After about a month at the hospital I went home. To my lonely apartment without my fiancé. Without the love of my life. Just his old belongings and the sent he left behind. I waddled in the door and I could smell his cologne. I went into my bedroom and sprayed a bit of cologne on his pillow the one he laid on. The one he once slept on. I got a call from a number I've never seen.
"Hello?" I answered the phone.
"Hey. It's Cameron." Cameron is my closest friend he and I were always connected at the hip. I hadn't talked to him in forever. I missed him to death.
"Cameron! I-" he interrupted me.
"I'm outside" I went outside an ran up to him. His hug made me feel very comforted. Like I was home. We talked about Dylan and he made me some food. He cuddled with me until I fell asleep. He carried me to bed and placed me gently. I woke up on Dylan's pillow. It smelt just like him. I rolled over to see Cameron's red hair. He fell asleep after he cleaned up. I smiled and got up. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I went to the kitchen and poured myself a cup of coffee. I brought one in to Cameron. He smiled at me and said a sweet thank you. He had a very deep and raspy morning voice. I went into my closet and saw all of Dylan's clothes. I looked at them for a moment and went on to find an outfit. I chose a white tank top and a pair of meternity shorts. They had a British flag pattern. I got dressed and went out to see Cameron.
"Hey. We should go get some food. The cabinets and fridge are just about empty and there are 3 people to feed." Cameron said putting a shirt on.
"Yeah. That's a good idea!" I laughed and went to do my hair. I had long hair to my but. It sounds like a lot but I'm only around 5'3". It's back to its natural black color. I straightened it and put my bangs back with a bobby pin. I went to get my contacts and decided to just put on my glasses. I haven't done that in forever.
"Hey Cam. You ready?" I walked out of the bathroom. His mouth dropped. I had no makeup on except bottom eyeliner and mascara. So I was confused. "What?" He closed his mouth.
"You look amazing. I haven't seen you in your natural beauty in months. It way better then your fake blue yes and your fake blonde hair and your just so beautiful." His eyes glowed. I could feel my face burn up. I liked him but I love Dylan and I just lost him. I can't. Not yet.
"Thank you. I want to look like me when I meet Braelynn so I'm trying to love natural me." I got my keys but I turned to Cameron.
"What?" He said in a worried voice.
"Can. We walk. I'd rather not drive. Not until I have this baby." I faked a smile and he and I started to walk. I wasn't very big. I didn't gain much weight durning this pregnancy. I looked like I swallowed half of a basket ball. Not a whole one. An my ankles didn't swell. Only my boobs. Up a whole bra size. It hurts like a bitch. We got to the store and we bought all the food we needed. Mostly salad stuff and fruit. A few bars of chocolate because I always need some in the fridge when I get a craving. We got home and I took a nap. When I woke up I heard two people talking. It was two men. But no Cam.