We Are Titanium

Ever have a love so strong that it can withstand anything? Well, Beca and Jesse do....or so they thought. After a passionate night with Jesse, Beca finds herself pregnant. After telling Jesse, she fears that he will leave her only for him to shock her with a proposal. They move in together and prepare to live their life as Mr. and Mrs Swanson when it all goes awry. After a false accusation, it's up to Jesse, Chloe's wedding, and countless romantic gestures to get the love of his life back and be a father to that beautiful miracle growing inside of her. Can he do it?

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9. Where They Depart...Again

****Where They Depart...Again****

*Beca's P.O.V.*

"Your mom's base! You can't tag me." Jesse yelled as he pulled me in front of him. He's playing tag with AJ and his friends and he is desperate need of a break.

"Mommy?" AJ begged me for help but Jesse needed it more. "Sorry buddy, daddy's stronger than me." Jesse fought back a laugh as AJ gave me a weird look. "Mommy, I'm 3. Not stupid."

"You're right but I can't help you. Bases can't move."

"Fine, we will wait." Toby added. Jesse wrapped his arms around me, holding himself up, and buried his face in my back. I could feel his breath on my back and I waited for it to fall into a calmer pace.

"Better?" I asked. He nodded his head against my back, "Thank you."

"You're welcome. But Jesse?"

"Yeah." I grabbed his hands before answering. "Good luck." I pulled him off of me and pushed him toward the kids. They immediately swarmed him, smacking him with their fake swords. "You think is funny?" He asked when he caught sight of me laughing at him. "Yeah, I do. Hence the laughing."

"Then why don't you join us." I shrieked as he grabbed me and pulled me into the midst of the chaos. He tripped over something and we fell to the ground, the boys still hitting us. Landing on top of Jesse, he shielded our faces from the toys as we laughed.

"Toby, your mom is here." Chloe walked in and I could hear the laughter in her voice. "A little help, Chlo?" I asked. "Okay boys, let's release your hostages." She began picking the boys off, one by one. "Thank you." I said as I pulled myself off of the floor and helped Jesse up.

"Okay, AJ. Let's give Toby his gift bag so his mom can take him home." I handed AJ the gift bag from the top if the fridge and he handed it to Toby. "Thank you for coming." He said then ran off. "Thank you for bringing Toby, Mrs. Mackentire."

"Oh no problem, Beca. My Toby just adores your AJ." She said as she shook my hand.

"Hi, you must be Toby's mom." Jesse said as he came around the corner. He shook her hand and introduced himself. "I'm Jesse, AJ's dad."

"Oh, I didn't realize you were married." Mrs. Mackentire said. "Oh no, we're not married." Jesse quickly corrected her. She gave us a look and I explained. "We were gonna be married, after college. But things took a turn for the worse and we split after I had AJ. I prefer not to talk about it."

"Oh, well I'm sorry. We better get going." She said, grabbing her son's hand and beginning to walk away. "Thanks again, Beca." She said over her shoulder. "Bye, thanks for coming."

"What the h*ll was that?" I asked Jesse when I closed the door. "What? I can't meet the parents of my son's friends?" He asked with a grin. "Don't smile at me like that. You make me want to kiss you." I changed the subject because I knew he was right. I crossed me arms and he just smiled more as he leaned closer. His lips barely grabbed mine in a small kiss.

"We're not supposed to do this. We decided we weren't gonna be together, remember?"

"We aren't. We don't have to be together to get these urges."

"We need to resist these urges." He walked toward me and I stepped back until my back pressed against the wall. He placed his arms on the wall around me, blocking me in. "Or, we can give in to them since this is our last day to see each other."

"Jesse-" I was cut off by his face burying into my neck and my skin being sucked into his mouth. My arms slowly unfolded and I grabbed handfuls of his shirt as his tongue licked from the base of my neck up to my earlobe. Upon reaching it, he pulled my earlobe between his lips and lightly sucked before releasing it.

He pulled his face out of my neck and touched his nose to mine. I looked into his eyes for a moment before pulling my hands up to his face. I turned his head a little and returned the favor. I dragged my tongue from the base of his neck to his earlobe. I proceeded to mimick him by taking his earlobe into my mouth. After releasing it, I went to his sweet spot and kissed it.

