When there are so many others...

"You don't know what it's like." I said while tears started to make there way to me eyes.
"What?" He asked a bit annoyed and frustrated.
"You don't understand!" I announced raising my voice a bit.
"Well then would you like to explain it to me?" He said calming his voice.
"When you have all these thoughts it's like... you can't just...." I stood there thinking of how i wanted to say this. He walked right in front of me and held my hand.
"What is it that I don't understand?"
"The only way I can think of putting it is like... it's like your hanging off of a skyscraper....."


4. This is it

Niall's POV

I walked onto the plane with tears rolling down my cheeks. I put my carry on in upper compartment of the seating area and took my seat next to a boy with brown hair and brown eyes. I still had tears falling out of my eyes and I guess he noticed.

"Are you alright?" he asked me.

"Um... ya. I'm- I'm fine." I stuttered while sniffling a bit.

"Are you sure?" he asked, trying to comfort me.

"No." I said berrying my head in my hands and silently crying. The boy patted my back and tried calming me down.

"What happened mate?"

"It's my sister, I'm leaving her for a few months. I'm a bit worried about her, ya know, since I wont be there. I don't want anything to happen to her."

"But won't your parents be there with her?"

"Um, not exactly. They um... they died a while back. So she'll be alone for the next few months."

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Uh, if you don't mind me asking, where are you going for the next few months?"

"I auditioned for The X Factor, and-"

"No way! That's where I'm going too!" The boy said. By that point I had stopped crying.

"Really. I'm Niall, Niall Horan."

"Liam Payne.'' he said shaking my hand. The flight attendant announced that we were finally taking off.

"This is it. We're taking off, no turning back. Man, I'm going to miss her." I said.

"So this sister of yours, how old is she?" Liam asked.


"Oh, then I think she should be fine. Um... what does he look like?"

"She has the most beautiful brown, curly hair and- well let me just show you a picture of her."

Liam's POV

Niall pulled up a picture of his sister, I couldn't help but think that she was the most beautiful girI had ever seen. Her brown curly hair fell perfectly over her shoulders and her amazing blue eyes shinned brighter than any eyes I had ever seen. I cought myself staring at Niall's phone as he was talking about something I didn't quite catch.

"So what is her name?" I asked him still looking at the picture on his phone.

"Jordan, she's absolutely amazing. I would have brought her with me, but she needs to stay in school. She's really the only thing that keeps me going these days. I mean, I'm not depressed or anything, but she helps through a lot. Since our parents died we've become supper close, I couldn't imagine what I would do if anything happened to her." Niall seemed like he loved her a lot. I wish he would have brought her with him, then my be I would have been able to meet her.

Jordan's POV

Once Niall disappeared from my sight, tears fell from my eyes like a water fall. I waited for his flight to take off before I left. I sat in a chair and looked out the window. I finally saw the plane start up and move down the run way. 'I guess this is it.' I thought. The pane left the ground and I started crying even more, but tried not to make any noise so I didn't cause a scene.

I didn't feel like being out in public, so I quickly walked out to my car and drove home. When I got home, I slowly made my way upstairs with tears still falling down my face. I know I sound like a loser doing all this crying, but think about how I feel. Both of my parents are dead and they were only children, so I don't have any aunts or uncles. My grandparents all died before my parents, so I never knew them either. Niall is the only family I have, I get bullied and don't have any friends so he is also the only thing holding me together.

I walked into my room and slipped into my bed. I lied there in my bed crying and thinking about Niall. I ended up crying myself to sleep, wondering what was going to happen to Niall. 'What if he doesn't make it any further? What if he does? What if he wins? What will happen between us? Will we still be as close as we are now? Will he forget about me?' Those questions and many more raced through my head as I fell asleep. I guess I would find out soon enough, my eyes finally dropped as one last tear slipped down my face and landed on the tear stained pillow.


I hope everyone likes it so far, sorry about the short chapter. Please comment and tell me what you think!

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