The month was nearly ending, and I still hadn't decided yet. Luke and the boys were going on tour in a few days, and I still hadn't managed to tell Luke anything. Maybe I was scared? But of what?
I had to make up my mind soon. I felt like such an idiot, my whole life had basically been a lie, and the one person I trusted the most had lost my trust.
"Dad, is there anything else I should know about, something you haven't told me?" I saw him in the kitchen and had to know if there were other things he had lied about.
He looked at me with sad eyes, and I knew there were more lies. How could he do this to me? I thought I was his daughter.
"Well to tell you the truth.. Your real name is not Zelda, it's Yasmin Olivia Ângela Fernandez Carman. That's what we named you when you were baptised. I only called you Zelda when your mom wouldn't hear it. And when she left it was all I called you, I really wanted you to have that name, but your mother didn't approve of the name" dad looked at me and he knew the mistake he had made for not telling me.
I had made my mind up "Dad, the fact that you lied to me my entire life, had made it hard for me to live here. Luke asked me to go on tour with him, right now I have decided that, it's what I'm gonna do. I leave in a few days. I'm not ready to forgive you yet" I spoke harshly and saw that it made him sad.
He knew how screwed up things were and he understood my decision. That meant I was going on tour with Luke! I was actually going. Okay, I didn't want to tell him yet. Maybe I should surprise him and just show up.
I had to pack! Two days wasn't enough for me to pack. How on earth could I pack for a tour that was going to last more than a month? I always had to do things at the last minute.
The day was here, my heart was racing and I was nervous. Zelda still hadn't given me any word on what she had decided. I was dreading she wasn't going to come. Me and the guys were excited, the day had finally come, the first stop was London where we were going to record a few songs.
"I'm so excited! I can't wait to go!" Ashton was jumping up and down in the living room. We were getting ready and gathering the last things we needed for the tour. My mom was going to take us to the airport and send us off.
"This is going to be amazing!!" Calum exclaimed happily as he put the last bags on the floor, we all agreed with him. "Are you ready boys?" Mom came down and grabbed her bag and keys. We nodded and grabbed all the luggage. We loaded the car and headed off to the airport.
I hoped I would see Zelda's face there.
I wasn't ready and from what I could see the plane would leave in less than two hours. I grabbed the last things and tried to pack it all down. I tried cramming everything down in the three bags I had. My hands were sweaty, my stomach tied knots and my throat became dry. An hour to the plane would fly. Shit, from my house it was about 30-45 minutes to the airport which meant I had to go now or I wouldn't make it. I rushed to the kitchen, I had to ask my dad for a ride. "Dad, I said I didn't want to talk to you, but please can you give me a ride to the airport fast? The love of my life is waiting for me and if I don't go now, the plane is going to leave without me" I pleaded and looked at him.
"I'll do anything for my little girl, if it can make it a little better between us that would be good. Now let's go, you can't lose Luke!" Dad said and we rushed to the car and drove off.
The whole ride I was anxious, I kept thinking over and over again if it was the right I had chosen to do. It felt right in my heart, and as Luke had said that I should follow my heart, it was what I was doing, i would follow my heart all the way to Luke.
I looked at the time, precisely 20 minutes until the plane would leave, and as we arrived at the airport I quickly grabbed bags. I said goodbye to dad and ran as fast as I could inside the enormous airport. I quickly checked in my bags, flew through security and ran to the gate.. I hope I'm not too late. It didn't look like there were any people there. Had I missed the flight? It couldn't be.. I went to the desk and saw a few last people boarding the plane.
"Wait for me!" I practically screamed, the woman standing behind the desk looked terrified. She gave me an odd look and accepted my boarding pass. I shrugged it off and yanked the boarding pass from her hand when she had scanned it.
We were all sitting on the plane ready for it to leave. Zelda hadn't showed up, I was devastated and heartbroken.
Michael, Calum and Ashton were sitting beside each other. The airplane was made to have three seats in the middle and two seats on each side. We had booked it like that so Zelda and I would have been sitting together but now I was just sitting all alone.
I felt the airplane start, it slowly moved towards the area for take off. Why was Zelda not here?
"Excuse me, is this seat 19B?" I heard a familiar angelic voice, I looked up and saw two beautiful eyes.