He moaned lightly before pressing his body completely against mine. I was stuck between him and the wall, as he buries his head into my neck again. He didn't kiss or anything, he just rested his face there. "What are you doing?" I whispered into his ear. "Smelling you." Smelling me? That's freaking weird. "Why?"

"Because you always smell amazing." Other people would consider this weird, but not me. I know what he means because it's the same for him. I pressed my lips against his neck before burying my face into it, enjoying his smell as well.

"Beca! Jesse!" Chloe yelled and Jesse and I immediately separated. "There you guys are. What are you doing?"

"We were saying goodbye to the Mackentires." I answered. Chloe looked at me weirdly, as if to examine me. "Is that a hickey?" She asked. My hand immediately shot up to my neck hoping to hide the blemish. "What? No." She removed my hand and took a closer look. "Yes that is. Wha the h*ll? I thought we just talked about this! Why did you let him suck on your neck again?"

"Chloe, it doesn't matter. It's our life." Jesse interjected. "Yes but it's AJ's birthday and you guys have had enough sex for one night."

"Okay, I'm sorry. It won't happen again. Now, what did you want?" I asked. "AJ is even more like his father than we thought. He wants to do karaoke." I sighed and rolled my eyes as Jesse did a small fist pump. "Oh yeah, that's my boy! Shall we go ladies?" He held his hands out and Chloe and I took them.

*Author's P.O.V.*

"Okay, who's first?" Beca asked after setting the karaoke machine up. "Aunt Chloe." AJ said enthusiastically. "Chloe, wanna give it a go?" Beca asked. "Oh alright." Chloe grabbed the Mic from Beca and prepared herself to sing.

Beca took a seat on the couch between Derek and Jesse. They watched Chloe as she looked through the songs looking for one to sing. "Oo, here we go." She said when she found one. She clicked the corresponding buttons and music began playing.

" Walking through a crowd, the village is aglow Kaleidoscope of loud heartbeats under coats Everybody here wanted something more Searching for a sound we hadn't heard before And it said

Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York

It's a new soundtrack I could dance to this beat, beat Forevermore The lights are so bright But they never blind me, me Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York

When we first dropped our bags on apartment floors Took our broken hearts, put them in a drawer Everybody here was someone else before And you can want who you want Boys and boys and girls and girls

Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York

It's a new soundtrack I could dance to this beat, beat Forevermore The lights are so bright But they never blind me, me Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York

Like any great love, it keeps you guessing Like any real love, it's ever-changing Like any true love, it drives you crazy But you know you wouldn't change anything, anything, anything

Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York Welcome to New York It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York Welcome to New York

It's a new soundtrack I could dance to this beat The lights are so bright But they never blind me Welcome to New York

New soundtrack It's been waiting for you Welcome to New York The lights are so bright But they never blind me Welcome to New York So bright, they never blind me Welcome to New York Welcome to New York"

She finished and everyone cheered. She smiled and jokingly bowed. "Who's next, AJ?" She asked. "Hmmmm, daddy."

"Me?" Jesse asked. "Okay." Chloe handed him the song book but he denied it. "I already know what song I'm going to sing." He took the seat Chloe had vacated and took the mic. Staring right at Beca, he began to sing. Beca immediately recognized the beat and understood the message he was sending to her.

" Hey, hey, hey ,hey Ohhh...

Won't you come see about me?I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby

Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving me everything inside and out and Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on

Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me

Will you stand above me?Look my way, never love me Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down

Will you recognise me?Call my name or walk on by Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down, down

Hey, hey, hey, hey Ohhhh.....

Don't you try to pretend It's my feeling we'll win in the end I won't harm you or touch your defenses Vanity and security

Don't you forget about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Going to take you apart I'll put us back together at heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me

As you walk on by Will you call my name?As you walk on by Will you call my name?When you walk away

Or will you walk away?Will you walk on by?Come on - call my name Will you call my name?

I say: La la la..."

Beca looked at Chloe, asking her for permission. Chloe nodded at her and Beca jumped out of her seat. She grabbed the back of Jesse's neck and crashed his lips to hers. His hands curled around the back her thighs as Beca kept her lips smashed to his. It was a sloppy kiss as their tongues ferociously fought but there was so much passion.

