Helpless

"W-what are you d-doing?" My voice came out shaky and my sentence faltered. "If you don't obey me, I will punish you. And if I feel like doing things like this," He kissed my cheek. "And this," He kissed my jaw line. "And this," He planted his lips on my neck. "You will let me." His voice came out muffled as he spoke into my neck, his hot breath caused me to shiver.

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9. Eight

I know it's not very long, but I wanted to post it quickly. The next chapter will be better I promise (:

And warning, a little bit of smut in this ;) 

Sorry for spelling mistakes and all that, I was half asleep when I edited and wrote this ;-;

 

//Audrey's P.O.V//

Pushing past Ashton, I made my way downstairs and into the kitchen. Opening the cupboards, I grabbed a bowl and a box of cereal. Pouring the cereal and milk in, I got a spoon and sat at the table. 

"How come you didn't make breakfast?" Ashton stood in front of me. 

"Because I'm not your bitch." I replied flatly, not even bothering to look up at him. 

I braced myself for the hit, but it didn't come. I looked up, half expecting to see him getting ready to smack me, but instead I'm met with sad eyes and a frown. 

"I'm sorry." He mumbled, holding his hands in front of him.

"What?" I put down my spoon and gave him my full attention, just in case I heard him wrong.

"I said I'm sorry." He spoke louder this time, but refused to meet my eyes.

"For what?" I persisted, watching as he rolled his eyes lightly before looking at me.

"Fucking hell. You know why I'm sorry." He sighed in frustration, letting his shoulders slump.

"I know why, but do you?" I asked, raising my eyebrows.

He looked at me, a confused expression on his face, and he bit his lip before opening his mouth to speak, then closing it again.

"I-I-I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry for being a dick. For hurting you." He said quietly, I could barely hear him.

"Ashton, if you're really sorry, you won't do it again." I turned my attention back to my cereal and continued eating.

I can see Ashton quietly walk away from me, out the kitchen door and through the living room. Sighing, I continued to eat my breakfast, thinking he'd come back any minute and explode at me. 

Once I'm done, I wash my bowl and the few other dishes in the sink, and load them into the dishwasher. It wasn't full enough to start it though. I left the kitchen and hurried up to my room.

"Hey Audrey!" Calum called me back just as I got to the top of the stairs.

"Yeah?" I called back, feeling slightly uneasy.

"We haven't spent much time together, so let's do something." He smiled warmly at me.

I slowly nodded before making my way downstairs and into the living room. Sitting on the opposite side of the couch from him, I made myself comfortable by bringing my knees up to my chest and wrapping my arms around them.

"Actually, you know what Calum, I think I'm going to go shower and change, okay?" I didn't wait for an answer, instead I stood up and left without looking at him.

Ashton's words play in my mind everytime I'm with Calum. 

"He's all over you!"

"He just wants to fuck you."

"Calum's only nice to you to get you in bed."

"He's only in it for the sex."

Multiple times, I've had talks with Ashton about Calum, and they all end up with him telling me Calum wants to fuck me.

Closing my door, I quickly walked into my bathroom and locked the door before stripping down to my bra and underwear. I turned on the water and waited for it to heat up before taking off the rest of my clothing and getting in.

Taking a quick shower, I got out and changed into a pair of light grey, spandex shorts, and a Blink-182 sweatshirt that covered most of my thighs. I blow dried my hair and pulled it to my right shoulder. My bangs are on the right side, so I usually pull my hair to the right. 

Taking a quick look at the clock, I figured out it's 12:58 pm.

Opening my bedroom door, I stepped into the hallway and started making my way downstairs.

"Audrey, wanna watch a movie with me?" 

I turned around to see Calum standing in the doorway to his room, shirtless and in jogging bottoms. My eyes scanned his tattoo by his collar bone before looking at his face to see he's smirking. 

"Oh uhm, yeah sure." I blushed and stuttered over my words, walking towards him.

"Great." He smiled and stepped into his room, leading me in.

