I stood up in pain and I looked up I saw Liu, standing right in front of me. I looked at him. "What the hell Liu!" I screamed at him. He looked at me. He was surprised. "Oh, Jeff. I'm sorry. I thought you were...someone else." He said. I looked at him. Then I thought for a moment. 'He was at this house, he didn't know I was in here. He knew Angelina was in there' "You wanted to kill Angelina?" I asked him with a mad tone. He looked at me. "Yes, Jeff I did." He told me.
I looked at him with an icy glare. "Why? What did she do?" I asked him. He looked at me. "Look at yourself Jeff. She changed you, and it's not good. You're a killer, not a lovable boyfriend!" Liu told me. I looked at him. "I'm still a killer. You know I'm still human too. I have a heart and a soul! and feelings." I told him he looked me. "I bet you felt or feel the same way about someone, so don't judge me." I told him walking way. He just stood there silently.
After a while, he went away. I was alone, as always. I was playing around with my knife, then I looked at it. Blood was on it. I then remembered what happened in Angelina's house. If I could, I would be closing my eyes right now. I knew what I did and I know that Angie, may never forgive me, I still have that same feeling for her, the same emotion. The problem is I don't want to feel it. Angelina, is too kind and sensitive. She would never love someone like me...she would never love the killer, love the monster I am.
I try and try to forget about her, but every time I do, the thought of her and that emotion mix together. I laid my head on a bunch of grass, I tried sleeping, with is pretty hard, considering that I can see everything. I covered my eyes so, that all I could see was darkness. I tried sleeping, fighting to sleep. Then I guess I fell asleep. When I was 'sleeping' I heard noises, tree branches noises, leaf breaking and twig noises. I got up and looked around. I got closer to the noise and saw it was just a squirrel. I laid down again.
I looked around, and thought about everything. I woke up the next morning. I didn't know what time it was. I got up and just sat on the ground. Waiting for something. I looked over at the street. I saw Angelina get out. She had a big band around her shoulder where I cut her. She walked on the sidewalk and went over to the street. She looked around and crossed. On the other side there were some kids. 2 guys and 2 girls. They all looked at her shoulder.
I walked quietly towards them, and I crossed the street fast. "What happened Angelina?" One of the boys asked her. She looked at him, then at her shoulder. She bit her lip. "I got cut." She said. "By who?" One of the girls asked her. "Um, a piece of class sticking out of the window. Weird I know." She said. She was lying. Why did she lie? Why didn't she say the truth? Her friends all looked at each other then at her. "Angelina, we have something to tell you." The 2 girls said at the same time.
Angie looked at them. "What is it?" She asked. The girls looked at her. "We...We're moving. " They said. Angie looked sad. "Really? both of you?" She asked them. They boy looked at her. "So are we." They said. Angie's eyes started to drop tears. "Why? why the 4 of you?" She asked them. "I don't know, it just happened. Christina's parents said they were moving to Arizona. My parent's said we are moving to Florida." One girls said. "My parents said we're moving to Texas, and Daniels parents said they were moving to Tennessee." One of the boys said.
After a while they all said their goodbyes. Angie went back to her house crying. I ran fast and climbed through her window and sat on her bed. Waiting for her. After 10 minutes Angie opened the door and looked at me. She screamed and fell to the ground. I got up. "Are you okay?" I asked her. She looked at me. "What are you doing here?" She asked me getting up. I looked at her. "I saw what happened. You have no one. I thought... I would come visit you." I told her.
I looked over at Jeff when he was talking. "Wait, you spied on me? then you say I lost everything? and then you say you wanted to visit me? Wait. Are you telling the truth?" I asked him. Realizing what he just said. He looked at me. "Yeah...Look Angel- Angie, I'm sorry for my behavior yesterday. I didn't mean to hurt you." He told me. I looked down. I blushed a little, when he said Angel. Then again I remembered it was because my name is too long. "No, Jeff I'm sorry. That runs in your veins in your blood, that's what you do. I- I can't change that." I told him. I looked down, I felt sad.
He walked over to me and looked at me. "What if I changed? For real?" He asked me. I looked up at him. Does he really mean it?
What is he saying? This has to be a dream. He can't say that. I looked at him. "Jeff, I can't make you do that. You're a killer, you became that. It's part of you now." I told him. He looked at me. "But...what if I did change. Would you accept me. As a friend?" He asked me. Is that what he wants. To be my friend? For me to accept him? That's all? I looked at him and thought for a while. "Jeff, I can't believe I'm saying this but...I do accept you. As a friend. I just need to accept that you're a killer." I told him. I looked around.
I thought that sounded weird. I scratched my head. "Really?" Jeff asked me. I looked at him. I looked at him in his eyes. Am I dreaming? Or did I really just say that a killer is my friend. He is being nice to me, he's the only one with me now. I have no one else. I must be insane. "Yes, Jeff." I said looking up to him. I wasn't thinking straight and I hugged him.
He hugged me back.
I must be going mad. A killer, I considered him my friend.
Maybe, he isn't as bad...