My friend has been messaging me all morning asking what the surprise was I kept telling her it's a secret but she won't stop bugging but once she see's what it is she'll shut up she'll probably faint we got to the venue it was very hot I was getting ready for the Hey Violet Hangout my friend was going cause she loves Hey Violet so I'm going to pop in and scare her half of death hehe I'm so evil I walked to their dressing room sneaking pass the boys who were busy being goofs as usual Luke caught my eye so I blew him a quick kiss he blushed a little he's so adorable I giggled and quickly walked away before I was late for the hangout I got to the dressing room and strangely they were all sitting on the couches on their phones "um guys why aren't you up and ready for the hangout?" I asked "we're not doing it today it's too hot" said Nia uh oh my friend is not going to be happy about that "oh ok guess I'll just hang out here than" I said sitting beside Casey pulling my phone out my friend texted me she sounded sad about the hangout time to put my plan into action the boys were doing sound check and Hey Violet were doing nothing so perfect I grabbed a VIP badge and went outside couldn't find her I almost got mobbed but thankfully they left me alone when they saw how scared I was finally I find her "TESS" I yelled she turned around and smiled she ran over to me and hugged me "OMG this day just got better" she said "sorry about the hangout being cancelled but I have something to make it better put this on" I said handing her the badge she went wide eye when she saw it "woah wait a minute what is this?" she asked putting it on "I have a life changing surprise for you this my friend is why every fan should be friends with a 5sos member girlfriend come on" I said taking her hand she ran with me I could tell she was excited we went backstage and went to Hey Violet's dressing room "woah no way I'm meeting Hey Violet after all" she said I smiled "not just meeting them they have half an hour before sound check so you can hang out with them till than" I said her mouth dropped open "no way your the best" she said I smiled and grabbed her hand and walked into the room thankfully they were still there "guys this is my friend Tess she's a huge fan of you guys" I said Tess looked frozen uh oh she than pulled me into a bone crushing hug "your the greatest friend I ever had" she said I smiled "why are you hugging me? go hug Hey Violet" I said she smiled first Rena hugged her, than Miranda hugged her, than Nia hugged her Nia is her favorite I swear she nearly fainted than Casey hugged her she was so happy "well have fun I have sound check now" I said "wait what no don't leave me" Tess begged I rolled my eyes "your be fine just be yourself" I said she sighted and nodded I ran to the stage the boys were just answering fan questions "there she is" said Ashton I rolled my eyes "sorry I'm late Hey Violet held me up" I said and began singing I did 2 songs than answered a few questions with Luke's arm around my shoulders he tried to sneak a kiss but the fans screamed every time so I just rested my head on his shoulder. Sound check ended and I ran back to Hey Violet's dressing room to make sure Tess didn't kidnap them LOL thankfully she didn't Hey Violet left for sound check time for the next surprise "OMG that was amazing thank you so much" Tess said "Well it's not over yet now that you the opening act it's time to meet the headlining act 5sos" I said her eyes widened "Oh my god shut up" she said I nodded grabbed her hand again and off we went to the dressing room "ok before we go in there's a couple rules 1 don't scream, 2 don't ask for a selfie until before you leave" I said she nodded smiling wide I looked through the door to make sure no one was naked didn't look like it I pulled Tess in and this time she froze for sure don't blame her "boys this is Tess she is a huge fan of you guys" I said Tess just starred at them oh boy "she's a little starstruck Tess say something" I said into her ear "Hi OMG this is amazing I'm going to cry" she said I rolled my eyes first Michael hugged terrific her favorite hugged her first like she already wasn't nervous than Ashton hugged her, than Calum hugged her 2nd favorite and finally Luke hugged her than he walked over to me and wrapped his arm around me "wait a minute Tristan your Luke's girlfriend? your the mystery girl" Tess said oh shoot forgot to tell her I'm friends with 5sos oops "surprise I'm sorry I haven't told you till now" I said she just hugged me tight "this is amazing my best friend is dating her dream guy" she said I giggled that is true "I'm your dream guy?" asked Luke I blushed a little "you were now your just my guy" I said he smiled and kissed my cheek "Aww" Tess said well she has recovered I see she told the boys her favorite songs Michael hugged her again stop making her stop breathing LOL sadly the show was about to start so Tess had to go to her seats she hugged me again and than the boys again "guys don't crush her" I said than a security guard took her to her seat Hey Violet were on stage and killing it like always www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9B9mxgc... www.youtube.com/watchv=FciO0B_et... they finished and ran off stage now my turn I sang the same songs as last time I finished the boys were ready for once Luke kissed me and ran on stage