Shining Stars

“You were going to find out anyway.” I say as I take off all of my bracelets . I get up and sit next to him, tears falling from my eyes, holding my wrists out for him to see them. “Just like these.” I whisper.

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36. Sorrows and Regrets.

Calums POV:

I watch as Mia walks over to the bathroom with Eve. "I'm gonna get some water, want anything?" I ask Michael as I stand up. He shakes his head and I walk over to the punch table. I grab a bottle of water and then Molly comes up beside me.

"It's a bummer you don't miss me." Molly says.

"And whys that?" I ask as I take a gulp of my water.

"Because I don't get this anymore." She says as she slams her lips against mine. She slams me against the wall and I push her off of me.

"What the hell!?" I yell at her. I turn to see Mia, with tears and anger in her eyes. "Mia wait!" I yell as she starts to walk out of the school. She ignores me and finally runs outside. "Molly what the hell? You can't go around kissing your exes when they have their own girlfriends. You only did this to hurt Mia for no reason, so just go fuck off and leave us the hell alone." I yell as I start to walk towards the exit.

"Calum, calm down." Michael says as he jogs over to me. "Listen, it's going to be okay."

"No it's not." I say, starting to breathe heavily. Mia probably ran home. I don't know what to do. I'm so mad and confused and sad right now. "I want Mia right now Michael, she probably hates me."

I jog outside and hop into my car. I quickly drive to Mia's house and knock on the door. "What happened?" Katie asks. "She came running in here and went upstairs crying."

I bite my lip. I want to be next to Mia right now. It breaks my heart that she's crying right now and it's my fault. She could be doing worse right now and I don't know what to do. "Ca- can I go talk to her?" I ask.

"Calum, listen. I don't know what happened but I think she's going to need her time, okay?" Katie says as she rests her hand on my shoulder. I stare at the staircase in her house, wanting to race up it and into Mia's room.

"Okay." I whisper. "Please, call me tomorrow."

Katie nods and I slowly back away and into my car. I just sit there and stare at the road for a minute. I can't believe I did this. Molly did this. Mia could break up with me. I could loose her. A tear falls from my eye and I bite my lip.

I quickly drive over to my house and take off my suit in my room. I pull on my boxers and sweatpants to sleep in. I stare into the mirror. My eyes are red, I have tear stained cheeks. I can't smile, I can't stand up straight, I'm a horrible person.

+++ {Three days later}

It's been Three days since I've seen Mia. I've texted her, I don't know how many times. I've called her three times a day. No reply. I wonder if she went to school today, or yesterday. If she did she should be getting home soon and it's driving me nuts that I can't drive to that school to pick her up like I always to. It sucks not seeing Mia. I know everything is my fault, but I want to see her and kiss her. I'm such a terrible person for doing this to her.

Katie called yesterday, she said that Mia hasn't come out of her room at all, and that she's been trying to play her violin but she stops in a middle of a song. I know why she can't play the violin right now, it's because I gave it to her. It's because my stupid ass gave it to her and she hates me right now.

Mia's POV:

I stare at my locker as I put my things in my bag. I'm so used to Calum picking me up, but he's not going to today, or maybe any other day. I miss him I really do, but I hate him at the same time because he kissed Molly. Or Molly kissed him, I really don't care, but the kiss happened. Molly has bothered me all day and I think I have a hole in my lip from biting it too hard.

I didn't want to come to school today, or yesterday, but I had to to keep my grades up. "Hey." Eve says as she walks over to my locker. "Wanna go home?" She asks.

I nod slowly, not saying anything and grabbing my bag and shutting my locker. As we reach Eves car I hop into the passengers side and lean my head against the window as Eve drives away. "Mia, I know it sucks right now but you really need to talk to him." She says.

"I hate him right now." I mumble.

"You know, he didn't kiss Molly, Molly kissed him. All he did was get a bottle of water and Molly kissed him and he pushed her off." Eve explains. "Michael told me the whole story, and I know if you asked Calum he'll tell the same thing."

"I don't care." I lie, I really do care and I want to see Calum again. Just then my phone rings, another call from Calum. "It's Calum" I mumble.

"Answer it." Eve says as she takes my phone. She answers the call and puts it on speaker.

"Mia?" Calum says.

"It's Eve." Eve says. "Mia is being an ass Because she wants to see you but she hates you at the same time."

"I know she hates me, I don't blame her. But for the record, I didn't kiss Molly." Calum says. A tear falls from my eye from his voice, and I end up a crying mess as we pull beside my house. "I'm sorry." Calum whispers, knowing it's me crying.

"You should really see her." Eve says. "She's been crying for days, she almost didn't go to school today or yesterday, and like twenty people from prom made fun of her. Including Molly."

"Mia, do you want me to come to your house?" He asks softly. I bite my lip and slam my head into the seat. I want to see Calum but then I don't.

"Another day." I say. "Can you pick me up tomorrow?" I ask.

"Yes, of course I will." Calum says.

And with that Eve hangs up my phone. I take my phone back and jog inside my house and upstairs. Katie comes up behind me. "Are you going to talk to him at all?" She asks.

"Tomorrow." I say.

+++ {The Next Day}

I sigh as I walk through the school halls, off to my last class of the day. Schedules changed so I don't have my lessons last, now I have my regular music class. "Poor little Mia." Molly says as she walks by me. "Still not talking to Calum?" She asks.

"He's picking me up today." I simply say, trying to get past her.

"Well then, I'll see him later. Maybe I'll steal another kiss." She winks and I bite my lip as I walk into music.

+++

I set my things in my locker and quickly put on my leather jacket. I feel someone behind me and I turn around to see Calum. "Calum," I whisper.

Calum gives me a sly smile. He looks like he hasn't slept or eaten. I haven't eaten in days either. "I'm sorry." He whispers. "I know this isn't the time to say it but I had to."

I look up at him. His big brown eyes are full of sorrow and his lips I just want to kiss. "Come on," I say. "Let's go to your place." Calum nods and I slowly take his hand. It feels so good to hold his hand again. I know we've been apart from each other for a month before but it's different when you're not getting along for three days.

I slowly walk behind Calum as we walk into his house. I bite my lip as I stand in front of him. I'm afraid to talk to him but I'm glad I am. "Mia," Calum whispers as he takes my hand. "I'm so sorry, I don't know what to do. I haven't slept for days, I've been so worrie-"

"Don't say that you're worried about me okay? I haven't done anything. I thought about it but I didn't." I cut him off. "I haven't slept for days either. I haven't eaten, I've tried to play the violin but I couldn't and it really sucks. It's sucks having to go to school everyday to deal with people like Molly. It sucks to want to cry ever-"

Calums lips crash against mine and he intertwines our fingers together. Oh god have I missed his lips. I deepen the kiss and wrap my arms around his neck. Calum slowly releases from the kiss and he rests his forehead in mine. "I've missed that." I breathe out.

Calum smiles and kisses me again, softly. "I know it sucks Mia, but it's your last year of school, you have a couple months left, you'll make it." He explains. "I know you. You're too much of a bad ass to not make it through."

I giggle. "Thank you."

Calum smiles brightly. "Just ignore Molly okay? I promise I won't say another word to her again, unless I'm telling her off."

I nod and smile. "I love you." I whisper.

"I love you too."

I'm such a wonderful person right now~~ Maybe not. Probably not, knowing me. Anyways, I hoped you liked the chapter. Sorry it skipped days. Love you allxx

~Lizzy

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