7. hurting.sacred.not knowing
I just sat on Luke's lap and just cried, I felt bad for him cuz there was so many tears on Luke's shirt I mean...... A lot of tears
I know that someone was watching me but I could be wrong. Luke was hugging or should I say holding me in his arms and I felt really safe like nothing's going to happen to me when I'm with him. We we're in the car for a while now I fell asleep.
I felt bad like I did something to her but by the way she was holding on to me, i also felt it wasn't me it was something or someone else. She was shacking and crying a lot and I just kept holding her tight. I wasn't going to let anything happen to her even if I have to die I will.
After a few minutes maybe longer it was quite and I notice she fell asleep. I got out of the car and picked her up. She had her arms around my neck and she was still shacking, I closed the car door with my foot and had a hard time opening the front door. I got it opened, closed it with my foot and went to my room.
I layed her on my bed but she wouldn't let go of me. I'm just going to take off yours and my shoes. I told her and she let go. I took off my shoes then hers and put the blanket over her and turned around till I heard a soft voice.
Can you please stay. She said I turn to look at her and walked over too the bed and layed next to her. She turned over to me and cuddled up next to me. I put my arms around her and pulled her closes. After that she went to sleep and I did too