"i'm tired, broken, sad i- i just don't know what to do, i couldn't tell Zayn about yesterday so he didn't let me move out but i did anyways, now i'm at his place and i'm so scared because he's gonna find out and yell at me, but i don't want Shane to get near me again, i just..." She said covering her face with her hands not letting me see her cry.
"Hope look at me" i said when she shut her laptop screen down. i bit my lip really hard out of anger then threw my laptop on the floor of the plane. i feel helpless, i want to make her feel secure, but at the same time we're so far from each other, just one day, one day and i'll be with her to hold her closer than i ever did before.
i regret everything! i regret dating Shane, i regret leaving the tour even if the reason was college, i regret telling Niall and collapsing in front of him... i blame myself for everything bad that has happened. Niall called me again so i picked up the phone and answered.
"yeah Niall" i said. "you know how much i love you, think of my love and don't let anything scare you, i will talk to Zayn, don't go back to the campus at all, one more thing, i love you but i love your smile even more, don't shed a tear because i'm gonna see you in a bit" he said making my eyes wide open at that last part.
"W- what do you mean? are you coming to London?" i asked smiling. "i guess i ruined the surprise huh? meet Liam and i tomorrow at the airport at exactly six p.m." he said when i giggled. "that's awesome right after my last class" i said feeling super happy again... but wait, i have a feeling he's gonna see Shane, i'll figure it out later!
the next day:
"man finally my back is killing me" Liam said. "whatever Liam let's find Hope and go" i said when her voice yelled my name. i turned around to see Hope running towards me wearing jeans, a hoodie and a converse. I lifted her up in the air by her waist then kissed her. "oh my god put me down everybody is looking" she said blushing when we heard some people saying "awwwwww".
"hey Liam" she said when the two hugged. "please tell me that you cooked something, i'm starving" Liam said making us laugh. He took the driving mission since Hope and i wanted to sit in the back seat next to each other. On our way, i could've sworn that i saw Shane's figure so i asked Liam to stop the car. He pulled over right away!
"what is it?" hope asked. "guys just wait for me here i'll be right back" i said and got out. I walked through the alley where i think i saw Shane and looked around. "i knew it" i said running towards him and pushing him against the wall making his earphones fall down.
"well well well if it isn't Niall Horan" he said chuckling making me rage. i punched him hard when he tried to punch me back but i bent down and punched him again making him fall to the ground. "DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH WHAT'S MINE AGAIN" i yelled when i saw Liam and Hope running towards us. "NIALL NO" Hope yelled. "what in the world just happened?" Liam asked confused looking at Shane on the ground.
"YOU KNOW WHAT DUDE?" Shane asked me standing up. "you think that Hope loves you more than she ever loved me but guess what? She's told me secrets that you know nothing about, did she ever tell you about those scars on her wrist? i don't think so" Shane said making me freeze, absolutely shocking me!
Hope walked towards him and slapped him hard. "I CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER DATED YOU OR EVEN SHARED MY SECRETS WITH YOU" she yelled at him than ran away. "hope wait" Liam said following her. "do you realize what you just said?" i asked him holding back my tears. "yes okay? yes i do realize what i just said, i'm her first love and i doubt that she got over me" he said making me punch him again. "DON'T GET NEAR HER AGAIN i'm serious Shane she's mine don't even think of her, don't you dare mess with us" i said then followed Hope and Liam.
The car was gone, he must've driven her home, i need to have a serious conversation with her...