1. SMILE :)
I am not afraid to let go for i know that God has someone ready for me, im not afraid to look at what hurts me, but im afraid of looking back at those memr's that shattered my heart into a thousand pieces. im not letting go with hatred in my heart. im letting go for good, not for you nor for them. its my time to find happiness that even you can't give. you were once my happiness but then i realized that even the most unexpected person can break your smile, i thought that i could escape this,what we call secret tears , but once again i didn't. you occupied the biggest part of my heart that no one ever did, that's why no one can blame me if i can't let you go that easily. im not even blaming you for making me fall for you, eventually i did and was stupid enough to think that you would catch me but instead i tripped into a deep deep well of what we so called love. i did my best to escape, but wounds starts to bleed. Tears and laughter are now memories of a broken past that is in a big dark box of unexplained love.. I love you so much!! So much! And i know part of loving is letting go of what makes you happy.. It wouldn't mean that it's the end, your love for that person may end but the memr's will keep rolling.. And then again will hit you like a gun painful with no right reason.. Slowly accepting reality isn't
that easy but always put in mind that what's the point of holding on to your past? It will just pull you down on your knees till you cry again, remember that you've had enough of tears you've had enough of everything it's time for you to be happy, it's time to think of yourself and not think of what can you do to make him love you again,words about real things hurts! But the thing is you need to be hurt in order for you to accept what real things are what true understanding means and what love would mean more if it's the right time for everything, don't rush things just because you are lonley, but think of the things that would change if you had take the chance, maybe it isn't the right time for the both of you or maybe you were just meant to live in two separate worlds not in one world, you have had your hopes up it's enough i think this time you should smile and say goodbye, loving you has taught me that waiting for something shouldn't be just a nothing to us but it should be a something topl look up to but not nothing to hold on to anymore. I have to let go now, i need to set you free and set my love free i know i can find someone they may not be like you but i know that they will be better than you, thank you for the smiles,tears.. I am not letting go of our friendship but i am letting go of what's holding my heart back from saying things.. I am not letting go of the memr's but it will be kept in my heart cause i know that no one can be better than us.