From that day on I changed.I grew up in a house that in my opinion was too big with a family too small.My mum and dad got divorced when I was 3 it was my brother,my mum and I.When I was 7 my mum remarried to a man who really didn't like me or my brother.Back then I never realised that I existed to my family.I felt like they didn't care.
After the day I got told I had to lose weight I was devastated.I knew I had to make a change.I started of simple,more fruit and veg,exercise,I changed my sleeping pattern.I was losing weight but I never realised.I then started reading online about good diets and I came across the water diet so I started that.I stayed on it for 6 weeks before I had the urge to eat one McDonalds chicken nugget...I thought I had failed myself because I was doing good.I mean I was getting weak but I noticed a difference in me.I thought the difference was good but it wasn't.
I was 14 when my little brother got diagnosed with neuroblastoma which is a rare child cancer.That took me right of track.I started cutting my wrists it felt like it was the only thing I could do.I stopped eating.I didn't want to be here.
I forgot to mention at the start but I am also epileptic which means that eating is essential to me.I was at school and I was doing PE,no one knew what was going on because I kept everything inside and it hurt me.Well we were playing basketball and someone hit into me.I got knocked of my feet and when I went to get back up I couldn't.I collapsed.
I was took away in an ambulance from the school.I hadn't woke up.My parents came to the hospital as soon as they could,I still hadn't woke up I was in some form of coma.My brain was trying to fight but the epilepsy got the best of me.I took about 15 seizures in a week.