This is the worst way to die. We were all born to die but really I am 17 years old and I've barely lived. I've never had sex, I've never done anything. That's what you get for have a terminal illness since the age of 3. Sometimes I get a sense of Deja vu like everything in my life gets repeated. I'm at hospital five days a week, 24 hours a day. I just want to be able to live my life to the fullest extent. No drugs can help me now, some did when I was younger but now I am immune. Doctors have argued over the amount of time I have left. Some say two months, some say seven and some even say two years. I have been living with these predictions for 5 months.
I'm rambling on, this story is about me, well not completely. It's about my family and other loved ones and how they will cope with my decision.