When there are so many others...

"You don't know what it's like." I said while tears started to make there way to me eyes.
"What?" He asked a bit annoyed and frustrated.
"You don't understand!" I announced raising my voice a bit.
"Well then would you like to explain it to me?" He said calming his voice.
"When you have all these thoughts it's like... you can't just...." I stood there thinking of how i wanted to say this. He walked right in front of me and held my hand.
"What is it that I don't understand?"
"The only way I can think of putting it is like... it's like your hanging off of a skyscraper....."


8. Wonderful, amazing, flawless

Jordan's POV

...I put my hand up and knocked on his door.

I waited a few seconds and no one answered. I was about to walk away, until, unfortunately, he opened the door.

"Well... you actually showed up." He smirked and took a hold of my hand.

"Ya, well, I didn't want to risk you telling Bella something, and her beating me up again so.... I came."

"I see." I was shaking. Not to much, but enough for him to notice. He laughed a bit and took my other hand. "Why are you shaking?"

"I-I don't know." He pulled me close to him and I gulped.

"Aw, do you think I'm going to hurt you?" I looked away from is eyes and shut them tight as he brought me as close as I could get to him. He laughed again. "Your cute when your scared." He let go of one of my hands and moved his hand to my chin. Then he brought it up to his face and told me to open my eyes, making me look him in the eye. "Honestly love, what did you think I was gonna do?"

"I-I wasn't really sure. There was the possibility of... um... uh... rape? " I said as more of a question then a response. Justin's eyes shifted a bit, then he looked back into my eyes. My eyes grew bigger, was he really considering doing that to me. "Oh my God, you are aren't you?"

"No, no no no. I'm not going to do that." He said as he took a tighter grip on my hand. He then lead me to what looked like his living room, and set me down on his couch. "Care to watch a movie?"

"Oh, uh sure, why not, I'll do anything but..."

"Ya, ya, ok. Let me get a movie, I'll be back." He walked off into a different room to retrieve a movie for us to watch. I let out a heavy sigh, and buried my face in my hands. I started to shake my right leg as I went over the conversation I just had with Justin, it scared me.

The way his eyes shifted after I said I thought he was gonna rape me, I could tell that the thought occurred to him before I brought it up. I couldn't help but tense up at the thought of him even trying to... you know what this isn't ok with me. I'm not going to sit around and basically wait for Justin to even try. I stood up and walked very quickly toward to front door. Just then my path was blocked by Justin.

"And where were you going?" My eyes widened and I started to shake again.

"Uh, you know, I-I just, uh w-was, g-going to um..."

"Leave?" He didn't say anything else, he just stood there, waiting for me to answer. I shook my head as a response. "Yes you were. Come back in here and watch the movie with me." He took a hold of my hand, again, and took be back to the living room. He sat down and patted the spot next to him and I slowly placed my self next to him. I sat on the edge of the seat as far away from him as possible in an upright tensed position. He pulled me closer and I tensed up more.

"Now, you stay right there, I'm going to put the movie in the disk player. Can you manage to stay put while I turn my back for a few seconds?" I rolled my eyes then nodded my head, he then nodded his head in approval. Justin popped the disk in the movie player and came back to the couch. He took the remote controller and fast forwarded through the previews, the disk then came to the main menu. 'Great he put on a horror movie.' I thought to myself. I looked at him with an ungrateful look on my face and he looked back with a nice big smirk.

"Are you not fond of horror films?"

"No actually, I'm not." Justin then draped his arm around me and pulled me back so that my head was placed on his shoulder.

"Don't worry, I'll protect you." He pressed play and I closed my eyes as tight as I could. 'And the fun begins.' I though.


The movie was almost over, I could tell. I was basically in Justin's lap with my face pressed against his chest but I didn't care at the moment. This movie was scary, I didn't know the name of it but honestly, I didn't want to. I was scared out of my wits when finally the credits started rolling across the screen. I got myself off of Justin and stood up from the couch. 

"Hold up, don't think that you're going anywhere anytime soon." He pulled me back down onto his lap as I struggled to get away. He took my face in his hands and rested his forehead on mine. "You know, I've waited a long time to do this. Since 8th grade actually, and now after three, long, painful years, I have you. And you, are mine." He moved his lips close to mine and I moved my body away from him. I tried to stand up but he put a strong grip around my waist. "Oh no, your not going anywhere. Didn't I just tell you how long I've been waiting for you? Your not going to slip away when I'm this close."

"Your mental! Absolutely mental! Let go of me, now!" He just put a tighter grip around me and I got even more scared than I was before. "Justin, I said let got of me, now!" Obviously, he didn't listen and he pulled me closer. "Justin!" He then shoved his lips onto my neck and sucked as hard as he could. "Get off of me!" I tried to pry him off of me but he was sucking really hard. I finally just smacked his face and he instantly got off me. I took my chance and sprang off of his lap and ran for the door, but Justin was right behind me. He grabbed my wrist and did not let go, he started to cut off my circulation.

