1. The more hate you give the more love I feel
I woke up to my step dad Joseph calling me down to eat breakfast. I slowly trudged down the stairs. I held my head down low so I couldn't meet the gazes of my so called 'family'.Once I got to the last step I heard my two step brothers Travis and Blake laughing. I just looked up and rolled my eyes,I keep my head and walked to the medium sized wooden table. Joseph sat the plate in front of me and all I could do was stare at it.
"Ashanti are you going to eat it our just stare at it!" Blake asked me chuckling.
"I'm not really hungry so I guess I'm not going to eat it" I said in a very meek voice.
"Oh so Ashanti's not eating that's a first!" Travis said making everybody laugh. I felt my eyes getting misty so I quickly ran upstairs before any tears had came out. I locked my door and slid down it holding my knees to my chest.Silent tears rolled down my face every time I blinked. I just know that when I get to school it will be way worse then it is at home. I got up and went to my closet and put together a quick outfit. Once I put them on I grabbed my backpack,phone,and my earbuds and I started to walk to school.
Once I got there I quietly walked to my first class. I sat in the back like always and I watched as everybody filled the rest of the seats. I pulled out a piece of paper and started to draw random sketches of things. The bell rang signaling school has official begun. 15 minutes in the class there was a knock on the door. I didn't bother to look up because I really didn't care for who was behind it. I could hear girls giggling and guys whispering. I glanced up and saw the most hottest guy ever. I smiled to myself because I never had feelings for a guy and this was all new to me. I was in dream land when Mrs.Tyler said my name.
"Ashanti can you please raise your hand!" I slowly rose my hand and the "mystery guy" smiled. He walked towards me and the whole time me just looked at me. He sat down and before I could say anything to him one of the girls said
"Be careful don't get to close you might catch something!" That made everybody start to laugh at me. I held my head low ignoring that the "mystery guy" whispered things to me.