first they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbDVI5V0... next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll www.youtube.com/watch?v=2o42RtTx... www.youtube.com/watchv=5QS07phaB... next they sang Disconnected, Long Way Home and Outer Space www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAzCTNrq... www.youtube.com/watchv=oVID9bKOO... www.youtube.com/watchv=9iOlcRihs... next they sang Waste the night and Vapor www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fTbFf_i... www.youtube.com/watchv=WTUb4WACR... next they sang Amnesia and Castaway www.youtube.com/watch?v=xV5r0H1k... www.youtube.com/watchv=uSpMRyAz2... next they sang Jet Black Heart, Ashton talked and it was pretty much the most funny thing of the whole show than they sang Out of my limit OMG www.youtube.com/watchv=Dy3TdO98H... www.youtube.com/watchv=5HN2pvqyY... www.youtube.com/watchv=iZ11tf9f8... next they sang Good Girls and when nobody leaves www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVAzVsQ7... www.youtube.com/watchv=RGF9PFMQ7... next they sang Permeant Vacation and What I like about you www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8vEjHHo... www.youtube.com/watchv=D6kqYQ9cx... next they sang She's Kinda Hot and She Looks so Perfect www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKa6a3OT... www.youtube.com/watchv=fUDppek2S... they did the final bow and ran off stage we got back on the bus next stop Holmdel. We got to the venue Luke would not stop kissing my cheek for some odd reason it was nice but annoying "Luke I love you and all but please stop kissing my cheek" I said to him he pouted "but I love kissing you" he said this time I blushed "Aw your cute" I said "your cuter" he said nuzzling his head in my neck seriously can he be any cuter "gross can you two stop being lovely dovely please?" asked Ashton Luke shook his head no and nuzzled it into my neck again "Ha stop it that tickles and feels weird" I said he chuckled than a phone vibrated it was mine but it was on the table "Luke pass me my phone please?" I asked he smiled and leaned forward when he did I scooted closer and rested my head on his stomach he handed me my phone and wrapped his arm around me tightly I began looking at my phone I caught him looking at my phone "Luke no peeking" I said "I wasn't peeking" he said "liar" I said he looked all innocent he's adorable I snuggled more into him my phone went off cause my sister was bugging me again ever since me and Luke got back together she's been bugging me about him "ugh my sister is annoying" I said putting my phone down Luke chuckled and kissed my head "she's annoying cause she loves you so just like my brother" Luke said I giggled Luke's brother has been on tour for a little bit it hasn't been so bad but I can tell Luke's annoyed with him suddenly Hey Violet came in the room "Tristan time for the hangout" said Nia I sighted now they do a hangout "ugh fine just let me get my shoes on Luke release me" I said to him he pouted at me "let go or no kiss for you" I threated he quickly let go "thank you" I said grabbing my phone got my shoes on and blew a kiss to Luke he caught it and held to his heart I giggled the hangout started and they sang I can feel it and a couple of new songs www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQeGX9zJ... the hangout ended and we drove the golf card well one of them Ashton and Calum were on the other one doing god knows what and speak of the devils here they come now I caught Nia smiling a little oh man time for me to play matchmaker "Hey T there you are Luke's looking for you" said Ashton I rolled my eyes "that boy can't get enough of me anymore" I said "want us to give you a ride?" asked Calum ooh that gives me a idea "ok sure Nia come with me" I said before she could protest I grabbed her and pulled her onto the cart "hold on we're not very good at this yet" said Ashton oh boy I'm going to regret this I looked at Calum and he was looking at Nia but turning away when she looked at him seriously go out already we waved at some fans they pretty much had a heart attack we finally got to the bus I hopped off the cart I was a little wobbly "ok remind me to never let you guys drive a car" I said they chuckled than they drove off Nia got to the front beside Calum Aw adorable "Luke" I called out when I got on the bus I find him in his bunk "Hey babe I missed you" he said I rolled my eyes "seriously that's why you need me I was so close to getting Nia and Calum together" I said hopping onto the bunk Luke wrapped his arm around my shoulders "what you mean get Nia and Calum together?" he asked "come on haven't you noticed that whenever their together Calum is happier than usual they like each other their just too scared to admit it" I said Luke sighted "babe maybe they don't want to cause drama remember all the stuff that happened when we got together" he said I sighted I got a lot of hate I almost left him cause I couldn't take it but it soon calmed down and everyone accepted me "yeah but Hey Violet fans are 5sos fans too so Nia shouldn't get that much hate come on imagine Calum with a girlfriend" I said Luke chuckled "enough with matchmaking just cuddle me I just survived a morning with my mum" he said uh oh that can't be good I snuggled into him. Finally it was show time Hey Violet were on stage me and Michael were