I woke up at 12 noon and the girls weren't at home. I had called out for them but I got no answer. I sat down on the couch and reached for the TV remote and saw a not underneath it.
Gone shopping! From Shaz. she's gorgeous! "bring bring" my phone went off from the kitchen were it was on charge. "y'ellow?" I answers half asleep. I didn't even look at who was calling I just expected it was one of the girls. "hi..." who us this bitch spoiling the image of Shaz I had in my mind. "uh...yeah...who the hell are you?" u asked annoyed. "it's umm... Me... Sel-... Selina..." she coughed. At this moment I was spewing. I didn't want to talk to my ex-girlfriend. "hi." I replied back not knowing what to say. AT ALL! I felt like crying. I had finally moved onto someone else. Why did she have to call me right now? Right when I had just fell for a different soul. Why? "I was just wondering if you... If I... If we want to do something today?" I was waiting for the don't worry or the sorry I didn't look at my calendar excuse that she always used when we were together. But I got nothing. "Justin?" she pushed my name out if her mouth like it was a huge struggle. "I miss you." Fuck. Fuck. Fuck me. No. Why? Why now? Why not when I did need her? Why not when I had no other lover? I gulped. "uh yeah you can come over if you want to." you've got to be kidding me. Justin Bieber would never do that to someone. Oh far out. I hung up the phone. I decided that I had to at least make an effort for her. I got up off the couch and and made my bed, cleaned the kitchen and got dressed into some applicable clothing. "knock! knock! knock!" I walked over to the door opened it and saw Selina. She looked, to be honest she looked hot. But no my heart is for shazzy-baby. "hello Justin" she smirked and I felt like slapping her across the face. "aye Selina" I said back trying not to fill my face with disgust. "wait. How the fucking hell did you have any idea where I am staying, you. You. You. Agh!" "it's all over twitter." she said. She walked in past me and closed the door behind her. She put her KK bag down on the coffee table and took a seat on the couch. "I haven't seen you in quite a while." she giggled and gave me a sexy smile. I took a seat on the single couch. "neither." I continued off her sentence. She got up and sat on the arm of my chair and put her arms around my neck. She slid onto my lap. "I love you Justin." she declared as she pulled her face closer to mine. I was sitting their on shock. I didn't know what to do. She put her forehead on mine with our noses touching. "remember how I said I'll always love you?" she asked. She put her lips on mine for a spoilt second. "well. Do you want any drinks?" I said trying to change the subject. "no I want you." she said. She put her legs around me kneeling on the couch. She started kissing me. "Mmmm Mmmm" she was mumbling. I wasn't kissing her back though. "baby what's up? Are you not feeling well?" she asked. "c'mon get up." she got off me grabbing my hands pulling me up. She took her jacket and tank top off. "do you like?" she asked. She looked hot. But I tried to resist but I couldn't. She put her arms around me again. Forcing me into an open moth kiss. I started kissing back. I felt her get my hands and put them on her boobs. I took them off though and put them back on her ass. She jumped putting her legs around me waist. I tripped over and fell on top of her onto the long couch. It was a full out make out session. I pulled away. "no Selina this is wrong get out of here!" I chucked her her tank top and jacket and gave her her KK and pushed her out of the room. I ran to my bed and started crying. "dear God. Please help me. I want to be a better person. I want to change. I want the person I truly love." I think I must have fallen asleep because I woke up in Shaz's arms. She was playing with my hair. "Justin! Oh my goodness. Are you okay?" I she asked me. I nodded but I didn't want to move I liked it here. "Shaz I need to tell you something really important." I sat up next to her and cupped her chin in my hands. I felt tears well up in my eyes. "what ever happens to me. What ever happens to you. What ever I do that's stupid... I will always love you." I
put my hands on either side if her face and kissed her with all the passion I had inside me. I gave it everything I had in me. I let my tongue slip in.
I pulled away with tears down my face but I didn't know why. "Justin I live you two." she exclaimed. While she was half laughing and half crying. I laid down on the bed pulled Shaz into my. I was holding her as tight as I could. "never ever leave me." I whispered into her ear.