"Justin, please your hurting me!"

"NO! I already told you! Your mine, I basically own you!"

"No, you don't! No one owns me. Now please, let go!"

"Sorry, but I can't let you leave." I tried to get away one more time so I pulled one more time and ended up hitting my head on the shelf next to his door. I fell to the floor in pain and Justin knelt down next to me. My eyes started to droop and I felt kinda dizzy, I saw Justin's lips moving but couldn't hear anything he was saying. He then picked me up and set me in his lap and that was the last thing I remembered before I blacked out....





Justin's POV

"Sorry, but I can't let you leave." After I said that she pulled as hard as she possibly could to get away from me but she ended up hitting her head on the shelf. She immediately fell to the floor and I went down by her side, her eyes started to close and I could just tell she was gonna blackout. "No, no, no, no, no please stay awake. Come on Jordan, stay with me. Don't pass out, please!" I pulled her into my lap and tried to keep her awake, but that's when her eyes closed and didn't open again. "Oh no, what do I do?" I stood up with her in my arms and carried her to my bed and lied her down.

I then went downstairs and got a wet rag to put on her forehead. I can't believe what I've done, I made Jordan hit her head so hard that she passed out. All I wanted was for her to love me back, I mean like me back. She doesn't understand how much I like her and how long I've wanted her to be mine. Oh who am I kidding, what I just did was completely crazy! She's right, I'm mental, absolutely mental. Now I've pretty much lost her, for good, and there is no way she'll want to go out with me.

I walked back upstairs to my room and sat next to Jordan as I placed the washcloth on her forehead. I looked down at her and thought about how beautiful she was. I really wanted her to be mine instead of Bella, Bella didn't really love me. I don't even know why we are together, I don't love her, she doesn't love me.

I thought about that stupid relationship and decided that I wanted it to be over, I wanted to end it. I picked up my phone and without giving it another thought, I called Bella. It rang a few times but she finally answered with her annoying voice that I hated so much.

"Uh, hey Bella, we need to talk."

"Is it about Jordan? I swear, I'm gonna kill her! I hated her from the beginning, I don't understand why you waited until now to let me do something to her! I mean-"

"Bella, it's not about Jordan."

"Oh, then what do you want?! I was in the middle of.... something."

"I just interrupted you having sex, didn't I?"

"Well, I wasn't planning to tell you, but ya." 'Isn't that lovely.' I thought.

"Ok, then I'm just gonna get straight to it. I think that things between us are um.... how should I put it..."

"Wonderful, amazing, flawless, perfect, incredible, marvelous-"

"No, none of those words are the one's I'm looking for. Uh, I was thinking more... awful."

"Awful! Why in the world would you call it awful! I thought we were happy?! I mean don't you love me?"

"Sorry, but not really."

"But I love you!"

"But that's not real love! I mean if you really loved me you wouldn't be having sex with someone else right now. You don't really love me, and I don't really love you. Sorry, but, I think we're finished."

"Wait just one second Justin Cox, you can't just break up with me, if anything I should be breaking up with you."

"You can tell people you broke up with me, but I think we're done here."

"No, you don't get to say we're done here, I get the final word. So we are not done here until I say we are done here, got it?" And that's the point when I just got annoyed with her and hung up. I walked back into my room and sat back down next to Jordan. I started to dab her forehead with the washcloth and her eyes started to flutter, then they popped open. Then they filled with a confused look, and soon they came in contact with mine.

"Where am I?"

Jordan's POV

"Where am I?" I asked Justin.

"Uh, your at my house."

"Oh, ya, um would you mind explaining to me what happened to me, and why I'm laying in your bed?"

"Um, well, we were sort of fighting and you tried to pull away from me and you ended up hitting your head. You fell over and blacked out so I carried you to my room and set you on my bed."

"What were we fighting about, the last thing I remember was watching that stupid movie."

"Ok, please don't yell at me but-"

"I remember." I saw a flash of worry appear in his eyes, and he stood up from the bed. "You were trying to keep me here, and you said you couldn't let me leave."

"Ya, well, I mean, that's the basics, but not exactly what happened."

"What the hell is wrong with you!? I mean you can't keep me hostage in your house! I'm my own person and you can't control me." I yelled at him.

"I-I'm sorry, I-I wasn't thinking right."

"Damn right you weren't." I then took the covers off of me and tried to stand up from the bed but ended up falling to the floor.

"Uh, why don't I help you?" Justin said as he picked me up off the floor.

"Thanks, but I think it would be best if I went home."

"I think your right. Um, why don't I drive you?"

"Thanks that would help." Justin helped me out to his car and drove me home. Once we got there, I quickly got myself inside and closed the door. 'What just happened?' I thought to myself.

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