Derek was hurt to see this. He had thought Beca and Jesse were done, but watching them now, he knows they will never really be done. Though they may break up, they'll never stop loving each other. Even if she were to say yes to him, he knows she'd never really love him, not like she loves Jesse.

Breathing heavily, Beca pulled away. She rested her forehead against Jesse's. "I will never stop loving you, guaranteeing that I will never forget you." She whispered. Jesse smiled and pulled on her legs. She fell into his lap and he pulled her into another kiss. They grabbed the back of each others necks and held each other close, kissing like there's no tomorrow because, for them, there isn't.

"Okay guys, you might wanna stop now. You don't wanna give AJ the wrong impression." Chloe interjected. Knowing she was right, they pulled apart and returned to their seats on the couch.  "AJ, who-"

"Actually, I'm gonna take this one." Derek cut Chloe off. "Is that okay, little man?" AJ nodded and Derek took the mic. Nervous, he started the song he had wanted to sing since this whole karaoke thing started.

" What would I do without your smart mouth?Drawing me in, and you kicking me out You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, ohoh

How many times do I have to tell you Even when you're crying you're beautiful too The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood You're my downfall, you're my muse My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, ohoh

Give me all of you Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you

I give you all of me And you give me all of you, ohoh"

Beca and Jesse knew right away who he had directed his performance to but it took a Chloe a minute to catch on. "Oh my God. You're in love with Beca." The words slipped out of her mouth. "Yeah, I am. But, it's obvious she loves some else. I just thought, I don't know. I'm gonna go." Derek dropped the mic and quickly headed for the exit.

"Well, I guess that's  a wrap on karaoke." Beca said as she stood up to take care of the mess. "You knew?" Chloe asked kind of rhetorically. Knowing what she meant, Beca sighed and avoided eye contact. "Yeah, I knew. He told me earlier when we-"

"When they kissed." Jesse finished for her. "Yeah." Beca very quietly confirmed it. "You kissed?" Chloe asked. "Uh, AJ, I think it's your bedtime buddy." Jesse made an excuse to leave the room. He grabbed AJ and headed to the back room. "Beca, answer me." Chloe ordered when Jesse and AJ were out of sight.

"Yeah, we did. He sprung it on me and I didn't stop him."

"But, I thought you love Jesse."

"I do, with all of my heart."

"Then why let that kiss happen?" Beca took a moment to think. Why did she let it happen? "To feel something." She finally answered. "Don't you feel something with Jesse?"

"Yes, but I wanted to feel something different. With Jesse, its fiery love and crazy lust. But with Derek, it was soft and secure. It was like he was so scared of hurting me. I know Jesse doesn't want to hurt me but it's not a big deal if he does because our bond is strong and we'll love each other til the end but it's not the same with Derek. We don't have that strong bond to lean on. If he hurts me, it could mean the end of us. I like that. I like the thrill of not knowing. And with Jesse, its just so-"

"Predictable." Chloe finished her sentence. "Yeah."

"So, are you gonna give things with Derek a try?"

"I don't know, maybe." Beca was getting annoyed woth these questions. "How was the kiss?" Beca thought back to the kiss she had shared with her manny. She had enjoyed it.

His lips were soft and he had a delicate touch. He kissed with meaning and it felt so good. It didn't have the same thirst for passion that she loved with Jesse, but it had its own technique. It had this hidden love just waiting to bust through and make her his.

His tongue and lips worked almost expertly. It wasn't the same that Beca was used to, Jesse being the only other guy she's ever really kissed. Somehow, it felt just right. It felt as if the universe was telling her to let go of Jesse and move on. To find someone like Derek. A smile formed on her face and Chloe knew the answer before she said it.

"It was....great." she made the words in Chloe's head audible. "I think you should try it. After everything with Jesse, you deserve to find a nice guy to move on with."  Beca knew Chloe was right.  It was time to move on.

*Jesse's P.O.V.*

I tucked AJ into his bed and was just about to turn his lights out before his little voice stopped me. "Daddy?"

