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Tiana's POV -
''I am perfectly aware of what I have done Luke'' I said and shifted under my blanket, ''and you shouldn't be babysittin' me. I'm grown up.''
He sat still just looking at the floor.
''I'm not babysitting you.'' he said with an offended look on his face, ''I just don't want you to... I'm trying to help you...''
''Help me? Wow- how amazing Luke!'' I said sarcastically and sat up beside him, ''maybe you should've thought of that before you left'' I yelled - then stood up and started walking away.
Luke's POV -
I heard her stomp up the stairs. I didn't know what to say so her... She left me speechless. I didn't think I had such a huge impact on her life... But it seems that I ruined everything for her.
I felt the guilt building up inside me. - I made her smoke that shit?
''I'm perfectly fine Luke!'' she yelled down the stairs. I jumped a little.
I clenched at the sound her her loudly shutting her bedroom door.
I picked up my phone and called the boys.
''Hey'' Ashton shoved up in the door opening followed by Michael.
''Hey.. Wheres Cal?'' I said scratching my neck
''He couldn't come - don't know why'' Michael answered, ''you okay?'' he sat down beside me.
''I eh... I don't know.'' I sighed and ran my hand through my hair.
They both kept quiet for a moment like if they were afraid to ask why.
''I saw the pictures'' Ashton said softly, ''is it about that?''
''No... The pictures are fake'' I sighed and walked slowly around in the room.
''That's what I assumed.. - But what is it then?'' Ashton asked, I could feel his eyes following me.
I stopped and pointed at the stairs - ''It's Tiana...'' I started biting nervously in my lip.
''What about her?'' Michael asked. I felt like hitting him - he probably just came here to see Tiana again... Sick.
''She's hanging out with the wrong people...'' I said and sat down again.
''What do you mean?''
''I found her sitting on the pavement yesterday. All confused and blurry - turns out she has been drinking and smoking weed. She wasn't even wearing a jacket - I made her go there.'' I said filled with guilt, ''we had a fight the day before - right before she left... I asked her about when I left - if she cried.''
I held a small pause - ''I ruined her life.''
Tiana's POV -
I listened to his Words. They made me feel somewhat sorry for him... But he was right. He ruined my life.
Or... He was the one triggering me. It wasn't just him. The haters he brought to me was a part of it too. My moms drinking problem followed by the divorce... Everything is just a mess. I am a mess. I'm a god damn criminal.
A depressed weed smoking criminal... I wish I was the old me. The pretty blonde girl with nothing but a smile to the world.
I miss Merissa. I can't wait for her to arrive next week.
Short chapter - sry <3
I feel like I'm making this story kinda boring... sry xD....
Next chapter is going to be great ;) Got some action going when Merissa arrives ;)) <3
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