N- we can't go on i'm sorry Hope
H- a- are you breaking up with me?
N- i have to i...
H- funny i thought you'd stay but no you're just like everybody else, you told me you understood the reason why i hid my scars, forget you ever knew my name Niall
Why niall, why? you promised to stay no matter how hard it is to be with me, "I HATE YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW STUPID I AM" i yelled crashing the small mirror on the floor. i grabbed a large box that had souvenirs from places i've been with Niall and threw it in the garbage. Exhausted, I climbed under the covers and cried silently.
Two days later:
"get up already we're late for the meeting" Perrie said hitting me with a pillow. "you were snoring all night i couldn't sleep" i said sarcastically with a sleepy voice only to be hit with another pillow. i got dressed and headed with my beautiful girlfriend to the meeting hall. "okay now that everybody is here, listen clearly, you can date whoever you want, that is not of my business as long as it doesn't affect your career, like Niall here who ended up with a purple eye" Simon said. "wow what happened?" i asked concerned.
"i broke up with Hope" niall said with a depressing note. "what the heck? I TRUSTED YOU TO MAKE MY SISTER HAPPY, tell me everything" i demanded. "long story short, shane and his friends beat me up in London and since i'm on tour, Simon Cowell here didn't accept this situation, Hope on the other hand thinks i broke up with her because of her self-harm scars WHICH IS NOT TRUE GOD I HATE MYSELF... oh my god i didn't mean to say this" Niall said on the edge of tears.
i rushed out of the room to call hope. I had to check up on her.
H- hey Zayn i can't talk right now since i'm on my way to collage
Z- Hope i'm worried about you
H- i'm perfectly fine
Z- just stay at my house and take care of yourself
H- yeah yeah i know, i really have to go now
Z- i know that you're shutting me out, i know that you're just trying to hide your feelings so please talk to me
H- it's not like i'm broken, it just wasn't meant to be, that's... real life
Z- but... we found out about your scars
Z- Hope are you there?
H- w- what in the world do you mean by "we"? HAS NIALL TOLD EVERYONE?
Z- it slipped out of his mouth honestly...
She cut me off by hanging up!
i called Niall right away. "hello" he said. "LEAVING ME IS ONE THING BUT EXPOSING MY SECRET IS SO LOW, I TOLD YOU ZAYN WOULD BLAME HIMSELF WHY WOULD YOU HURT ME THIS WAY" i let it out and hung up. i couldn't bare to hear his voice!
i got to university, staying strong ofcourse... well at least until i get home. Kate was sitting in the back crying so i had to check up on her! "Shane got into prison, apparently he got into a fight with someone" she explained. "oh i can't say sorry to hear that but... it'll be alright i promise" i said feeling relieved and safe again. Now i can move back to my house, just like the old days!