After the boys left, Zayn packed his bags while i waited for him the car. "Hope where in the world are your bags?" he asked running outside. "you're not gonna let me wear any of my clothes anyway, i'll go shopping when we get to our destination" i said so he jumped in the driving seat and hit the road.
i had my earphones on the whole time, and every song reminded me of Niall, i found myself smiling for no reason, just remembering what happened back home, and now i get to spend six months with him, stupid Hope, saying you're never gonna fall in love again but here you go again...
Zayn pulled over and we rushed inside to see screaming fans behind barriers, the whole crew and staff including dancers, guitarists, photographers... and most importantly Harry, Liam, Louis and NIALL, i found myself smiling again, no Hope stop that! the girls screamed louder all of a sudden so we turned around to see little mix coming in with Simon Cowell.
"oh great" Zayn whispered next to me and sighed. On the other side, i was happy to see Perrie, maybe they'll make up. "hey everybody" Perrie said to us staring at Zayn then looking away, AWKWARD! "little mix will open for you on each show guys" Simon said tapping on Jesy's shoulder.
Before we got up on the plane, i got a call from... Shane, i never deleted his number. "H- hello" i said. "Hope please don't hang up, i'm so sorry i was foolish, i didn't know what i had until i lost you" he said when my eyes started tearing. "no Shane we're through i'm sorry i have to go" i said sounding heartless i know but he did cheat on me!
i hung up on him wiping my tears away and turning around to see everybody looking at me except for Zayn and Perrie, they were sitting alone on the other side of the waiting room. Niall hasn't talked to me yet, but while we were on the plane, i was looking through Shane and i photos one last time before i delete it, when Niall came and sat beside me.
"hasn't moved on yet huh?" he asked. "no no that's... not true, i promise i'm over him" i said deleting them all. "see?" i said showing him the empty folder. "you deleted him from your phone not your heart, and why should i care anyway?" he said putting his earphones on and closing his eyes. "i know you're just pretending to sleep, i don't love him anymore really" i said. "it's fine Hope, we're not love birds remember? those were your words" he said giggling then sliding on the chair in order to sleep better.
ugh, he got upset because i was scrolling through Shane and i images, but that's not fair at all. i think i blew my chances with him, but that's okay too honestly, at least i won't get hurt this way, the walls i wrapped around my heart should stay built up, i won't let myself be in pain anymore.
i opened my eyes to see a blue sky, i literally fell asleep all night! i looked at Hope whose head was against the window and eyes shut down. Her phone was still in her lap and the songs were still playing so i took the phone in order to stop the music and saw a message from Shane... ugh!
i know you told me that we're through and that you hate me but please give me a chance
Maybe she really is over him, she told him that they're through and she didn't reply to this message, she deserves so much better, i gently put her head on my shoulder since i figured it's much more comfortable than the window, but she woke up...