My hand twitched.
What the fuck?
I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling.
I realized I haven't been alone with Helen since we got here.
Not even on the plane.
I got the worst intentions.
It's not even funny.
My phone vibrated.
I smiled to myself, only one person texts me this late at night.
I grabbed my phone and checked the messages.
Helen: Is Billie Joe with you?
Me: Seriously? You text me to ask if Billie Joe is with me? If you must know, no he isn't. I thought you were going to ask me to sneak over to your room. Guess not.
Helen: Are you okay? Did that burger trigger your hormones?
Me: No! I just miss you.
Helen: I'm in the room next to you, Calum.
Me: Still, I want to cuddle you and kiss you, tell you you're beautiful
Helen: That's cute
Me: I want to have you to myself. I mean I know I do, and you're mine, but I want to be alone with you. Just you and me.
Helen: So why haven't you come over here then?
Me; On my way, darling
I threw the sheets off me and pushed myself off the bed.
I grabbed my phone and quietly went to the door and opened it.
I made sure no one was around.
I crept out of the room and to Helen's door.
I opened it and it was dark inside. I closed the door behind me.
I walked backward and stepped on something.
"Ow, fuck," Helen whispered.
I spun around.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yea, you just stepped on my toes," She mumbled.
"I'm sorry," I said and held her.
"It's okay," She said. "C'mon." She took my hand and started pulling me towards her bed.
We reached the bed and I spun her around and pressed my lips against her's.
She didn't resist and squeezed my biceps.
I pulled away.
"You always do that," I laughed.
"What?" She asked.
"You always squeeze my biceps."
"You're biceps are something I will forever cherish. Plus, I like your muscles. Is that bad?"
"No," I smirked and crushed my lips to her's once again.
I grabbed her waist and pushed her on the bed.
I hovered over her and kissed her neck.
I felt her hands on my back.
"Calum," She breathed.
"You know we can't do anything, right? I mean I would love to take this all the way, but ya know. My Dad and Luke are under the same roof right now," She said.
I sighed, "Yea, I know."
I kissed her once more before collapsing next to her.
"Did you lock the door?" She asked.
"No," I replied. "Should I lock it?"
"Yea, if my Dad finds you in here he'll probably kills us both."
"True," I got up and went to lock to the door.
I turned back and looked at her.
"What?" She asked.
I sat in the space in front of her.
"What are you thinking?" She asked and raked her fingers through my hair.
"You," I replied truthfully.
She gave me a puzzled look.
"You've heard of Nicotine by Panic! At The Disco, right?" I asked.
"Yea," She replied.
"That song reminds me of you. Because you're worse than nicotine, I'm addicted to you. I just can't get enough of you. I know that sounds weird, but it's true. You're like a drug. I just can't think of leaving, cause you're what keeps me breathing. Yes I can taste you on my lips and I just can't get rid of you. I am losing to you. And I do want to damn your kiss and all the awful things you do. You have an affect on me no other girl has ever had on me. You gave me a boner by just kissing me. Kissing me. You're love is a fucking drag, but I need it. So bad."
I pressed my lips to hers.
She straddled my lap and I held her by her waist.
I moved my lips to her neck.
I kissed to hollow of her collarbone.
"I love you," I whispered against her soft skin.
THE FIRST TIME HE SAYS 'I LOVE YOU' !!!!! Yea. I'll update either tomorrow or later today. Love ya guys. :-) xx -HelenHood