damn these stories

This is a small collection of stories. I like to write in hand, guess I'm just more old school, so this is what I've come up with.

* I apologize for the spelling and grammar, English is my second language (not that I'm very good at grammar in any language at all, hah)


31. 15.

I'm sitting here and I'm almost crying and it's hard and I can't take it and I'm breaking down and I need to do something different and I need to get out of here and I can't breathe and I'm sweating and my eyes hurt and my head is throbbing and they're all in my head and something's wrong and I can't let it go and I need the pain and I need the tears and I need the not knowing and the not sleeping and the dark and the feelings and the being alone and I love being depressed.

It's hard to breathe and I don't know what the hell I'm doing and people are talking and people are laughing and I can't take my mind of off things and I keep thinking and I keep imagining stuff and I see monsters and I feel pain and I want to cry and it's all taking it's toll on me and I don't know what to do and everyone is telling me different things and nobody knows and I can't tell people and I don't want to feel this way anymore and I hate being depressed.

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