Niall followed me into the bedroom. I was surprised when he started to undress himself naked and I just stared at him.
"Why do you undress yourself in here?"
He giggled a little bit and then he did so that the curtains covered the window, so that no sunlight could enter the room.
"I will be with you all day." he replied almost hoarsely. "I have want to feel myself close to you since last time and I want us to spend the day together."
I swallowed. Okay? Had Perrie wrong about what he felt for me? I no longer knew what to believe. Niall walked up to me and I felt how he undid the buttons on my dress.
"Lilly, you know I love you."
"No, I don't know."
He leaned over and he kissed my lips lightly. The last button unbuttoned and then slid my dress down to the floor. I felt his hands around my waist and he pressed me against him. He moaned lightly and I realized that he seemed to believe his own words.
My words were irrelevant. He let his tongue begin to play with mine and he refused to listen to me. I felt my whole body tingled and I took my arms around his neck. Niall backed towards the bed and after a few seconds I lay down over him on the bed. I felt his hard part was pressed against me and I felt his hands slid over my skin. He took off my my bra and he quickly got off my panties. I ended up in a fog and I couldn't think clearly.
Two hot bodies, rapid breathing, hands, skin, kisses.
I felt I was filled with Niall. He moved quickly on his body and he brought to life all the feelings I once had felt before. I couldn't stop and I wanted more. He got me going crazy. I pulled my nails over his back and I forced him to pick up the pace. I whined, I gasped and I screamed. Full I finally exploded and I lost the perception of what happened. Niall made me explode several times and in the end I was so tired that I almost fell asleep under him.
Niall landed on top of me. He put his face against my cheek and I felt how sweaty we were. We were out of breath and we were tired. I don't know how long we had been doing it and I had no idea how he could make me feel all the feelings.
"You are wonderful!"
I woke up by his word and I opened my eyes. I looked up at the ceiling and I collected myself. I realized that I had to talk about what Perrie had said, although her words had made me doubt over myself.
"Niall." I whispered uncertainly. "Are you sure I'm the one you've been looking for?"
Niall laughed a little bit and he raised his head. He looked straight into my eyes and for some reason he became serious. Could he again read my mind? He just stared at me and it was like he had to interpret me a few extra seconds.
"She's just jealous!" said he coldly. I understood that he had read me like an open book. "She thought she was the one who would be queen, because she has been around the longest of all the women."
I was still unsure. I let my hands slide around his body and I didn't let go of his eyes with mine.
"But she said a lot of things..."
Niall frowned and he looked almost angry.
"All vampires can convince people." he said a little cold. "She's good to get what she wants, but this time she wont win."
I thought back to the meeting and on Nialls words.
"But you are so sure about everything." I said quickly. "You call me almost already queen and I haven't even said yes?"
Niall let one hand slide through my hair. He watched my face carefully, and he smiled a little crooked.
"Darling, you should always rely on me." he whispered tenderly. "Perrie is just looking to fuck everything up and I have no idea what she's looking for. All I know is that I want you here and I don't want you to leave me."
I swallowed. Why didn't Niall understand that I was afraid, I wasn't sure?
"And if I refuse to agree to be one of you?"
He kissed me.
"Then I'll keep you as you are."
I was startled.
"But I'm going to get old and I will die one day?"
He laughed and he nodded.
"But I rather spend a short time with you than no time at all." he whispered hoarsely. "You just can't trust that I love you so much?"
I shook my head.
He put a hand over my mouth and he looked at me with a determined eyes.
"I love you more than you will ever understand." he said firmly. "I will hunt you down if you leave me and I don't care what you choose."
I pulled his hand away.
"And this that I can't meet mom or dad again?"
"You don't want to see them again. I know that your mother never showed you love and I know that your friends already have forgotten you."
I gasped. What was he talking about? Okay, he knew what had happened in my life, but how could he know all about my friends.
"But if I meet them again?"
"They wont recognize you."
I understood nothing. Niall laughed a little bit and he seemed amused.
"It's like,,,!" he said cheerfully. "When you moved in here, I put a protective layer around you. This means that none in your old life will remember you and you will remain a stranger in their lives."
I didn't like his words.
"And my mother?"
He hesitated over the answer, but he knew I would need more.
"Okay!" he murmured. "Maybe she hasn't forgotten you, but for her, you're dead."
I felt how it struck inside me. Although I didn't love my parents as normal people did, the words hurt me.
"Am I dead?"
"And you said yes to it when you moved in here." he said firmly. "I can't allow them to know anything. I have to think of safety first."
There was much that he demanded from me, if I would stay. I would simply have to let go of my old memories and my old friends.
"There is a lot to think about." he continued lightly. "I know I require a lot from you, but at the same time I don't want to lose you."
"It's just so hard to understand that..." I didn't know if I should continue. I saw at him that he wanted to do right, but he thought just on the vampires' safety. "If I still want to meet them, my mom and dad?"
"I guess I can fix that. You have, after all, only been here a few weeks, but the longer you stay here, the more you need to break with the old life."
I made a choice.
"Just one last time?"
Niall smiled and he kissed me lightly.
"Okay, we'll meet with them one last time, but then I will ensure that they wont remember you."
I nodded. I wanted to cry and I felt sad, but at the same time, I hadn't much to pick up from my old life. My mother was disappointed that I didn't become anything and my dad felt that I just cost money. They had an odd idea that I would be as crazy as they were, but I just wanted to be myself.