watching they were killing it like always they were singing a new song called Brand new moves, Makeup and Guys My Age www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WfmSnwO... www.youtube.com/watch?v=VP5EuAdu... www.youtube.com/watchv=IJsaINUj8... they finished and ran off stage now my turn I grabbed the mic and took a deep breath than yelled into the mic "HELLO HOLMDEL" the crowd screamed and I ran on stage I changed the setlist a little I walked to a keyboard and sang a new song called The Me That You Don't See ( pretend that's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYSEMugn... next I sang a cover called All About you (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA1ZmHib... next I sang another cover of one of my favorite Avril Lavgine called When Your Gone (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovMQZqc2... I finished and bowed the boys were getting ready "um where's Ashton and Calum?" I asked Michael suddenly my phone vibrated I looked at it "oh find them" I said showing Michael the video of them being idiots on the golf cart www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0dKnSo4... Luke came over and watched too he wrapped his arm around my shoulders finally they arrived tired but arrived they got changed and were ready for the show Luke kissed my cheek and ran on stage first they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UKVpxdn... next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMwmbEwp... www.youtube.com/watchv=MQQOfebzn... next they sang Disconnected and Outer Space www.youtube.com/watch?v=PICfkGx4... www.youtube.com/watchv=MUpwK2j7P... next they sang Long Way Home and Waste the night www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDqgpqeD... www.youtube.com/watchv=TwuDovDTY... next they sang Vapor and Amnesia www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFsFyw-0... www.youtube.com/watchv=zgKKMYxd8... www.youtube.com/watchv=1zqieetko... next they sang Castaway and Jet Black Heart www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdUFWBsK... next they sang End Up Here and Good Girls www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaHmqiNj... www.youtube.com/watchv=b3iQ0nU8V... next they sang a song called Holmdel Feels like home than Permeant Vacation and What I like about you www.youtube.com/watchv=AzlWaVMvI... part 2 www.youtube.com/watchv=KxJqPmHmG... www.youtube.com/watchv=nZDPJyEaC... next they sang She Kinda's Hot and She Looks so perfect finally www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0GnhDeE... they bowed and ran off stage we got back on the bus the next show was going to be amazing cause 1 it's in my hometown 2 my family is coming and 3 I'm performing for millions of fans so excited. I woke up and we were almost in Toronto Yay I'm home I looked out the window "Hello Toronto how I missed you" I said the boys chuckled "don't laugh I missed this city" I defended myself Luke wrapped his arm around my shoulders I been on the phone to find out who in my family is coming to the show I know my mom is my dad's not suddenly my phone rang it was my mom wanting to FaceTime I accepted "Hey Mom" I said "Hey Sweetie just wanted to tell you that Alex, Aunty Jane , Aunty Eve, Shawn, Marla and Kara and grandma are coming tonight" she said What all of them terrific "awesome can't wait for you guys to meet the boys" I said "speaking of boys how's Luke?" my mom asked I looked at Luke and he was blushing a little "he's fine you made him blush just now" I said "BABE" whined Luke "oh hush it's adorable" I said he stuck his tongue out at me I rolled my eyes "I'm dating a 5 year old" I said my mom laughed "well better go get ready for the long drive love you sweetie see you soon" my mom said "bye mom love you too" I said hanging up I let out a huge sigh "great not only am I performing for my country but my family is going to be there plus my baby cousin" I said "Yay a baby" cheered Michael I rolled my eyes at him I'm suddenly nervous we walked outside for a little bit and met some fans I tried to smile but my mind was on the show and my family are they going to like Luke now? or still hate him for what he did to me? "Earth to T?" asked Luke I quickly "what oh sorry Luke must of zoned out" I said he looked concerned "are you ok babe?" he asked "I'm fine" I said "liar I can tell when your lying" he said dang it why must he know me so well "I'm just nervous about the show my family is going to be there" I said well it was half the truth "your be fine" he said wrapping his arms around me I hugged him tightly "Aww" said the fans "oh great they saw" I said "well since they saw already I can do this" Luke said before I could ask his lips were on mine "Awww" said the fans he pulled away I giggled "oh Luke" I said he grabbed my hand and kissed it I blushed how can anyone hate this boy? We went to the venue my mom texted saying they should be there soon oh joy "babe calm down why are you so scared?" Luke asked we were sitting in the dressing room on the couch I had my head on Luke's chest and his arms were around me I sighted "I'm worried that my family still hasn't forgiven you for what you did" I said "oh I see" he said looking away "if your thinking I would dump you for my family your crazy I love you more than anything" I said Luke looked at me and sighted "but you knew your family longer than