1. last night of summer
Summer is now over,school starts tomorrow.well I guess it's okay cuz I didn't really do anything fun this summer I wanted to but everyone was busy. That was normal for me cuz I really can't do much. My mom and dad are having trouble with money and their relationship is not really working out but I guess that okay I think I just turned 18 last Sunday so I know that some relationship don't work out. I should know I had 2 boyfriends and they both said shit about me, they called me fat and ugly and I should die I mean my first boyfriend beat the crap out of me and didn't care about me I have scars all over my body. I hear footsteps come up the stairs then I look at my phone and see it's 11:59 , crap I need to go to sleep or I will never wake up
I grab my headphone and listen to 5 seconds of summer my favorite band ever. She looks so perfect is my favorite song. But I listen to their music every night cuz it helps me clam down and not be scared that's ex is coming for me. But whatever his in jail for another year so I'm fine. After heartbreak girl was over I feel asleep.
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