Shining Stars

“You were going to find out anyway.” I say as I take off all of my bracelets . I get up and sit next to him, tears falling from my eyes, holding my wrists out for him to see them. “Just like these.” I whisper.

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37. Too Deep.

TRIGGER WARNING!! {involves cutting and hospital but is still an important chapter}

Mia's POV:

The fact that Calum and I haven't been with each other for three days is all over twitter. People finally came up with a conclusion that I slept with someone other than Calum. It's been going on for a couple days now. I sigh as I scroll through twitter.

"So Mia Lane slept with someone other than Calum? Wow."

"Calum deserves better than that slut @Mia_Lane"

"Mia's just a slutty whore and Calum deserves way more."

I bite my lip to not let the tears fall. I keep reading all of the comments and tweets. Tears finally fall from my eyes. I look out the window to see that Katie and Jase left. They went out of town for the weekend and won't be back until tomorrow night.

I slowly make my way to my bathroom reading all the comments. I rummage through my cabinet for my blade. I find my dull one, knowing Calum took my other one.

I sink down infront of my tub. I can't take this bullshit anymore. Everybody hates me now for something I didn't even do. I rip off all my bracelets. No one would care. They would get over it. I let out a sigh as I cut my wrist. Blood runs down my arm and I make another cut that's a little bit deeper. Then another cut. I finally stop after about the fith cut, and my last one is really deep. I don't think too much about it, I've cut deep before and it wasn't fatal.

I sigh as I watch the blood run down and tears fall from my eyes. I realize that my one cut won't stop bleeding. I find my phone and dial Calums number with tears falling from my eyes. "Hello my beautiful Mia." He answers happily. It almost breaks my heart even more.

"Calum," I whisper through my tears. "I think I cut too deep."

"What? Mia? Just stay there, I'm on my way." Calum says before he hangs up the phone.

I bite my lip and curl my knees to my chest. I try to find a towel but I'm stopped by Calum. "Mia." He whispers as he takes my wrist. I watch him as he takes my phone.

"What are you doing!?" I yell.

"I'm calling the hospital and telling them we're on our way." Calum says as he puts the phone up to his ear.

"No!" I yell. Tears fall from my eyes. Why can't I just die already? Everyone would be fine without me. No one needs me. "Calum please." I beg.

"Yes, my girlfriend cut herself too deep and we're on our way." Calum says as he ties the towel around my wrist and picks me up. He hangs up the phone and fully picks me up and runs out to his car.

"Why won't you just let me die?" I yell as I lay down in his seat. I feel foggy. "I'm dizzy." I mumble. And just then everything goes black.

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Calums POV:

"Is she going to be okay?" I ask the nurse as a tear forms in my eye.

"Listen, Calum she's going to be okay. The doctor just got done stitching two of the cuts, and she's on an IV." The nurse says as she places her hand on my shoulder. "Can you call her parents?"

"I called her aunt. Her parents, they're dead." I explain. "Her aunt is out of town and can't be home until tomorrow."

The nurse nods. "Well she's sleeping now, she should be waking up soon. You can go in."

I nod and slowly walk into the room. When Mia called me I thought everything was okay. And then when she said those words my heart sank. I thought I was going to lose her. I almost did. I sit beside Mia's bed and hold her hand. I softly blow on her hands to warm them. I look at Mia. She looks so helpless and tired. I want to help her and take the pain away but I can't and it sucks so much. I keep her hand in mine and I softly kiss one of her scars.

I watch as Mia's eyes flutter open. She opens her eyes widely as she realizes where she is. "Shh.." I whisper as I move a strand of hair from her face. "Do you remember what happened at all?"

"Everything went black after I yelled in the car." She says, her voice cracking.

I give her a glass of water. "I brought you to the hospital. The doctor stitched up two of your cuts and now you have an IV in." I explain. "I called Katie, she can't be home until tomorrow but she will get here as soon as she can." I say. "I also called Chloe and told her I'd text her when you woke up."

Mia closes her eyes and begins to cry. I stand up and softly kiss her forehead. It makes me so miserable to see Mia upset and that I can't help her. "I'm sorry." She whispers.

"Did the fans get to you again?" I ask. Mia slowly nods. "I seen what they posted. I told them to stop and the truth and it has died down." Mia slowly nods and I kiss her softly. Mia slowly kisses me back and I slowly release from the kiss. "I love you."

"I love you too." Mia smiles.

Just then the nurse comes in. "It's a great thing you're awake Mia." She smiles. "You're going to have to stay for a couple days."

"Why? Isn't she fine to go home like tomorrow, so the wounds heal a little?" I ask.

"Well, she has to stay because we can't let her go home without seeing a counselor." The nurse explains. "And I know you probably don't like that, but it's what we have to do. Since is Saturday, you'll be able to go home Monday."

I watch Mia as she groans. I can tell she wants to go home. I get that feeling again where I can't help her and it just makes me want to be in her place. "I can stay here right?" I ask.

The nurse nods. "You can stay all night if you like. In about an hour Mia's IV will be taken out so you can go down to the cafeteria and get something to eat. The doctor will be in in a while to see how she's doing also." She explains.

"Thank you." I say as she leaves.

"You don't have to stay all night. Or tomorrow night." Mia says. "I'll be fine."

"That's a lie." I say. "I'm going to stay okay? I'm going to stay for you because I know you'll lose it one of these nights." Mia opens her mouth to speak but I stop her. "Do you really want to try to stop me?" I smirk.

Mia sighs and then smiles. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." I smile as I kiss her temple. "Do you want me to text Chloe or the guys at all?" I ask.

"Just text them and tell them I really don't want company until tomorrow. It's late and I don't want them driving here." Mia explains. I nod and quickly text Chloe and the guys.

"I hope you know I'm going to take it away." I say. I remember taking her other one away. She was mad at me for a while but got over it after a while. "I'm going to make sure you don't get new ones either." I say.

"I know." Mia mumbles. "You do it so I'll stop. I'm trying though I really am but it's really hard for the fans to not get to me." Mia says, her voice cracking at the end.

I softly kiss her cheek and rub her arm. "Don't worry." I whisper. "We'll get through this together."

I'm thinking on writing a fanfic of Luke or Michael. But if I do it's going to be totally different from the ones I already have. Who should I have? Luke or Michael? Please comment and tell me who.

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