I feel broken. I don't know what to do now. Should I go home? There's no way I will ever be able to forget about this. I have a feeling that I should just end everything right now. At least that way I won't feel anymore pain.
I need him to know that I loved him too though. I decided to go to the park and start writing him a letter. He needs to hear how I truly felt. The park is the only place I can easily share my feelings.
I started writing...
"Michael, you have no idea how much that I love you as well. First I want you to know that this isn't your fault. I've been pretty unhappy for a while. You know, I just feel like I'm lost in time. After meeting you, I felt so happy. But now that I'll never be able to see you again, I feel so alone. I want you to know that when I leave this world, I'll be thinking of you, and only you. I love you so much Michael, and I'm so sorry for doing this to you.
I gently fold the piece of paper. I've decided that I'll give it to the guitarist on the boardwalk tomorrow. I think it's time for me to go home.
On my way back, I feel like there's someone following me. I just try to ignore it. But the feeling keeps creeping up on me. I look around to see the same man follow me around a few corners. Trying to stay calm, I walk with groups of people. Maybe if we're around others, this person won't try anything. But wait... This person looks familiar...
He's a little older, and tall. MICHAELS DAD! It's Michaels dad! I immediately am filled with anger. How could this man just wreck Michaels feelings like the way he did? But, why is he following me? I start to get nervous. Could he be here to get rid of me?
I keep trying to lose him, but it's not working. It doesn't seem like he knows, that I know he's following me. I definitely don't want to go home, because then he'll know where I live. What should I do!?!
I decided I'll go to the police station a few blocks away. I was coming up to the last turn when I was quickly pulled behind a dumpster, with a slightly firm grip on my elbow. I was about to scream until I turned to see this persons face.