The fog was still in my mind and I couldn't even think straight. Sam took me down to the throne and he put me beneath his feet. He sat down and I was clinging on to his leg. I wanted to be near him, and nothing or no one could come between us.
"Niall's almost here!" I heard someone say. I closed my eyes and I felt that I hold on to Sam's leg hard. He liked it and I felt that he patted me on the head.
"Be ready darling." he whispered to me. "You can't meet Nialls eyes and you may not look at him."
I nodded and I felt I was strong enough to obey, still I was curious about who Niall was. He was someone I would had remember but I had totally forgotten about him. How did he look like? I don't know.
I felt that Sam froze when I heard that the doors were opened. I screwed my eyes together and I put my face against Sam's thigh. I wasn't allowed to look at Niall, but I heard his voice and I heard that he gasped. Sam laughed.
"You see I have control."
"Why, Sam? Why are you doing this to me?"
"Because I can." He sounded angry. "You wanted to kill me and you will pay your punishment now."
I heard Niall snorted.
"Why do you mix all into our war?" he asked. "This is between you and me."
I tried to continue to turn a blind eye. I felt my whole body was shaking and it was like a tiny little part of me woke up.
"Okay!" I heard Sam respond. "How and where and when?"
Niall was confident.
"Now and outside these doors."
Sam still seemed pleased.
"Just our forces?"
Niall gulped and he nodded.
"And Lilly will stay in here."
"Because she doesn't belong to the past."
Sam wasn't sure.
"No!" Niall replied quickly. "I just want to put an end to this and you know that no one else has to do with us. It happened, we can't change that, but if you want war, I'm ready."
Sam stood up and I had to let go of his leg. I looked uncertainly up at him, but he smiled at me.
"Stay here, I'll be right back."
It felt strange when he left the throne. He went down to Niall and I had to follow him with my eyes. Without that I was aware of it, my eyes drifted over to Niall. Direct turned Sam around to me again and he looked angry with his grotesque face.
"Don't fucking look at him!" he hissed. "You promised."
I lowered my head. I looked down at the floor and I was ashamed. I heard that Sam hesitated, but finally he accompanied Niall out from the room. I closed my eyes and before me I saw fragments. I saw two blue eyes, blond hair and I saw a smile. I wasn't sure. Was that Niall or who was it?
The doors were closed and quickly come someone against me. I looked up and I recognized the face. Who was he who came up to me? Harry?
"Come with me." he said, and he wanted to get me up from the floor. I panicked. I would wait for Sam and I had promised it.
Zayn showed up and I was almost as crazy as the two of them lifted me up. I tried to kick and I tried to resist, but none of them let me go. Instead, they carried me away and they didn't care that I screamed.
I screamed and I kicked. Sam would hear me and he would come and save me. I didn't want to be treated like a rug, and I hated that they took me to a room at the back of the house. They threw me down on a bed and tied my wrists in the bed. They tied my feet in bed and in the end I just had my screams left.
"You will understand." Harry said to me. "We need to do this."
I felt that they brought a bottle to my lips. I did everything to not receive it in my mouth, but they managed to pour in the drink. I had to swallow and then everything went black. I disappeared into a different state and I was totally paralysed in the entire body.
Fog and I had no idea what was about to happen.
"You will feel better when your body's clean."
I opened my eyes and in the fog, I saw Liam. I tried to talk but I wasn't able to get out a sound.
"Sam has no power over you now." he continued. "Your body is about to be clean from his poison."
I tried to think, but my brain was a total mess. It didn't even try to think, it just made me more crazy. I whined, I whimpered and I tried to get free from the bed. Nothing succeeded, and I that felt every part of me ached. I also cried but because I was so hoarse I couldn't scream.
I had no idea of time and space. I didn't know who I was or where I was going. I screamed inside and I tried to get some sense to it all.
"It's about to drop from your body."
I opened my eyes. I saw Niall. He stood beside the bed and I felt that he pulled a damp cloth over my face. He didn't smiled or showed any sign of something else. He just stood there and I wasn't sure. What did he want? Why was he there? Where was Sam and why did I wanted to go to Sam?
"Take it easy." he whispered to me and he sat down on the edge of the bed. "He's gone now, and you don't need to be afraid."
I frowned. I wasn't afraid? Or was I? I didn't even remembered if I should feel something or anything.
Slowly my body started to calm down. The pain was there, but it began to disappear off and slowly I remembered things. Niall? He disappeared and Sam opened the door. Sam took me to his house and then it was like I went out from my body. Sam had bitten me and I had loved it? I panicked. What had I done? Why hadn't I resisted?
I opened my eyes. I met Nialls gaze and finally I understood. They had made sure that I got back my will and my own thoughts.
"You will soon be cured." he whispered, and he smiled. This time it was a kind smile and I enjoyed seeing him.
"Sorry" I whispered, but the words were barely audible. I had a sore throat and I couldn't talk normally. Niall put his hand over my lips and he shook his head.
"We talk about it when you're okay." he whispered. "Now you just get healthy so that I get back my girlfriend."
I smiled and my heart was filled with love. He still loved me and he forgave me. He understood that I hadn't had any choice, and his words made me smile with my whole body. Niall kissed me lightly on the forehead and then he pulled his hand through my hair.
"Soon you'll be back."