me" he said I lifted my head off his chest put my hands on his cheeks and made him look at me "Luke your my world now yes I love my family but they been controlling my life for years I was trapped until I met you and the boys I escaped my family and now my life is more amazing than I could ever imagine I don't care what my family says I love you and never leaving you" I said suddenly there were lips on mine "I kiss love kiss you kiss so kiss much kiss" Luke said I smiled and snuggled into him "love you too" I said suddenly Ashton came in the room "Tristan your family is here oh and Luke time for sound check the private one" he said Luke groaned and I sighted "here goes nothing" I said standing up Luke pulled me into a hug and kissed me again I walked away from him time to face my family I walked to the entrance of the venue their were fans in line for sound check I waved to them they waved back and smiled at me I saw my family and there's a lot more people than my mom said all my cousins were here with their kids and my 3 aunts "EVERYONE OVER HERE" I yelled they turned around and smiled I ran over to them the first person to hug me was my 7 year old cousin Chris "Hi Chris" I said hugging him he snuggled his head into my chest than I hugged my aunt and my cousins Paul, Jen and Stephanie than hugged my other aunt and my other cousin Bobbi and her son JR "Hey Buddy my goodness your big" I said than I hugged my other aunt and my cousin Shawn and his wife Marla and held their daughter Kara "you get cuter every time I see you" I said kissing her cheek she smiled I finally hugged my grandma, my sister and my mom "hey sweetie where's Luke?" she asked oh boy so it's start "he's private soundchecking at the moment than it's time for the sound check party" I said she nodded "come on guys I'll give you the tour follow me" I said grabbing a scooter "um sweetie that looks dangerous" my mom said oh great "don't worry I'm carful besides this the fun way to get around the venue follow me" I said scooting away I showed them Catering, the gym and finally the dressing room "well that's the tour" I said parking the scooter "wow for once your not clumsy" said my sister I glared at her "well when you live with 4 boys who like to do stupid things you become brave very quickly" I said "not dangerous things right?" asked my grandma "um no not dangerous just stupid" I said not wanting to give my grandma a heart attack "ok time for sound check" I said scooting away again we got to the backstage "ok you guys wait here" I said grabbing my mic I ran onto the stage "oh here she is now" said Michael I rolled my eyes "sorry I'm late I was showing my family around" I said "oh great your family here's good luck Luke" said Calum Luke glared at him I giggled and rested my head on his shoulder I sang 2 songs and answered some fan questions the boys than sang a song Luke held me close to him during the whole thing I looked at my family I couldn't tell if they were happy or mad oh boy sound check ended and we walked off stage Luke wrapped his arm around my shoulders here it comes "boys meet my family please behave yourselves" I said "Hey hurtful" said Michael I giggled "that's the 5 year old" I said my cousins and sister laughed Michael pouted and ran off "I'll go calm down the drama queen" said Ashton and ran off Calum followed leaving just Luke here goes nothing "guys this is Luke my boyfriend" I said Luke just smiled that smile that makes everyone go crazy "is he the one that cheated on you?" asked my grandma "GRANDMA he doesn't like to be reminded of that and I have forgiven him" I said Luke looked sad now terrific "um Luke why don't you go to the dressing room I'll meet you there later" I said he nodded and kissed my cheek but he quickly whispered in my ear "I love you" "I love you too" I said back not whispering he left "look I have forgiven Luke it was a year ago I'm over it please don't make Luke think I'll dump him" I said "you should" said my cousin I sighted "I'm not we're closer than ever I love him so much you guys can't make me dump him" I said getting angry now "I can't deal with this right now I'll take you guys to Luke's family and you tell them how much you don't like their son" I said grabbing my scooter and scooting away I knew this would happen I took them to Liz and Liz could tell I wasn't happy "talk to them" I begged she nodded and I scooted over to the dressing room needed to see Luke I ran in and find him on couch looking sad "oh Luke" I said sitting beside him he didn't look at me "please look at me" I begged feeling tears forming he looked at me and said the one thing I feared "your family hates me you should too" he said sounding sad I scooted closer to him and pulled his face close to mine "Luke Hemmings I could never hate you no matter what who cares what my family thinks I love you so much it hurts" I said Luke looked at me and pulled me into a passionate kiss I kissed back we pulled apart and he rested his four head on mine "I was hoping you would say that I love you more than anything and your right who cares what your family thinks I love you so much" he said I smiled and rested my head on his chest not letting him go until the show started. It was show time now my family were still talking to Liz the kids all went to the hotel to sleep cause Michael tired them out comes in handle to have a best friend