Hello Beautifuls sorry I didn't update for the past couple days I was sick 😒 so yea that sucked anyway oh. Yea I don't know if you guys know this but I'm American. I know some or most of you are from Australia. I love that country. Anyway yea I'm American. Haha well Imma shut up now. Hope you like this chapter. Enjoy Loves
I woke up with sweat dripping down my face. My chest was rising and falling rapidly, it was just a dream. It was only dream. At least I hope it was a dream. I got out of bed and over to my bathroom, turning the shower on and letting it warm up just a bit. I undressed meanwhile. I slid my shirt over my head. Throwing it on the floor.
My eyes caught a glimpse of my rib cage and my abdomen. I cocked my head to the side and look at my body. I'm such a fuck up. I'm 100 percent sure that if I ever died, no one and I mean no one would give a fuck.
It's quite funny actually because everybody starts to care when they're lying 6 feet under ground in a box an their heart will never beat again. Why is that that everyone starts to care when someone's gone?
I stopped thinking about the questions floating around my head. I hopped in the shower with tears at the brims of my eyes. I let all of my thoughts flow free as I felt the warm water hit my body and down my back.
I leaned my head back and let the water run down my neck. Letting the water relax my body.
I stayed in the shower for quite some while letting everything go free. I heard my phone ringing in my room.
I ran out of the shower butt naked and dived for my phone lying on my bed. Unknown number, huh?
No. This can't be happening why. Why now? Fuck.
I pulled into the restaurants parking lot looking over at Nevaeh. I smiled to myself as I watched her sleep. I let her sleep for another 5 minutes before I woke her up.
"Nevaeh. Wake up." I shook her softly not wanting her to freak out. I called her again and she woke up.
"Hey sleeping beauty. How was your nap?" She looked at me with wide eyes and looked down immediately, aww she's blushing. I chuckled and took her hand in mine, kissing her cheek.
"Come on. Let's go eat."
I ran over to her side of the car but she was already standing there waiting for me. I started to open my mouth but she just walked away. Se can't do that I'm the guy, I'm supposed to open the door for her. Simple as that.
I ran over to where she was and walked beside her. I smiled at her as I took ahold of hers again. It's impossible to describe her in just one damn word. She giggled as I bowed down to her, that isn't made her 1000x more adorable then she already was. I just hope me telling her won't scare her away.
I looked at Ashton. I can't believe he just asked me to be his girlfriend what do I say. I didn't know what to do or say. Maybe if I just run away it'll be easier rite. What the fuck is wrong with me. I cant do that to him.
"Nevaeh. Wake up " I felt cold hands on my arms.
"Wake up beautiful" I felt my eyes heavy but they still managed to open slowly. I looked around and saw Ashton with his hand on my arm.
"Hey sleeping beauty how was your nap." My eyes went wide. Did I really fall asleep in his car. wow aren't I some date. I felt the heat rushing throughout my cheeks, gosh that's so embarrassing. At least I know that him asking me to be his girlfriend didn't happen.
It was just a dream. Only a dream.
He chuckled when he saw my face, well thanks for making it worse Ashton. I thought my face was boiling with embarrassment.
"Come on let's go eat."
"O-ok" I stuttered. Still pretty embarrassed.
I smiled at him and got out of the car before he could do it for me. Dont get me wrong I think that's very sweet but I'm capable of doing it. I don't mind.
By the time Ashton reached over to my side he saw me standing waiting for him. Him being the cute dork he is, he tried arguing with me about how a guy is always supposed to open the door for a girl and this and that and a whole bunch of other stuff i don't remember. Oh Ashton you're so adorable.
I walked away from him knowing he would try again later, but it still wouldn't happen. I heard his foot steps behind me, next thug I know he's rite beside me holding my hand and he smiles at me.
"I'll be opening the door for you next time"
"Too bad not happening"
"Well too bad because it's going to"
I giggled knowing he wouldn't give up. I looked down at my dress and my heels. What if this is too much. What if I'm over dressed. Oh man I probably am. Fuck. What do I do now. I glanced over at Ashton. Should I ask it should I just wing it. Fuck it. I'll ask.
"Am I over dressed do I look ok? Do you think I should change or do you wanna go somewh-"
"Nevaeh. Stop. You look fine. You're not over dressed you look beautiful. I promise" he smiled at me calming me down a bit. I let out a sigh of relief. I smiled over at him. I hope this date goes well.