"What buddy?" I asked. "Why was Derek sad?" I walked back over to him and sat on the edge of his bed. "Derek is in love with a girl but he's afraid the girl will never stop loving her ex boyfriend. He wants to make her his girlfriend but he wants her to love him like he loves her."

"He loves mommy, doesn't he?"

"What?" His question shocked me. He's three, how does he understand any if this? I can barely understand it myself. "Aunt Chloe said you're in love with Beca my mommy's name is Beca."

"AJ, there are more girls with the name Beca, not just your mommy. Now, you don't need to be worrying about the details of this. You're too young and its your bedtime. Get some sleep, okay?"

"Okay." I kissed his forehead before standing up. "Bye daddy." He said as I approached his bedroom door. "Bye AJ. I'll call you when I get back home. Daddy loves you, forever and always, remember that."

"I love you, too, daddy."

"Good night, don't let the bed bugs bite." I clicked the light off and shut the door. I'm going to miss my little rascal.

I was approaching the living room when I heard Beca and Chloe still talking. I was going to ignore it but something caught my attention and I found myself eavesdropping.

"Then why let that kiss happen?" I heard Chloe ask. "To feel something." Beca answered. "Don't you feel something with Jesse?"

Yeah. Doesn't she feel something with me?

"Yes," thank God, "but I wanted to feel something different. With Jesse, its fiery love and crazy lust." There's no denying that. "But with Derek, it was soft and secure. It was like he was so scared of hurting me. I know Jesse doesn't want to hurt me but it's not a big deal if he does because our bond is strong and we'll love each other til the end but it's not the same with Derek. We don't have that strong bond to lean on. If he hurts me, it could mean the end of us. I like that. I like the thrill of not knowing. And with Jesse, its just so-"

"Predictable." Chloe finished her sentence. "Yeah."

"So, are you gonna give things with Derek a try?"

"I don't know, maybe." I didn't care much for that answer. "How was the kiss?"  Chloe asked the same thing I was curious about. Beca took a moment before answering. "It was....great."

"I think you should try it. After everything with Jesse, you deserve to find a nice guy to move on with." As much as I hate to say it, Chloe is right. Beca deserves to move on. Speaking of which, I gotta get a move on.

"Uh, Beca." I stepped out from my hiding spot. Beca and Chloe's heads snapped toward me. "I gotta get to the airport."

"Right, yeah. I'm coming."

****

Awkward.

The drive to the airport is just that. Beca hasn't said a word to me and I haven't tried saying one to her. We've never had this problem and I don't know what to do.

We pull into the parking lot and Beca turned the engine off. We sat in the car in complete silence. Beca is the one who finally broke the ice. "How much did you hear?" She asked. "Enough to know you're falling for Derek." I answered.

"I'm not falling for him. I don't fall for people unless they're you. I hate falling. Everything that falls, gets broken. Just look at us."

"We're not broken, we're just, messed up."

"No, we're broken, Jesse." She refused. "We have sex, then I make you leave. You come back, hating me, we kiss and it's better. We say we're not gonna be together, then have sex. We promise my best friend it's not gonna happen again and you give me a freaking hickey. You sing a song, we make out. You can't tell me this is how normal, fixed people work."

"No, it's how two people who know they will never stop loving each other act. Beca, we're not broken because we do that. We are just so crazy in love and we are fighting it. Why are we fighting it?"

"Because, we both decided this is what we want for ourselves and AJ. Why are you changing your mind now?" She asked. "I'm not, I still think it's best that I leave. But I don't want you to forget our love."

"I can never forget it, Jesse. Even if I wanted to, it's etched into my brain for eternity."

"Then say it...out loud." That sounded so much like Twilight but I needed to hear her say it. "I love you, Jesse. I've loved you from the first moment I saw you and I will love you until my last."

That's all I needed to hear. I quickly unbuckled and climbed on top of her. "What-" I cut her off by connecting my lips to hers. I could taste the salt from the tears that had fallen but ignored it as her hands tangled in my hair. I pulled the seat belt off her and pulled her to the backseat.