I looked around to see it's almost like Ashton's. Same size, but the walls are a light grey, and the floors are the same hardwood as the other rooms. He has tons of posters covering just one wall, where his desk and laptop are sitting against. He has a swivel chair that's facing away from the desk, and across from the desk is the bed. The duvet is white and light grey, matching the light colours of the room. 

Calum had a few canvas' hung up on the wall that made one big picture. In a graffiti style,  a bunch of bands are written down, like Blink-182, Rolling Stones, Green Day, Metallica, ACDC, Guns n Roses, The Offspring, and so much more.

"Do you like it?" Calum pointed to the graffiti covered canvas.

"It's amazing, did you do it?" I asked, admiring the painting. 

"Yeah, a few months ago." He smiled awkwardly.

"It's really cool." I still didn't take my eyes off of the canvas.

"Thanks. So what are we watching?" He asked as he sat down on the bed, grabbing a remote off of the bed side table.

"I dunno, what do you want to watch?" I sat down at the end of the bed, looking at he tv that sat attached to the wall in the corner.

"We should watch The Hunger Games." He suggested, looking at me as he waited for an answer. 

"Yeah, sure." I replied, biting the inside of my cheek as Calum laid back, stretching out his legs.

"You can lay back here you know." He chuckled, staring at my reddening face.

"I'm going to close the curtains first." I told him before getting up and walking over to the giant windows in the corner of his room.

The windows are the height of the wall and let in a lot of natural sunlight even though they're in the corner. I closed the black-out curtains, sending the room into darkness except for the tv, illuminating the room slightly. Carefully, I safely made my way back to the bed. Patting the bed for a few seconds, I found the spot I wanted before sitting down again, turning my attention to the tv, where The Hunger Games is just starting.

"I'm serious, you don't need to sit down there. Come sit by me, I feel bad." I could hear Calum patting the spot beside him.

Refraining a sigh, I scooted back till I was beside Calum, leaning against the headboard with him. He is still shirtless, and the waist band of his Calvin Klein boxers are showing, along with his very noticable V-line. Realizing I'm still staring, I turned my attention to the tv, biting my lip and hoping he didn't notice I was staring. 

"Have you seen The Hunger Games before?" Calum asked me after a few more minutes.

"No I haven't." I laughed awkwardly, feeling slightly embarrassed about not seeing it.

"It's a great movie, I think you'll like it." He smiled at me before turning his head to the tv.

I nodded and also watched the tv. Thoughts of what Ashton said is running through my mind so fast that I can't even concentrate on the movie. 

"He only wants to fuck you." 

Sighing, I pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them, trying my best to concentrate on the movie. Pulling the sleeves of my sweatshirt over my hands, I played with my fingers as I stared at my knees. 

"Something bothering you?" Calum asked suddenly, making me jump slightly.

"What? Oh, no, nothing's wrong." I flashed him a quick smile before looking at the tv again.

"You expect me to believe that?" He paused the movie on Katniss' face when she volunteered. 

"I'm serious though, nothing's bothering me." I looked at him, this time giving him a better smile. 

He didn't look convinced, but he dropped the subject. Pressing play on the remote, we went back to watching the movie. 

Putting all my attention on the movie, I cleared my mind and only thought about what was happening. For not paying attention to the first fifteen minutes, I still knew what was going on. 

When it got to the part where all the tributes were in the glass elevator things, being sent to the arena, I could feel Calum staring at me. Normally, he's discrete about it. He usually glances at me once in a while, but never full on stares. It made me shift a little bit in my spot. I stretched out my legs that were over top of the blanket, seeing as it is quite warm in the house. 

All the tributes were in the arena now, running to the centre to get supplies. Katniss was smart though and ran away from it. I sat in suspense, watching as she ran away from the centre, dodging trees and stumbling over roots. 

I know Calum is still staring at me. He hasn't turned back to the tv, he is just staring at me. I can see it out of the corner of my eye. 

"Why are you staring at me?" I asked finally, turning to look at him.

