As I let go of Angelina I thought, 'I think I finally understand what I'm feeling and I need to leave. I'll only hurt her but I can't bring myself to leave her alone.' I looked into her eyes for a long time before she waved a hand in front of my face and said, "Jeff? Jeff are you in there?"
I shook my head for a moment and said, "Sorry angel. I was thinking for a moment." For a second there I saw her look away a bit and blush. It was then that I realized what I had called her and if I was still able to I'm sure I would have been blushing. I rubbed the back of my head and said, "Sorry. It just seemed the easiest thing to call you. Angelina is kind of a mouthful."
She nodded and said, "Oh. Okay." I could have sworn I saw some disappointment in her eyes but I just shook my head and said, "I have to go. The police will be here in a little while."She looked to be thinking over something in her mind as she said, "After they're gone will you come back?" She asked me as she got up. I got up as well. I thought to myself for a while. "I'm not sure. Maybe." I told her as we went downstairs.
I saw her face, she seemed disappointed. I felt bad saying that. She opened her backyard door and I got out and started walking.
I looked back and she closed the door and put the curtains down. I walked back to the forest and sat near the bunch of bushes that I hide myself in. I heard sirens come closer and saw a police car pull up in her drive yard. I couldn't stop thinking in that emotion. I finally understand, the only thing it could be is, that I may be falling for Angelina.
I never thought that I'd feel this way for anyone. All I have been doing is killing. If I really do fall for Angelina, that could mean bad things could happen. I could snap and hurt her, or kill her. I don't want to do that to her. The emotion explains everything, that is why I can't killer her.
I can hurt her but I can't kill her. I can't even hurt her. If I hurt her anymore, bad things could happen. An hour past by, I was still thinking, this time I was thinking of many other things. Like Liu, why did he kill her parents? I saw the cops go in their car and they drove away. After they were far enough away, I started walking back to Angelina's house. Then I thought, that maybe I should find Liu first.
To find out, why he did what he did.
See what made him go crazy, and know why he killer her parents.
It won't stay like this.