I pinned her arms to the back of the seat as my lips began their long journey, tasting every inch of her skin. I began by burying my face in her neck. She moaned as I bit, licked, and sucked on her sweet spot. Her arms got tense as she tried to release herself from my grip but I didn't let her. I was in control and I was going to do every possible thing to her. She is never going to forget this or me. 

Putting her hands together, I used one hand to pin them above her head as I used the other to unbutton her shirt. I watched her as she watched my hand ungracefully work. Finally getting the pesky buttons out of the way, my lips continued their journey, moving down her chest. Her breathing quickened and I knew my plan was working. I ran my free hand up her back, lightly dragging my fingertips along the length of it. I had difficulty doing it but eventually her bra snapped loose and I was able to move it enough to reveal her breasts. 

She let out a quiet squeal as I massaged one boob with my hand and tasted the other. She squirmed and I switched sides, tasting the other. I removed myself from her chest and tangled my lips with hers. Releasing her hands and lips, I unbuttoned her pants and removed them from her body. I removed mine as well and pulled her groin onto mine. "F*ck." She mumbled as I slid into her. I pinned her hands to the back of the seat again, lacing my fingers in hers. I looked into her eyes as my body began moving.

Her moans got louder and faster with every movement until, finally, she screamed and I dropped onto the seat, pulling her with me.  We took a moment to breathe before she sat up, pulling me with her. She pinned me against the door and climbed on top of me. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Paying you back."

Without hesitation, she ripped my shirt off and began kissing down my body. She turned my game around and began teasing me. She teased me for so long it hurt. I should've known this would happen, she's a ball buster, what you do to her she does back but worse. Just another thing I love about her.

Finally, she stopped teasing me and reconnected her groin to mine. She grabbed the door behind me, causing my face to make contact with her chest, as she began mimicking my actions. My nails carefully dug into the skin on her thighs as my moans became louder.  "I love you, Jesse." She whispered into my ear, and in response, I grunted as satisfaction tore through me.

She stopped moving and pressed her hands against my chest, holding herself up. I cupped her face in my hands, "Te quiero mucho." She smiled and I pulled lips onto mine.

This was an amazing goodbye.

*Beca's P.O.V.*

Sh*t I feel f*cking amazing. Pardon my French but God da*mit! That was the best sex I have ever had. He's always good, but tonight...WOW. Do you ever get to that point of insane satisfaction that you feel higher than the empire state and happier than Ronald freaking McDonald and you can barely walk? That's exactly how I feel right now as Jesse and I walk through the airport, hand in hand.

Leaning against him as we walk, I can't seem to get the stupid grin off of my face. I feel so amazing. The only thing that can top how great I feel right now is how great I felt when I finally had AJ.

Finally reaching the waiting area, I flopped into one of the chairs and watch Jesse as he sets his bags down before flopping into the chair next to me. He rested his head against the back of it and stared up at the ceiling. I looked at him for a moment before climbing into his lap. As I position myself on him, I place small kisses up his neck before connecting my lips to his.

"Thank you." He said when I pulled away. "For what?" I asked. "For being you." I felt my cheeks redden at his compliment. "I'm not that great."

"You're right, you're not great." Well, that was weird. "Because you can't be great if you're perfect." I blushed even more. "I'm going to miss you, Bec." I pressed my lips to his in a light kiss. "I'll miss you, too, weirdo." He smiled at ny words as he wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and crashed my lips to his.

I can feel people's eyes on us, but I don't care. I'm saying goodbye to the man I love, and if they don't like it, then they can go f*ck themselves with a cactus.

There was a call for a flight and Jesse pulled away. "That's me." He said. I let out a disappointed sigh and gave him another quick kiss before climbing off of him. I walked him to the gate and we began saying our final goodbyes.

"So, I think we've gotten our fill of each other. Do you think maybe we can move on this time?" He asked. "I think it may take time but it's possible."  I answered honestly. He smiled in agreeance. "This has been the best goodbye I have ever received."

"Pinning my arms back? You must have really wanted me to remember it."

"Are you going to?"

"Umm, yeah. You just grabbed me and pinned me to the seat. It was pretty f*cking exciting." He chuckled. "I hope it felt as good for you as it did for me."