He looked into my eyes for a few more seconds before leaning in slowly. My eyes widened as he crashed his lips onto mine. It took me a few seconds, but I kissed back. Closing my eyes, I let my lips move with his. Wrapping his arms around my waist, he pulled me closer to him and my arms went around his neck and my hands ran through his hair into his hair. 

Calum glided his tongue over my bottom lip twice, but I denied each time. His hands went from gripping my hips, to sliding under my butt and cupping it in a matter of seconds. I opened my mouth in shock, but Calum slipped his tongue in. His mouth tasted of spearmint, like we was just chewing gum or something. As his tongue roamed my mouth, I let my hands pull and tug at the ends of his hair, causing him to moan a little. 

He pulled me onto his lap, letting me set my legs behind him. Calum pulled me even closer to him, wrapping his arms fully around me as he deepened the kiss, nibbling on my bottom lip. I let out a small moan as he pulled out my bottom lip with his teeth before letting go and kissing me again.

Calum pulled away from the kiss, but immediatly attached his lips to my neck, leaving small kisses all over the left side. I tilted my head to give him more access as he kissed just under my ear, and continued down from there. He kissed the spot under the start of my jaw line, causing me to tense up in his arms. I could feel him smirk as he kissed the spot a few more times before attaching his lips to the skin and sucking on it. Another moan escaped my lips as he sucked on the skin, surely leaving a mark. Calum nibbled on the already sensitive spot, making me tighten my legs around his waist as he kissed my neck a few more times. 

He then reattached his lips to mine, slowly leaning forward till my back hit the bed and he was hovering over me. His hands found the end of my shirt and he tugged on it, still not breaking the kiss. 

"Calum, no." I mumbled into his swollen lips.

But he didn't listen. He just continued to kiss me and pull my shirt upwards, showing part of my stomach.

"Calum." I pulled away from the kiss. 

He looked at me, his eyes full of lust and want, then sighed and trailed kisses along my jaw line, down my neck and onto my collar bone. Just like what he did to my neck, he started sucking and nibbling on the skin just below my collar bone. Not being able to hold them back, I let out tiny moans, encouraging him. He sucked harder, definitely marking the skin. Calum then kissed up my neck to my jaw, then pecked my cheek a few times before returning to my lips. He then grinded his hips into mine, making me tense up automatically. 

"Calum stop." I told him as he grinded his hips into mine again.

"Audrey, I know you want this to happen." He mumbled into my lips, pecking them a few times.

"Calum no, stop." I said more forcefully this time. 

"You can't just make out with me like that, then tell me you don't want to have sex." He stared at me intensely, his voice still quiet like mine.

"I'm sorry, but no, I don't want to have sex." I tried to sit up, but he wasn't moving. 

Instead, he started kissing my neck and around my ear again. This time I wasn't having it though.

"No Calum, we're done here." I tried pushing his away, but it didn't work. 

"I'm serious Calum, stop it." My tone was hard as kissed the other side of my neck.

"Calum-" I was cut off when he sucked harshly on the skin just below my ear. 

I took a sharp breath and tried one last time to push him off. He still didn't move, he bit down lightly on my neck instead. Eventually I gave up on trying to push him off of me and just rested my hands on his chest. Calum continued to kiss up and down my neck, making me moan quietly.

"See I know you like it. You can't lie to me." He whispered into my ear, making me shiver.

"I never said I didn't like it. I said I don't want it." I stated simply.

Rolling his eyes, he leaned down to me again.

"Hey Calum, have you-" Ashton stopped mid sentence once he opened the door fully.

I couldn't really see over Calum's shoulder, but I knew it was Ashton.

"Calum! What the fuck?" Ashton yelled, making Calum jump off of me. 

"Ashton, just calm down." Calum said slowly, breathing heavily from our kissing session. 

"No, I'm not going to fucking calm down. I fucking told you to stay the hell away from her! And what do you do? You try to have fucking sex with her!" Ashton boomed, clenching his fists by his side. 

