides, i refuse to be the broken girl who let a boy ruin her life, just like Demi says, now i'm a warrior! Oh by the way this morning i found out that Harry won the best look award, which is pretty cool! My drawing teacher finally entered the class only to hit me with awful news!
"One direction will be visiting our section of the university, we have to be prepared, i want you all to show them the best designs you could ever come up with in order for them to wear on stage, Harry styles did win the best look award last night, be ready they'll be here soon" She said taking my nervousness to a whole new level!
God i haven't seen Niall for two months now! i rushed outside after class and called Zayn. "hey sis" he said. "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL THAT YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY TO LONDON?
" i yelled. "surprise surprise i miss you Kiddo" he said sarcastically. "don't call me that i'm mad at you, i'll see you when you get here bye" i said and hung up.
Hope made me laugh with that phone call, she sounded so nervous! Niall was sitting next to me so i decided to talk to him one last time before the plane lands. "So you're not going to ask her for a second chance right?" i asked. "no man, she hates me enough" he said with a sigh. "no she doesn't, she's just trying to forget about you because she was hurt you know?" i said when he nodded in agreement.
"She has all the right to, i just can't live without her, i need someone to tell me how to get her off my freaking mind" he said looking out the window. Poor Niall, he really is oppressed, the truth will come out though and Hope will find out that Simon made him break up with her, she'll know how much Niall loves her.
the only thing i was first worried about is that she might go back to self harming since she ended up alone again! But i made sure to talk to her every single day and even Skype sometimes so we'll see...
The next day! there we were sitting in class waiting patiently for the boys to arrive. "HI" Louis yelled making me laugh entering the room. "oh my god" the girl on my right said. "Too many fangirls in this room" i whispered to Louis making him giggle. "Hi everybody" Harry said coming in followed by the rest, Zayn, Liam and Niall!
"okay boys you're free to sit wherever you want" the teacher said smiling. I first noticed Niall heading off to the back sitting beside a girl! I mean absolutely nothing to him anymore, i know it for sure, how could he be so heartless? He forgot all about us, i held back my tears, i insisted on staying strong.
Harry sat beside me wrapping his arm around me. "Hey you" he said. "hey i missed you so much" i said smiling. I noticed Louis sitting next to Jane who was blushing, then Zayn and Liam sitting also in the back!
God i missed her so much! I wish i was at Harry's place, i wish i could hold her again, kiss her and make her day just like always. "Hope would you like to present your designs first?" the teacher asked her when she nodded in agreement. i was staring at her the whole time, not to mention how proud i was of her.
She caught me staring and looked away shyly. "o- okay so umm first i drew this leather jacket for Zayn...." She started speaking, looking at me every once in a while then looking away to keep herself from getting distracted.