"Oh my God, you have no idea. It was so f*cking amazing! It was spontaneous and unusual, and just change the subject before it happens again." He laughed as he looped his fingers in my waistband and pulled me close. "I wouldn't have a problem with that." He said then quickly jolted his tongue into my mouth.

"Excuse me, sir. Are you on this flight?" The flight attendant interrupted us. "Uh, yeah."

"Well you better get going."

"Yeah, just a second." He turned his attention back to me. "I have to go, but before I do, there's something I wanna say."

"What?"

"Beca, I'm probably never gonna stop loving you. Even if I move on, you'll still always be a part of me. I know you feel the same about me that's why I want you to say yes." I wasn't sure what he was talking about and he went on to explain. "Say yes to Derek. He's a nice guy, better than me by far, and I know you like him back. Take a chance with him. I want you to be happy."

"Thank you, Jesse. And I want you to do the same. Find someone and be happy." He smiled and we shared one last very passionate kiss. "Never forget, I love you, Rebeca Genevieve Mitchell."

"Same with you Jesse Alexander Swanson." He smiled as he grabbed his bags and head for the gate. He stopped at the door and turned and looked at me. "Bye. Tell AJ I love him."

"Will do." And with that, he disappeared onto the plane.

****

The car ride home is not fun. It's cold and lonely and the back seat is just a reminder of the amazing goodbye. Then Jesse's words roll around in my head.

Say yes to Derek....I know you like him, too.

He's right, I do like Derek. He's a great guy, really good with AJ, and he's pretty talented with those lips. I think a relationship with him would be pretty amazing. I think I'm going to do it. I'm going to say yes.

I get home to find Chloe sleeping on my couch. She looks pretty adorable. I throw a blanket over her then check on AJ. When I see he's fast asleep, I make my way to my kitchen to find a late snack.

"Oh sh*t!! You scared the holy f*cks out of me." I whisper yelled as I ran into Derek. "Sorry." He whispered. "What are you doing?"

"Well, I came back and you were gone and AJ and Chloe were sleeping. I saw the mess was still here so I began cleaning it. I was just finishing up the dishes before my heart stopped."

"Sorry." I apologized. He nodded his head and went back to cleaning. I watched him as I thought about my next move. "Hey Derek?"

"Yeah?"

"Can we talk....about us?" He stopped working and turned to look at me. "Uh, yeah." He leaned against the counter and folded his arms as I began to talk.

"So, Jesse is gone. He went back to Atlanta."

"Really? Because it looked like you two were gonna give AJ a sibling earlier."

"Uh, yeah. I'm sorry about that. We can't really help ourselves sometimes. And It was sort of just a goodbye thing."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I mean we had sex and he still left so it's a goodbye thing." I thought aloud. "That's nice to know. Look Beca, I don't care what happens with you and Jesse. I just wanna know your feelings about me." I thought about it, scripting my words in my head.

"Okay, the thing is, I like you and I do want to give this, us, a try." He smiled. "But, I need you to understand that Jesse will always hold a special part in my heart and I can't guarantee you that I can love you as much as him."

"I don't need you to love me that much, I just need your loyalty." He said. "And you'll have it. Just, try not to hurt me. I'm letting you in and that's very unusual for me."

"I won't. I love you, Beca." I smiled. "I think that's it."

"Now you need to know something. Like I said, I'm not expecting you to just hand me your heart. I know I have to work for it and I know you're not gonna love me like Jesse, adore me like AJ, or trust me like Chloe. I just need you to promise me that I'll always have your loyalty. That you'll never cheat on me because I hare being hurt to, and don't get me wrong I do love you, but dating an older woman scares me. You're older and more experienced and I don't know if I can satisfy you the way you want and-" he just kept rambling. I had to shut him up. Without another thought, I occupied his lips with mine, shutting him up.

"Wow." He said when I pulled away. "I know how relationships work. I trust you, now please just shut up and kiss me." He chuckled and pulled me closer to him. "Your wish is my command."

I chuckled as our lips began to slowly slide over each other's. This is going to be a great relationship.
****
She said yes! Now let's see how these two manage the whole 'moving on' process. Also, I didn't read through this before posting because I'm trying to work with a friend on our other book. But, I hope you enjoyed it!

Until next time, y'all just keep being y'all.

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