"Look, Ashton-"

"No Calum, don't fucking talk." Ashton dramatically lowered his voice, glaring at Calum. 

"Audrey, come on." Ashton grabbed my arm and yanked me up from Calum's bed. 

I almost tripped over my own feet, but followed Ashton out of the room and into his room, where he pushed me onto his bed and started pacing angrily.

"Ashton, calm down!" I stood up and grabbed his bicep, making him stop walking and turn to me.

"Don't touch me. Do not fucking touch me." Ashton yanked his arm from my hand and continued pacing.

"Pacing your room isn't going to make you less angry!" I yelled, getting his attention immediatly.

"Why did you yell at me?" He asked, standing in one spot and looking surprised.

"Because you were too busy being mad and not listening to me." I crossed my arms, watching as he took a deep breath before letting it out.

"I'm going out." He stated before walking out of the room.

Letting out a frustrated groan, I followed him down the stairs and into the living room.

"Michael, you're in charge. Calum is not allowed near Audrey, got it?" Ashton strictly told Michael, who just nodded, not looking interested. 

Ashton grabbed a sweater off the side of the couch before walking out of the living room, and a few seconds later, the front door opened and closed. I sighed and sat on the couch beside Michael, leaving a reasonable distance between us. 

"So why's Ashton so pissed? Did you and Calum have sex or something?" Michael turned to me, an amused look on his face.

"What? No. We didn't." I replied truthfully.

"Then what's with the hickies?" Michael chuckled, pointing to my neck. 

"Calum did them. But we didn't have sex." I crossed my arms as I replied. 

"Explains why Ashton's pissed." Michael shrugged and turned back to the tv.

"I don't see why Ashton is so angry though. He fucking said that any of you guys could have sex with me, and now he's practically protecting me from everyone. I don't get it." I leaned back into the couch, squeezing my eyes shut.

"Only he would know the answer to that." Michael chuckled again.

"I just want to go home." I mumbled, still keeping my eyes closed. 

"I know you do." I could hear Michael sigh.

 

I don't know when I fell asleep, but I did. And when I woke up, I was in Ashton's room. Ashton also had me wrapped up in his arms and was whispering stuff to me.

"I'm sorry for being an ass."

"I really am. I don't mean to hit you. But I just can't control myself." 

"I know you're asleep right now. I just hope I can grow a pair and tell you when you're conscious." He chuckled quietly.

"I'm sorry." He said once more before kissing my forehead and nuzzling into me. 

I stayed there for a while, making sure Ashton is fully asleep before getting up. I checked the time only to realize it's only 4:30. 

Exiting Ashton's room, I hurried across the hall to my room.

"Audrey?" Calum called me just as I opened my door.

"Yes?" I asked, turning around to meet his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I owe you an apology. What I did was not okay and completely wrong." His eyes wandered a little bit before meeting mine.

"Calum it's-"

"No, it's not okay. What I did was really wrong. I don't deserve your acceptance." Calum looked up at me, his eyes sad and his shoulders slumped.

"Calum it's okay. I understand really. Sometimes you just get into the moment, it's fine." I smiled softly at him.

"No, I didn't aplogize because I wanted you to accept it. I apologized because I owed you one." He sighed, still sounding sad and sincere.

"Calum, it's fine really." I giggled and took a few steps towards him. 

"No it's not-"

I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him in for a hug.

"Calum shut up. It's fine." 

Once he got over his shock, he hugged me back before letting go. 

"I really don't want Ashton to beat my ass, so I'm going to go make something to eat. As much as I want to hug you right now, I'm gonna go." He gave me a small grin before walking past me and going downstairs.

I, on the other hand, went straight to my bathroom to observe the hickies Calum gave me. They were dark, and good sized too. One just below the start of my jaw line on the right side of my neck, another one under my ear on the left side, and one just under my collar bone on the right side. 

~~~

I stayed up two nights in a row to write and edit this 

I hope you're fucking happy, because I'm fucking tired 

 

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