who's a child LOL right now I was watching Hey Violet killing it like always www.youtube.com/watchv=QhL_jtr_g... next they sang a new song which is one of my new favourites by them www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG1XqlcJ... www.youtube.com/watchv=dR-cFyr2I... During I Can Feel It my family came over to me again "T your boyfriends mom is so sweet and she really loves Luke" said my grandma "of course she does she's his mom and Luke's her baby boy" I said "well if he's anything like his mom he's a keeper" said my aunt Hey Violet finished and came off stage I grabbed my mic and took a deep breath the boys and Hey Violet were going to be watching Luke walked over and hugged me "you got this babe" he said I smiled "thanks Lukey I don't know if I could do this without you" I said he smiled and kissed my head I took another deep breath and yelled into my mic "TORONTO" the whole theatre went crazy I ran onto the stage "Hello Canada are you ready lets do this" I yelled the music started and I started singing a song I wrote just for these 2 Canadian shows No Place Like Home ( pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYwj22Yc... next I walked to the keyboard and sang The Me that you don't see (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watchv=OYSEMugn... next I sang a cover called All About you (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA1ZmHib... I finished and took the mic into my hands "ok these next 2 songs are covers their bye one of my favorite Canadian singers her name is Avril Lavigne" I said the whole place went crazy "I remember being a little kid and listening to her music all the time with my sisters I never understood what her songs were about but now I do this next song is about your soul mate it's called When Your Gone sing along if you know it" I said took a deep breath and started (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovMQZqc2... I finished "now this last song is my number one favorite song by Avril it's called Complicated sing along if you know it here we go I took another deep breath but before I started another singing voice was singing I knew the voice suddenly the crowd screamed loudly I turned around and I nearly fainted the person singing was non other than Avril Lavigne herself I couldn't believe my eyes I just watched her singing than she walked over to me grabbed my hand and told me to sing "Somebody else round everyone else Your watching your back like you can't relax You're trying to be cool You look like a fool to me" she sang the next part I just starred at her like how is she here right now? she grabbed my hand again and I sang the next part " You come over unannounced Dressed up like you're somethin' else Where you are ain't where it's at You see you're making me" she sang the next part and wrapped her arm around me oh my god Avril Lavigne is holding me than I sang the next part " Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else Gets me frustrated Life's like this You, you fall and you crawl and you break And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it" we both sang the No No No"s it felt so amazing she sang the next part than I sang " Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else Gets me frustrated Life's like this You, you fall and you crawl and you break And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it" we both sang the No No's again she sang the final part than the last second we both sang No No we finished and we hugged "Oh my god um I'm speechless at the moment but thank you Toronto I'm a proud Canadian living her dream I love you guys enjoy the show 5sos should be on soon good night" I said bowing I ran off stage and started breathing heavily "babe you ok?" asked Luke I nodded "yeah I just sang with my favorite singer ever no biggie" I said he smiled Avril was standing beside me "Oh my god that was amazing thank you so much" I said she smiled and hugged me "don't thank me thank your friends they invited me" she said I smiled of course they did she left and turned the boys "ok who's idea was it?" I asked they all pointed to Luke shocker "I wanted to make this show the best one yet" he said I ran over to him and smashed our lips together I pulled away smiling "your best boyfriend ever" I said he blushed and kissed my head than he had to get ready to perform they were all set to go on stage than they did Luke blew me a kiss I giggled they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody www.youtube.com/watchv=iYbRlS5jF... next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZav4KtJ... www.youtube.com/watchv=_eOClMBAQ... next they sang Don't Stop and Disconnected www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOTMe-J3... www.youtube.com/watchv=JRDPL5nZ7... next they sang Long Way Home and Outer Space https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIGMm-1A0lM&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=1 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=MNHHASzCNw&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Waste the night, Michael his sweet message than sang Vapor https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz94ttvZXlc&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qdsW2maSTQ&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=P-JoCcrXuXo&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang