1. Last Words ~ <3
Tianas POV -
That was his last words for me. I still don't get it. He cheated on me, and then blamed me for it. When I think back, we really had some great, even perfect moments. But also the worst moments of my life.
We went to school together, he was 2 years older than me- well, he still is.
Now he's touring the world with his band. They left just after our breakup.
Why am I always thinking so much about him?! He was an asshole.
Now I'm sitting here in my dad's car, on my way to the airport.
"And here we have an old single from 5 Seconds of Summer!" The radio breaks the silence. My muscles tense up. Shit... "Do you want me to turn that off?" Dad asks pointing at the radio.
"Nahh.. It's fine" I smile quickly and look out the window, it isn't fine though... It hurts like hell hearing his voice all the time.
Then I heard the song. I recognized it at soon at it started playing... Our breakup song. The band released it as soon as they left Aussie, and Luke pointed out in an interview that it was for his x-girlfriend... - the song is Independence Day. I could feel the tears burn my eyes. All my feelings gathered in my throat- they really hurt. I had a hard time holding back the fact that I was about to break down.
I listened to every little word that was streaming out of the radio;
"I'm over this
I'm over you.
I'm not gonna waste my life away."
Waste? Was I just waste of his life?
I know that Luke wrote this song, just for me. He could at least be a gentleman and not tell the whole world that it was written for me... After he got famous I got a giant amount of haters. They still write to me everyday about how I ruined Luke's life. I have given up on explaining myself every time. I get too many messages.
As I walked into the airport my heart shattered, I could even feel the sharp pieces cutting me on the inside. It reminded me of the day I went here to say goodbye to Luke.
He didn't tell me that he was leaving, and I found out just a minute too late.
I ran into the airport and towards the gates. I yelled his name multiple times as I saw him walk with the boys on the other side - where I wasn't allowed to go. Ashton looked back at me with a sad look on his face. I looked him directly in the eyes from a distance, He had shame written all over his face. Tears we streaming down my cheeks and I felt myself tearing apart.
Ashton nudged Luke and said something pointing towards me. Luke just shrugged. He didn't even move his head. And that's when it hit me how much of an asshole he really was.
He didn't care, he never had.
I stopped crying. I was left speechless.
~end of flashback~
I took a deep breath and pulled myself together. I really have to forget him.
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