9. Goodbye Whoever
I ran downstairs to get the door and when I opened it, Harry stood there with flowers. "Hi Ava." He said my name quietly. I started to close the door when he stopped it. "Are you Harry or Harold? Because I dont know which one I am in love with. Or am I even in love with either?" I said and he looked like he got hit by my arrows of anger. "I've done some stupid and confusing things to you. And I'm sorry for that. I never wanted to hurt you or even see you cry. Because I know I am in love with one girl, Ava. I dont know if you have seen that I do love you, but I do." Harry said.
I rolled my eyes. "This is all bullsh-" He didnt let me finish. "And I know I am a confusing guy who cant pick a damn side. I get that. If I gave up Harold, that would mean I wouldnt see your beautiful face around at school or around. If I gave up Harry, I wouldnt have my fans, career, a lot. It's hard, trust me. You have 2 sides, but I am not making you choose because I love who you are." He said and I just stared at him, holding back tears of anger and frustration.
"Whoever you are, go away. Ya, you know my two sides. I dont care that much about your two sides. But when you go behind my back, lie to me, yell at me in front of the whole school, then thats when I am done. I can go far without showing my emotions, but it reaches a breaking point, Styles." I said and he nodded. "Life comes with regrets," he said, "And you're one of them." He threw the flowers down on my doorstep and walked to his Land Rover.
I bent down to pick up the flowers and I looked at them. Crumpled and sad, just like my heart right now. Styles was done with me, and I knew that now. The boy I was once charmed by and in love with, he was gone. Harold and Harry, gone forever. But you cant always put broken pieces back together. Just like my heart and love that I once had for him.