Amnesia, Michael was being crazy as usual than sang Castaway https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJydV-QhKE8&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YjpCOrbm_Y&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=xEjjNIMqXc&index=6&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Jet Black Heart well Michael stood there for 3 minutes starring at the crowd "why is he just standing there?" asked my sister "cause he wants to hear all the fans screaming sometimes he cries" I said the other boys ran back on stage Luke stopped and kissed me sweetly and ran on stage "he always sneaks up on me" I said my sister laughed now they sang Jet Black Heart and than they did the hug cam https://www.youtube.com/watchv=4kR8phHDboc&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=y_0yxcwOgUo&index=3&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=BkaPmPj77Rg&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=1 next they sang End Up Here and did stupid stuff/ songs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W38una796hQ&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=uxMEp2Z9q0k&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang Permeant Vacation and What I like about you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDHdtANrr-w&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=DCedbWBSA9s&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang She's Kinda hot and She Looks so perfect finally https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiOegm5XClU&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=aT4nIlwr89c&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O they bowed and ran off stage time to say bye to my family "I'll meet you on the bus Lukey there's something I have to do first" I said he nodded knowing what I had to do he kissed my head and smiled at me I blushed he left to shower here goes nothing I saw my family "hoped you guys enjoyed the show" I said "it was interesting and very fun" said my aunt I nodded "those guys know how to put on a good show which one of reasons why I love them" I said "sweetie look we all just think you shouldn't be with Luke right now" said my mom ok that's it "I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK I KNOW YOU WANT TO PROTECT ME BUT I CAN LOOK AFTER MYSELF I WOULDN'T BE WITH LUKE IF I DIDN'T TRUST HIM I DO TRUST HIM SEE THIS BRACLET HE GAVE IT TO ME WHEN WE GOT BACK TOGETHER ITS A PROMISE THAT NO MATTER WHAT HE WOULD NEVER STOP LOVING ME HE'S MY MAN I'M NEVER LEAVING HIM SO YOU GUYS BETTER START RESPECTING HIM CAUSE I'M NEVER LEAVING HIS OR THE BOYS SIDES THEIR MY FAMILY" I said my family all looked shocked "I better get back to the bus" I said grabbing my bag and walked away as I got to the bus I felt tears in my eyes I got on the bus lucky the boys weren't on it I got in my bunk and started crying my family were texting and calling me but I ignored them why can't they just support me I decided to watch the latest tour diary https://www.youtube.com/watchv=z3uyKG7IEUM&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O as I watched it all the memories came back and I started crying again "T are you ok?" asked a voice it was Calum he opened the curtain "Hey Cal I'm fine" I said sniffing and whipping the tears "liar I'm guessing the talk with your family didn't go well" he said I nodded "Well come on we can cuddle until Luke's get here besides you and I never cuddle anymore" he said pouting I couldn't but giggle "Haha alright we're cuddle Cal" I said getting up he pulled me to the couch and pulled me down with him he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and I rested my head on his shoulder I miss cuddling with Calum he's so soft and cuddly he may look tough but he's soft like a teddy bear "thanks Cal I needed this" I said still feeling sad "hey anything for my best friend" he said smiling his smile is so cute I wanted to ask about Nia but I was too sad to play matchmaker "your my bestie too Cal" I said kissing his cheek he blushed Aw adorable suddenly Luke came on the bus "there you are babe what's wrong?" he asked why must he know me so well "nothing just the talk with my family didn't end well" I said I was pulled up and had arms around me tightly I snuggled into him "don't worry we're get your mind off it" he whispered in my ear making me shiver I got into my PJ's and watched a movie with my 4 best friends in my boyfriends arms my phone kept vibrating but I ignored it I'm with my new family. The next morning before we left for Montreal we all had breakfast at a little café it was fun and made me feel so much happier Luke held my hand under the table and every now and than he would rub my leg with his thumb he just loves to torture me we finished up said bye to Hey Violet until the show tonight and got back on the bus Luke pulled me to his bunk hopped on and patted the spot beside his I giggled and hopped on too he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head "have you heard from your family?" he asked I looked at him and nodded "yes but I haven't responded yet" I said "you need to talk to them babe you can't avoid them forever" he said "sure I can cause their not my family anymore you are" I said snuggling into him "babe their the people that raised you from a baby" he said "but they don't like you" I said he sighted "I