Oh yeah. It will totally get better. Weekdays are the worst. School. I only have one single person that even cares. Luke Hemmings. He's my best friend, he helps me through my days, tells me that what I have is all I need for now. No. I need more. No one understands that. What I have isn't enough. It will never be enough. Never. I hurt myself sometimes. I mean what's the use in being here when I have 2 parents that don't care and a horrible social life. I guess Luke. Luke is why I'm still here. Luke. That's it. I'm glad I have him, but, you know, I just need more! I stay for him but I don't see a point anymore. Bad boys. Good days. It's all I want. Is it too much to ask? No matter what they say, what I have, isn't enough. Never. Ever. Ever. Enough. No. Never Enough.