Lots have been happening with 5 Seconds of Summer since I met the boys. Although they haven't really told me about it until now -- I also had to find out myself. Niall Horan from One Direction tweeted a link to their first single, Out Of My Limit, last month, they've been writing with 2 people in a band called Amy Meredith, and their Somewhere New EP was released a few days ago. I couldn't be more excited for the boys. In fact, they're leaving to London on a songwriting trip in which I won't be joining because I don't want to distract the boys. "Are you sure you don't want to join us? We'd love for you to be there with us." Ashton asked. I smiled. "I think I'll be fine, I don't want to interrupt or anything. This is all new and it's for you guys! I'm really proud, I think it would be great if you guys would experience it with just each other, as a band, I don't have to be included in everything." I answered. "I'll miss you." Luke pouted. "Awwww" escaped my mouth. "I'll miss you too, but there's always video chatting, and I can listen to you 4, and you guys can watch my YouTube videos." I replied. I was at their house in which they now live together and I live with Aliyah because she's my best friend.
I was offered to move in with them but I didn't really want to because I wouldn't be able to handle 4 boys all at once. Helping them pack was always something I loved to do. "So you guys leave tomorrow, right?" I asked. They all nodded. I cursed under my breath. "I'm going to miss you all." I bit my lip. "We'll miss you too! You always make us laugh, you're the best." Michael said. "Yeah, thanks for putting up with us for a few months." Calum agreed. "Group hug." Michael yelled. They all hugged me, and I laughed, trying my best to hug each and every one of them back. "I swear if any of you touch her ass. It's mine." Luke muttered. I giggled. "I love you guys. Ugh, my boys, I'm so proud." I let out. "We love you." They all said. They pulled away, going back to packing, and Luke was the only one who stayed. "Since I'm done packing, is it okay if I take Iris somewhere for a little?" Luke asked the boys. "Of course." Ashton replied. "Need to take a condom?" Michael offered. "Don't be mad that I have the chance to screw this beautiful girl I get to call mine." Luke winked. I blushed.
"Always competing with Mikey." I laughed. "I still love you, Michael." I added. "Ha." He said to Luke. Luke passionately kissed me, and then looked at him. "Let's go before you both start something stupid like always." I suggested. "Drive or walk safe." Calum said. "We will, Cal Pal." I smiled. "See you soon." Luke added. We left, and started walking, hand in hand. "Will you be here before Christmas?" I asked. "Of course. I wouldn't miss Christmas with my brothers, parents, and you for the world." He answered. "I'm going to miss you." I said, looking down on the ground. "You can come if you want. I'd love for you to come" He replied. "I want to, but I shouldn't. I have to do stuff here. Like get some sort of job. Plus, I can't just leave Aliyah alone and she has a job." I laughed. He pouted. "Okay." He sighed. "I don't want to hold you back with this stuff, so don't think about me that much when you're gone." I suggested.
"You never hold me back, you give me inspiration to go." He confessed. I smiled. "Well Liz is going with you, so I'll check on your dad of course." I said. "Thank you. Liz and I agreed to facetime you as much as possible and my dad will check on you as well." He replied. "Good." I nodded. I stopped and so did he, not wanting to let go of my hand.
"Promise me this is forever." I said. "Hey, of co-" He started.
"No. Promise me this is forever. Not of course. I want a promise. Like one Aliyah and I have. My parents died. My brother hates me. All I have is Aliyah, the boys, your parents, and you." I explained. "I promise this is forever." He put his pinky finger out for me to entangle mine with. I did so, and then smiled. "Please don't do anything with any other girl okay." I added. "I wouldn't even want to." He looked at me like I was crazy to even think that he would. "I know I know." I smiled. I got on my tippy toes and pressed my lips on his. He picked me up and twirled me around. Once he placed me back on the ground, I pulled away. "I love you so much, you know that right?" He said. I nodded. "I love you so much too." I smiled. I looked at my phone, the time getting late. "Hey I should go." I sighed. "I dont want you to see me cry before you go." I added, my eyes getting watery. "Lets start walking back okay." He nodded.
He grabbed my hand and we started to walk back to the house. Finally getting there, we walked inside. "I'm going to go home guys." I announced. I gave each of them a hug. "Love you!" They all said as I opened the door. "Love you more." I replied. Luke walked me out and we stopped in front of the car. I started pouting, eyes tearing up again.
"Come here." Luke opened his arms. I ran into them and hugged him as tight as I could. "I'll see you soon." He whispered. "Do you have to travel by plane?" I sighed. He nodded. "We'll call you as soon as we get on and as soon as we get off okay. Liz and I agreed to facetime you as much as we can." He explained. I nodeed. "Okay." I forced a smile. "I love you." I let out. "I love you too princess." He kissed my forehead. I pecked his lips and got in the car. On the drive home, I started crying. The main reason I'm not going with them is because I'm terrified of flying. Ever since my parents both died in a plane crash, I've never wanted to fly. I don't think I ever could. Only Aliyah knows. And god am I terrified for the boys; I want them to be safe and living.
Once I arrived to Aliyah and I's place, I parked and cleaned myself up. She was with Calum earlier and she left to go buy me a "surprise". I unlocked the door and walked in. "Pancakes for dinner?" She suggested. I nodded, smiling.
I sat down and grabbed the syrup, spreading it all around my pancakes. "Guess what?" She asked. "Scary movie night?" I answered. "Yes!" She exclaimed. "God why do you hate me." I muttered. "You get extra cuddly and scared and its cute." She smiled. I rolled my eyes. Once we finished eating, she got the movie ready while I took a quick shower. Finishing up and putting on my pajamas, I grabbed our galaxy blanket and jumped in the bed. I covered us in the blanket and we both got in our comfortable positions and started cuddling. "Press start." I whispered. She did as I said and she cuddled with me.
"This isn't that scary, I promise." She reassured me. "I'm good with watching a scary movie as long as I'm with you or Luke." I smiled. Me, being tired, started closing my eyes and falling asleep.