Calums hair tickles my neck as he kisses my shoulder. "Good morning beautiful." He whispers against my lips before he kisses me.
"Good morning." I giggle. I curl up into his chest and Calum wraps his arms around me. "What time is it?" I ask.
"Nine." He sighs.
"You have to leave at one don't you?" I ask as I look up at him. Calum sighs and nods. He gets out of bed and I do the same.
Calum picks me up and kisses me softy and slowly. "Take a shower and after you I'll take one okay?" He says. I nod and Calum kisses me before he sets me down.
I quickly take a shower and brush my hair and teeth in the shower. I walk out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me and Calum stares at me. I giggle and kiss him before he goes into the bathroom. I quickly put on a pair of black skinny jeans and my Nirvana shirt. I sigh as I finish my makeup and put on my beanie. I look at the clock and see that it's already eleven. Calum comes out of the bathroom dressed in his black skinny jeans, an oversized sweater and his beanie.
Calum sighs as he looks at the clock. He gets his suitcase out and starts to pack. I stare at his suitcase as I help him fold his shirts. I don't want Calum to leave but I know he has to. He has to for the band but I really don't want him to leave.
Calum slowly zips up his suit case and climbs next to me on the bed. He nussles his head into the crook of my neck and pulls me into his lap. A tear falls from my eye and Calum kisses my neck. "Don't cry." He whispers. "Please."
I whipe my eyes and take a deep breath. "I love you." I whisper.
"I love you too, so much Mia." Calum whispers. "We have to go."
I nod and get up. I slide on my uggs and Calum follows me downstairs with his bag. On the way to the airport Calum holds my hand the whole ride. As soon as we get there I already see the guys and Eve. Calum takes my hand as we walk inside. I hand him his ticket and passport once we get by the loading area.
"Calum," I whisper as a tear falls from my eye.
Calum comes over to me and I break down. I cry into his shoulder and Calum kisses my cheek multiple times. "I'm so so sorry. I don't want to leave but I have to. I'll call you as soon as I land in Spain. I'll face time you every time I possibly can. I'll call you every day and ill make sure I'll text you morning messages even if it's three in the morning for me." Calum says.
I nod and cry into his shoulder. I know he will do all of this but it's gonna suck seeing him just through a phone or computer screen. I feel Calums tears on my shoulder and I look into his eyes. They're red and tears are falling down his cheeks just like mine. He kisses me hardly over and over again.
"I love you so so much. Mia never forget that." Calum chokes out. "Look at me." He says as he brings my face up to his. "Promise me you'll wait. Promise me you won't do it again or try. I know it's going to be so hard for the both of us but we will make it work." He says.
I nod and kiss him. "I promise." I whisper. "I love you so much."
Calum smiles slightly and holds me as tight as he possibly can. He kisses me over and over again. "You're beautiful and perfect and amazing." He says. "I love you." He whispers.
"I love you too." I whisper. I hug Calum tightly and then they call his flight number. Tears stream from my face as he kisses me again. "Don't say goodbye." I whisper. "It sounds like goodbye forever."
"I wasn't." Calum chokes out. "I love you so god damn much and I'll call you as soon as we land. I'll call you after the concert and if a fan asks about you I will probably end up crying but they will understand." Calum laughs a little. I laugh slightly.
"I love you." I whisper as Calum picks up his bag.
"I love you too." He whispers.
I quickly say goodbye to the rest of the guys as they all hug Eve and I. Calum kisses me one last time before he boards the plane.
Eve and I just stand there and cry into our sleves. I watch as they all board the plane and just like that. They are all gone.
This chapter is so depressing.. I literally cried while I was writing it. I'm such a horrible person to all of you guys. I'm sorry for the short chapter. Love you allxx