know and I don't blame them I would hate me too but their your family they can't hate me forever" he said I sighted "you don't know them like I do trust me when they hate someone it lasts for years" I said he sighted "ok than but babe you need your family when this is your job I don't know what I would do without my family their the reason why I'm so grounded" he said ok he got me "fine before the show tonight I'll text my mom but she says one bad thing about you I'm deleting her number" I said he chuckled and kissed my nose I snuggled into him and difted off to sleep. We arrived in Montreal 3 hours later traffic was awful we were almost late to sound check but thankfully we made it with 10 minutes to spare the boys went to do their private sound check and I went to Hey Violet's unplugged they were singing I Can Feel it when I got there https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Scg-yoO4x6k&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdwhou1hiTLBFtYfC1JnBqVg&index=919 next they sang all we ever wanted https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlYZWmDi_ac&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdwhou1hiTLBFtYfC1JnBqVg&index=920 the hangout ended "Hey T how are you feeling after yesterday?" asked Miranda "fine I might text my mom before the show tonight but I don't know" I said "you should" said Nia I sighted "I really don't want to they don't improve of Luke so why should I care?" I asked "cause she's still your mom" said Rena I sighted "that's exactly what Luke said" I said this is not working out the way I wanted the show started and I was watching Hey Violet with my phone tightly in my hands https://www.youtube.com/watchv=6fQNyv_6Mhg&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdwhou1hiTLBFtYfC1JnBqVg&index=921 I opened up a text message and began typing hey mom I'm alive don't worry I had my finger on the send button Hey Violet finished mine turn I hit send put my phone down grabbed my mic and yelled into it "MONTREAL" the whole place went crazy I ran onto stage I sang the same songs as last night ( pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYwj22Yc... next I walked to the keyboard and sang The Me that you don't see (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watchv=OYSEMugn... next I sang a cover called All About you (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA1ZmHib... I took the mic into my hands "these next 2 songs are ones I always wanted to sing if I became famous their by Avril Lavigne this first one is called When Your Gone sing along if you know it" I said took a deep breath and started (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovMQZqc2... I finished "now this last song is my number one favorite song by Avril it's called Complicated now last night I sang this and I nearly fainted so before I sing look around and make sure their are no surprises ok we're good sing along if you know it (pretend it's me) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2Tt7BhjwqM I finished and ran off stage checked my phone no new messages terrific now their ignoring me focus on the show that will cheer me up the boys got ready Luke kissed me sweetly "you ok?" he asked "yeah I'm fine go out there and kill it I love you" I said he smiled and kissed me again "love you too" he mumbled against my lips I giggled and pushed him to the stage first they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIXdpcVGhWw&index=1&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR59Wxdzles&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=qvemhK3Q6yg&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang Don't Stop and Disconnected https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4B84CNMZEo4&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang Long Way Home and Outer Space https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpynn4I2Afw&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=P5XVHvhFq54&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Waste the night and Michael his cute speech and than sang Vapor https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhjI7Le4sWk&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbDasscpKAw&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=SqgY7yWf9bU&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Amnesia and Castaway https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQkx1OTIm4U&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watchv=_UAr1H51Xqg&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Jet Black Heart and Michael got emotional again and than they sang End Up Here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2Eo8rIccsI&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIPPQiDGrxU&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=MwqtCROu43E&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O next they sang Good Girls and a Simply Plan cover not a huge fan of them but that song was good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wavx24hYarM&index=2&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYktp4QNJEk&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang Permeant Vacation and What I like about you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TKEBZ1sqXU&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=5DlyqVRzgoA&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 next they sang She's Kinda Hot and finally She Looks so perfect https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gxv3SExJudM&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watchv=QlEcWbYObVo&list=PLvYWxnxiDCdxfSElZK6nmwfbpq6HQXy2O&index=2 they bowed and ran off stage we got back on the bus next stop New York for the biggest show of the entire tour Madison Square Garden Oh Boy.
