After midnight, passed I went to my bed to have some shut eye. Jeff went to the woods again, to do what he calls 'duty'. All I thought about is what he said, he just wants to be accepted, accepted by me and to be my friend. I don't think that's him being a monster, yes he kills people and that's bad, but I can't change who he is. To me he's not a monster he acts nice to me. He acts sweet, he's everything opposite then what he thinks he is.
To me he's not a monster at all, he's just a little insane teenager. I know he can change, but I can't make him do that and not because of me. I'm not worth it. I'm not worth changing for. I heard the alarm go off in my room. 'What?' I said to myself as I pressed on it to turn it off. I got up really tired and walked to the bathroom slowly. I washed my face and I woke up for real.
I changed into some dark clothing and grabbed my backpack, I ate a bagel and milk and walked out the door. When I locked the door I looked to the bushes in the woods but I didn't see Jeff, I walked towards the woods and didn't see any trace of him. 'Maybe he went somewhere else.' I thought to myself. I was a little worried. Jeff would always be there. I just kept walking, I'm sure he'll be fine.
I started walking and walking and some teens started staring at me, I don't know what they were saying or why they were staring. I finally reached school and when I entered everyone looked at me. What happened? What did I do? "That's the girl who survived the killers attack." I heard some girl whisper. 'Killers attack?' I asked myself. What are they talking about. "That's the girl who lost her parents by the killer." Another girl whispered.
How did they all know about that? I only told the teacher's and principal about my parents. I walked through the hallway and a girl gave me an article from a newspaper. 'Girl survives killers attack. Parents result dead.' was the title. I looked to see who wrote it. 'Liu Woods.' Are you kidding me? 'Liu, you'll pay.' I said to myself I dropped the newspaper and rushed out of school.
When I was out of school. I walked to the woods on the other side of the city. Once I got there I started screaming. "Liu! Liu! Liu Woods! come out here!" Then I stopped. 'Liu's a killer...he can come out and jump at me whenever.' I thought to myself. Then I started getting scared. I took deep breathes. "Liu, I just need to talk to you." I spoke out. I needed to see him.
I looked around and saw a figure come out of the shadows. It was Liu. "Yes?" He asked me smiling evilly. "Why did you write that article?" I asked him. He looked at me and laughed. "Because, I wanted to scare you and see your reaction." Liu said. I looked at him. "Really? Why do you just bother me? Why don't you bother anyone else." I told him. He looked at me.
"Because, you changed my brother and that's unacceptable. I need to bother you so you can leave him alone." Liu told me. I looked at him. "Look, I'm not going to leave Jeff alone okay? He's nice and sweet and he's the only friend I got." I told him. He looked at me and started walking around playing with his knife. "Is that the only reason?" He asked me.
"What do you mean?" I asked him. He came closer. "Don't be dumb, Angelina. I know your secret. It's very obvious." Liu told me. I was getting a little uncomfortable. "I know, you don't just like Jeff because he's your only friend. I know there's another reason." Liu told me. I was getting scared, he was pointing his knife at me.
"Liu, you must be insane, well you are. But that's the only reason. He's my only friend, that's it!" I was getting mad at him for saying things that weren't true. "Just admit it Angelina, you. like. Jeff." Liu said. I stood there and I froze when he said the last 3 words. 'Do I like Jeff? Is Liu right? I'm not even sure... Do I?' I thought to myself. "What's wrong Angelina, stuck in thought?" Liu asked me.
"Yes. I am. Because I never thought about that." I told him. "Stop lying!" He screamed at me coming closer to me. I tripped on a twig and fell. "Just say it Angelina, you like Jeff." Liu said. I was tired of him saying that. "Stop! I don't like Jeff okay?! Just leave me alone!" I screamed at him. I saw him smiling and I heard a dry leaf break. 'Oh, shit. Please don't let it be who I think it is. Please don't let it be who I think it is.' I thought to myself.
"Came at the right time, Jeff." heard Liu say. I didn't want to get up. I wanted to stay sitting down, and not looking behind me. 'I think I just ruined my friendship with him. Wait, why would I? He doesn't like me and....unless he does. Oh, no. No, this is bad.' I thought to myself. I wanted to stand up but I couldn't.
"So, how much of that did you hear, Jeff?" Liu asked, I know he was trying to make me feel bad. I started standing up slowly. Jeff was silent. I didn't want to turn around but I did. When I did. I left my head down. I felt really bad. "Just enough." Jeff said, then he set of running. Liu came near me. "Happy?" I asked him. I didn't want him to hear my scratchy voice or my crying red eyes. "Oh, are you crying?" Liu asked me.
I ignored him. He grabbed my chin and made me look up to him. I didn't make eye contact with him. "Oh you are." He said laughing. I wanted to cry more. I just hid my tears. "Can I go now? I think you got what you wanted." I told Liu still not looking at him. He laughed. "Yes, you can go." He said letting my chin go. I started running and crying. I ran and ran until I got to my house. I opened the door got in and closed it.
I leaned against the door and sat down on the ground. 'What have I done?' I thought to myself.
As I thought, Angelina would never like the monster that I am. I knew I was wasting my time with her, all she did in the end was hurt me and I really thought she would be different from anyone I knew...I guess I was wrong. Like always. I just sat there in the bushes playing with my knife. 'I guess now I can kill her.' I thought to myself. Killing her would be fun...it'd be payback from lying and hurting me. She deserves to die.
For all that she did....
Everything that she made me do...
Wasting my time...