From Luke's POV
I feel like I have this huge secret, an enormous secret even though it's not a secret at all.
I like this girl that's sat right in front of me, this beautiful beautiful girl.
I bet she just thinks I'm concerned because she's a fan and she doesn't even know I've known who she is for months
Although now that I think about it as soon as Leah speaks to grace she'll probably tell her the whole story about how I practically Internet stalked her and that me and Michael were watching to see how they reacted. Now that I think about what we were up to, well what I was up to it's kind of creepy I though to myself.
"Soo hey" I said for the second time.
I felt like I needed someone to shake me and say 'get a hold of yourself, you're fucking Luke hemming loads of girls would kill to be in Leah's position'
I laughed in my head, that sounds so big headed
Why do I feel so awkward right now I though as I smiled
"Sorry about the fans being mean to you when I followed you" I said slowly after she had picked up on the fact I'd said hey twice
"You remember following me" she said startled
How could I forget following her, I could never forget
I can't say that I'll sound like a right idiot I though to myself
Um quick She's looking for a reply umm
"Well yea you're the only person I followed today and let's just say I like your account" i stopped and looked at her "a lot"
She looked like someone had just told her Santa wasn't real, maybe she didn't actually like me and grace was just saying that to make me feel better
"do you have a mirror I could borrow" she asked
I don't know what I was hoping her reaction would be but I don't think it was that
I've never felt like this to be honest, no matter how she looks she's just perfect in every way i though happily
My mind started racing, is she ok? What's wrong?
"I look awful" she said staring at her face
"Na you look beautiful like you always do"
I replied quickly
You know when girls say 'I'm so ugly' they're fishing for compliments but I didn't doubt that she genuinely though she looked bad although I didn't see how that could be possible, even with a bruise on her face
I watched as she looked at her reflection, she started to blink more and her hands were shaking, you could hear hear breath deepen
She fell to the floor
The first thing I though was "Shit Leah, You should have gone to the hospital"
The nurses words were running through my head, what if there was something seriously wrong it could be hurting her more staying than if she got check out. I felt responsible for her.
Of course she protested and said she didn't want to go, she must be nuts but I kind of like that about her. What am I even thinking! She needs to go to hospital
As she grabbed my arm she quietly said "Luke, I'll go later. I'm not missing this"
It was her choice
I sat next to her and pulled her close to me. She laid her hair on my shoulder
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia" she said slowly as she closed her eyes
I could feel her heart beating slower.