Stop playing with my feelings

2014 - I was the one who no one knew anything about. The fans had no idea that I exist and Niall kept me behind all the walls, to have me all to himself. Was this the life I wanted?


15. true love

I don't know if it was the management or someone who worked for One Direction, but the truth came out before Niall had time to react. I came home after work and Niall sat on the couch and just stared at the TV. 
"So far, she's unknown." I heard a voice say from the TV set. "Niall Horan has not yet come out with that rumor's true, but many say he has met the princess in his life." 
I walked over to the couch and I just stared at the TV set. My stomach tingled and I realized it had happened. I wasn't aware that Niall took my hand. My mind just spun around. 
"So now, Niall Horan isn't available anymore." I heard the reporter say. Niall pulled me down on his lap and he kissed me on the cheek. 
"Sweetheart?" he whispered sweet. "It's out!" 
I swallowed and I looked at him. I didn't see if he was happy or mad or sad. It was as if he didn't dared to feel anything, because I didn't said what I felt. 
"Who?" I asked. "Who spread it out?" 
He laughed a little bit and he ran his hand through my hair. 
"It doesn't matter?"
I knew he now that he was happy. Neither he nor I had needed to take the first step and someone had done it for us. 
"Now what?" 
He kissed me lightly on the cheek again and he held me with both arms. 
"We are open with everything." he whispered happily. "We don't need to hide and we do what we want." 
I looked at the TV again. Now, the news was about something else and I tried to remember what the reporter had said. The only thing that was in my head was that the fans would get mad at me. I saw before me the way they wrote mean things on Twitter, but at the same time had Niall warned me. Was I ready for this? I had no good answer, and it all felt like a dream. 
"It's okay, sweetheart?" Niall whispered in my ear. I nodded, although I wanted to shake my head and say that I was scared.


Nialls phone began to ring. He wandered all over the house and talked to all sorts of people. I sat on the couch and I tried to collect myself. I tried not to be afraid and I was so close to tears. I had wished for that this this day would come and I had dreamed about it for so long, yet I was now just scared. 
"But I'll go out and talk about it in an interview." I heard Niall say, and he was almost angry. "This is up to Jenny and me. Nobody else can affect us."




I woke in the middle of the night over that I was alone in our big bed. I put on a robe and then I went down and looked for Niall. He sat at the computer and I saw at him that he went through the net. I saw that he was looking at what people wrote about us, and he was also on twitter. I crept up to him and he was startled when he saw me. 
"Are you awake?" 
I nodded and I slid down in his lap. I took my arms around his neck and I smiled at him.
"You should sleep?" 
He nodded and he took his arms around me. He kissed me lightly and then he smiled. 
"I've just made ​​sure that the fans don't write nasty things about you." 
I giggled. 
"You can't stop them from having an opinion." I heard that I sounded more brave from what I was. "We also need to sleep." 
He nodded and he looked at the computer screen again. He sighed a little bit, but he didn't let go of me. Instead, he pulled me up more in his arms, and he seemed almost to enjoy my presence. We had barely been close to each other in a while and for some reason I just wanted to feel Niall near me. I changed position and sat on his lap, with one leg on each side of his leg. I don't know why but I interrupted him by beginning to kiss him. I had the need for intimacy, of love, and I wanted it now. Niall groaned and he didn't mind that I kissed him. Instead, he responded the kiss, and he held me softly. I slid around in his arms, and I felt him slowly became hard between his legs. For the first time since Jamie, I felt that I wanted more. I pressed my most sensitive part against his hard part and directly it was as if Niall understood. He let his hands slip inside my robe and he pulled up my nightgown. I was fast, I pulled off my panties and then I looked up the edge of his pants. Niall groaned almost louder when I unbuttoned his fly and he helped me pull his pants down to his knees. He took his hands tightly around my waist and he brought me to the right place. I slid down over his cock and slowly he penetrated. I gasped, and when he was inside all the way, I took my arms tighter around his neck. Niall didn't need to control me, I began to ride him, without that he helped me. It was as if we ended up in a fog. Nothing else mattered, we had each other. I felt how he brought me to the edge and I felt him fill me with his hard part. I was excited and I loved to feel him inside me. The chair cracked, but none of us cared. This was our moment and this was our love. Nialls hands discovered my body and he caressed me all over. I forgot where I was and I forgot to doubt. He made me climb up the mountain and when I fell, I screamed loud and I shouted his name. I was gone when he reached the same result but I felt how he filled me with cum.


Niall kept me in his knee. His arms were tight around my body and I felt how he hid his face against my neck. At first I thought it was sweat, but I quickly realized that he was crying. 
"Why are you crying?" 
He sobbed and he seemed almost ashamed. 
"I love you so much it hurts." he whispered. "I love you more than I can love one person and it scares me." 
I gasped. Did he really words or did he... Niall interrupted my thoughts and he moved on his face so he could look at me. 
"Jenny, I mean what I say." he said, and his eyes were red from all the tears. "I wont let you go, never ever."
In that moment, in that very second, I realized I felt the same thing. I realized it didn't matter what the outside world said or thought about me or about us. I loved Niall and I belonged with him. His eyes told me everything. I felt filled with Nialls love and I was filled with feelings for him. He was the answer to all my questions and I could do nothing but kiss him. I kissed him with all my heart and with my whole body. I belonged to him, I was owned by him and I wanted to be with him.


I was surprised when Niall stood up and he still kept me in his arms. I quickly grabbed my legs around his waist and I held him so that I couldn't falling down. He continued to kiss me, but quickly he laid me down on the floor. We made love again. We were like crazy and we tore off our clothes. We rolled around on the floor and we showed each other how much we belonged together. He got my body to reach the heights that I hadn't visited before, and when the sun started to go up, we had to go to bed and sleep. We went to sleep close together and it was the first time in my life when I was totally satisfied.

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