Graces POV |
He was passionate, if he could feel my heart right now, it would've hit him hard. We pulled back his hand still on my back as my hands ran through his red dark hair. Both out of breath after the moment we just shared.
"You-u wanna get going?" I said as I awkwardly got off of Michael's lap, "uh yeah" he whispered kissing me on the lips just as Michael started the car again.
I felt like it was right, different. It was a different feeling like I felt safe. I've always felt vulnerable and weak but it's different.
Michael held my hand as he pulled out from where we had parked.
"I've never talked to you about my band? Have I?
Michael asked smiling. "No you haven't" I said, Michael told me about being careful around him in public cause I was a minor, he told me his band mates weren't minors either.
"Well you know Luke?" Michael asked.
"Yeah the sweet guy" I said looking at Michael.
"Yeah whatever, then there's Calum" Michael said.
"And there's ashton" Michael whispered.
"Wait, THE Ashton irwin, bad boy, never to be..."
I was interrupted by Michael.
"Yeah him, he's an asshole, but he's like a brother to me, we've been friends since year 7." Michael spoke fondly of Ashton, I could never see that in Ashton but I guess Michael did.
"Wait, but you and him. At school?" I asked.
"Yeah, he was being an ASSHOLE, cause he got jealous that I was working with you and he had a 'crush' on you and..." Michael stopped his fists turning white again.
"Please, stop, I hate It when you do that, please don't be jealous" I said rubbing Michael's knuckles as he slowly softens them out.
"It's okay" I said as his phone goes off. I look at Michael then he reaches for his phone handing it to me, "can you read it for me!" Michael said, "sure" I replied opening his phone and reading the message.
It was from Calum.
"Mate we are here at the beach house, Ashton's going to be late but he'll be here soon, how far away are you?" I re-read the text a couple of times trying to take it all in that I was spending the day with Michael's band.
"What did it say?" Michael asked rubbing my knee.
"Calum said, That they are at the beach house, Ashton's going to be late, how far away are you?" I said raising my eyebrow at him.
"What?, Tell him 10 minutes" Michael said laughing.
I texted Calum back and gave Michael back his phone.
I looked at Michael and grabbed his hand off of my knee and held it in my hand, Michael looked at me smiling taking my hand to his mouth and kissing it. I smiled and blushed, he put our hands down and continued to drive, I notice that he wore his all familiar black skinny jeans that he wears to school and basically anywhere, he always wore a different shirt though. He was so hot in flannels, I think that's going to be my favourite, Michael wearing flannels.
After a while I kind of just thought of everything, my dad,
I didn't want to have Michael protect me or feel like I have to be guarded all hours of the day. I didn't want to seem immature due to my fathers actions and words. I knew my dad had said something to Michael, I could just tell from his face when I walked down the stairs. I knew that Michael wouldn't tell me, he would build up the emotion for it and then all at once it's going to hit him hard and he's going to say everything.
"What are we?" I blurted out, Michael chewed on his lip still looking at the road.
"Well, i really would like to be more with you!" Michael said smiling at me.
"That's what I want too, but you don't want to tell the boys just in case or?..."
He thought for a minute.
"I don't want them know, just yet" Michael said whispering the last part. He smiled at me as he continued to drive.
"You don't want them to know about me being a minor and stuff?..."
"Oh, yeah they know, they just don't know that i'm deeply in love with a minor..." Michael said smiling, I blushed.
He loves me, I felt the exact same way, I really love his personality and how he can make the best of friends just by saying, something so irrelevant to the topic or out of the blue.
I love how he can make me laugh when I don't want too, I like that he makes me want to kiss him in any where we are.
I just love him.
It was pretty late now, it was about 7:00pm and it was dark. The sky was pitch black and the wind was chilly. I had fallen asleep a few times on the way here.
We pulled up into a sand road which led to a big beach house. It was white and had amazing windows, the house was built so you could access the beach, I could tell there was some sort of studio for there band attached to the side of the house.
"Woah," I said.
"Yeah, I know, this house is owned by Luke's parents, we come up here with them for holidays all the time so we kind of just use this place as our band house."
Michael said simply.
"Oh, yeah, wow" I said as Michael parked the car out the front of the house which was covered with silky sand.
"Guidelines...." Michael said turning to me,
"What, for in front of them?"
"Yeah" Michael replied.
I felt ok with guidelines at least there was a guide we had to follow if we didn't want to get caught.
"Ok, so we can't kiss, hug or be close in front of them, only in our bedrooms I think." Michael said, frowning.
I was fully ok, with the rules but it was something we had to do,
"It's okay Mikey." I said holding his hand.
"You don't understand how hard this is going to be for me," Michael said kissing me and quickly hoping out just in case the boys were looking through the window.
We pulled our bags out from the trunk and walked up to the porch, Michael knocked twice and the boys opened the sort and ran into Michael hugging him.
I stood back as I was pushed over, I laughed as the boys stopped and turned to me, Luke's face lit up on e he saw me.
"Oh my gosh, Grace, how are you?, Brittney, grace is here!" Luke shouted as I looked over to Michael.
Calum next came up to me, "hey, I'm Calum it's lovely to meet you!" Calum said hugging me.
I looked over at Ashton who was looking from me to Michael.
"Well, why did you bring her here?" Ashton said bitterly,
"She needed to get away so I brought her to the best place out of town." Michael said looking at me.
Ashton looked at me then walked over, giving me a hug.
"I'm sorry about yesterday, I should've know..."
"It's fine" I said interrupting Ashton and hugging him back.
Michael was staring down Ashton from behind, I raised an eye brow as he growls and picks up our bags and took them to our rooms, I stopped hugging Ashton and walked inside.
We all sat at the table and talked, I met Brittney, she was beautiful and was just like Luke. I picked up everyone's dishes and put them in the sink standing there for a couple of Mounties before Michael came and talked to me.
"Are you ok?" Michael asked worriedly.
"Yeah I'm fine" I said.
"No your not." Michael said smirking.
"This is too much, sometimes" I said,
"Your just tired, I'm tired and it was just a big day" Michael looked around for anyone in ear shot,
"How about I come to your room tonight and we can cuddle" Michael said lifting my shirt a bit and putting his hands on my waist.
"That would be great" I said kissing Michael on his cheek as he frowns.
"I'm sorry," I said walking off and joining everyone in the living room, I sat on the couch opposite from Michael as they play FIFA, I started to drift off but stopped myself as Michael was staring at me mouthing 'are you ok baby?' I nodded.
I said goodnight to everyone and went up to bed, it wasn't until 30 minutes later I felt the bed dip and warmth against my back. Michael's hair poking me gently. I flipped and kissed Michael hard.
Michael pulled back, "woah," Michael said as he kissed me again just like last time. He pulled me onto of him as I started to take off his shirt, he chest up against mine.
Michael stopped and pulled me off of him.
"Not while they are still up, it kills me to do this but I think i will just cuddle you for 10 minutes." Michael said kissing me once more before cuddling and drifting off to sleep and never getting back to the moment we desperately needed.