'She's got a method of killing
Pulling you in like you're gonna start kissin
Fooling around until you're just not feeling
Sucking your blood until your heart stops beating
"Thud!" Is all you heard as I fell out the bed. Groaning I stood up walking to the bathroom not bothering to wake up Kenzie or Emma/Elena I don't know what to call her. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and ran my fingers through my already messy hair the way Emma used to do. God I miss her so much. I'm going to go to her grave later and ask if any of the guy wanna come. Walking out the bathroom and downstairs I found myself in the kitchen.
"Good Morning to you too" Harry announced taking Another bite out of his bacon.
"Yea you too. So I was wondering if you and the lads wanted to go visit Emma's grave..?" He sighed turning towards me.
"Mate look I understand you miss her and yes we'll go visit her but you have to get over her, it's been a year. How about this, tonight we are all going out to a club so that you.." He pointed his finger at me "Can have some fun."
"I don't want to go out tonight I have Kenzie I have to take care of and she always comes first." I replied putting some scrambled eggs,bacon, on my plate and getting a glass of orange juice taking my seat at the table.
"Emma's here, I'm sure she will say yes if we just ask her."
"I'm sure Elena has things to do." I said not really caring.
"What do you have against Emma? She hasn't even dine Anything to you yet you hate her."
"How does she know about the real Emma?" I asked not answering his question.
"What are you talking about?" Is he really going to act clueless? I scoffed getting out my seat putting on my shoes and walking out the door with a loud 'slam'.
Okay then whatever. As I finished my breakfast I cleaned my dishes and Luke's. When I put them in the dishwasher I heard someone singing 'DONT' by Ed sheeran
"Met this girl last year
She said don't you worry if I disappear
I said I'm not really looking for another mistake- oh hey Harry"
She smiled which I returned.
"Morning, so I was wondering if you could maybe watch Kenzie tonight? The lads and I want to take Luke out to have some fun and get his mind off of the other Emma" I asked with a puppy dog face.
"I don't know..I have to work at 5:00 and I get off at 8:00 then I have to do my school work on the Internet and then I have to be home cause I have my laptop over there." She explained.
I got out my seat and walked infront of her so our faces were inches apart.
"Please, for me?" I asked again as my lips brushed hers ever so lightly. She cleared her throat backing away
"Erm yeah I think I can fit her into my Schedule before 5:00 and after 8:00" I gave her a huge bear hug
"Okay okay, uhm were is Luke? When I woke up he wasn't on the bed."
" I'm gonna take a wild guess and say at the cemetery, he always go there when he's mad or just wants some time to think." She was out the door before I could say anything else. Shrugging everybody came down one by one.
I made it to Emma's grave and fell on my knees.
"I miss you" I whispered as tears came trickling down my face not caring anymore and just cried.
"I need you, Kenzie needs you, everyday Kenzie asks where mommy is and I have to lie to her you're on vacation and that you're going to see her one day. It gets harder because Harry brought over this girl with the same name as you and she looks like you a little but she can never compare to you. She's beautiful.. But words could never describe how gorgeous you are. I don't know if I can do it anymore it hurts so much. I don't know what it is but something didn't feel right about her. We could've gone through it together but you gave up, why'd you give up baby?" I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned my head slightly
"What do you want?" I asked you could hear the rudeness in my voice as I hardened my jaw. She took a few steps back turning to her shoes as if they were the most interesting running shoes ever. My face softened feeling bad now for being so rude to her. I sighed getting up off my knees taking her hand in mine I lead her to a bench under an tall beautiful oak tree.
"I'm sorry for being rude to you it's just that people know that when I come to Emma's grave I just want to be alone and you are the first person to come here while I here." I explained scooting closer to her. I continued until she was leaning on the hand rest of the bench and I was holding my weight so I wouldn't squash her. Everyone kept telling me I need to get over Emma so I will. Kissing her she froze in place but then kissed back . We kissed for about 30 seconds when I pulled away.
"Let's go" I announced taking her hand and running in the direction of my favorite park.