Madison Square Garden/ dream come true, Luke's birthday/ Camden
We got to New York and I can't tell if the boys are excited or nervous about tonight Hey Violet is nervous me I'm both excited and nervous mostly nervous though Luke and I decided to take a walk to clear our heads before tonight we held hands and once in awhile he would kiss my head "are you excited for tonight Luke?" I asked he shrugged "I'm not sure I'm excited that we're performing in our dream venue but nervous cause we're performing in our dream venue" he said I chuckled "that made no sense it's ok babe you have every right to be nervous this is the biggest show of the tour I'm here for you like your here for me when I'm nervous" I said Luke smiled and kissed my cheek we continued to walk as we got close to the venue I felt Luke grip my hand tighter than his phone vibrated he looked at it but what I saw on a billboard in front of us was much more amazing "um Luke you might want to look up" I said he didn't look up I groaned and grabbed his phone out of his hands "Hey what gives babe?" he asked trying to get his phone back "look at that billboard in front of us" I said he looked up and his mouth dropped open the billboard had 5 seconds of summer Madison square garden sold out tonight with special guests Hey Violet and Tristan Brown on it "woah we're on a billboard we're on a billboard" said Luke smiling like a idiot he picked me up and spun me around I was shocked and screamed a little he put me down and hugged me than whispered in my ear "can I have my phone back?" than kissed my ear sending shivers down my spine thank god his birthday is tomorrow I don't know how much longer I can resist this feeling I'm having I handed him his phone back than kissed his cheek I took a picture of the billboard and posted it on my snapchat and Instagram we decided to go back to the hotel to rest up before the show. I tried to nap but Luke kept pacing around the room guess he was nervous after all "Luke I'm guessing your nervous?" I asked "whatever gave you that idea?" he asked "cause your pasing come here" I said patting the spot beside me he came over and lied down pulling me to him "you have nothing to be scared about you and the boys are going to kill it like you always do you worked for this since you were 14 years old and posted covers on youtube" I said he looked at me and smiled "your right this is my dream thanks babe your the best" he said pulling me closer to him I put my head on his chest and looked at him "anything for my boy" I said leaning down and kissed him he kissed back he put me on the bed and hovered over me not breaking the kiss he began leaving kisses on my neck I let out a little moan "I love you" Luke said taking a breath and looking at me "I love you too" I said wrapping my arms around his neck smashing our lips together again our make out session got a little bit more heated Luke took his shirt off which made my insides go crazy god he's hot right before it could go any farther a phone started ringing Luke groaned it was his "why does this always happens whenever we're so close to making love" he complained I faked a smile it will happen sooner than he thinks he looked at his phone and his eyes widened "Crap sound check starts in a hour" he said hopping off me and the bed I shot up and ran to my case shoot this is one of those times where Luke can't be late. Thankfully Luke wasn't late for sound check thank god and bye the way the sound check party was one of best all the boys were smiling, laughing and just being happy I love when their like this tonight is going to be epic. Right now we were in the dressing room just chilling the tension was so high right now I was snuggled into Luke trying to calm him and still his heart was beating so fast in my ear as I had my head on his chest finally it was time to get ready and just sitting watching them all I could feel their nerves shocking I wasn't nervous at all finally it was show time Hey Violet were ready to go on stage I could tell they were scared "you guys got this don't worry just think of it as a regular show" I said "yeah a sold out regular show their must be like thousands of people out there" said Miranda "well this is the biggest venue ever" I said "not helping T" said Rena "sorry" I said they got ready did their huddled and looked at me I gave them a thumbs up the boys suddenly came running over as soon as Hey Violet walked on stage Luke wrapped his arms around me I leaned against him as I watched my best friends perform at MSG first they sang Fugboi/ All We Ever wanted and Don't Let me down www.youtube.com/watchv=VF_sCmXxO... www.youtube.com/watchv=M4wUBkf26... next they sang Makeup and lastly Guys my Age www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3x8OH34... www.youtube.com/watchv=ImyAvO0rZ... they finished and came off stage Rena hugged me tightly and I noticed Calum was the first person Nia hugged seriously they couldn't be any cuter now my turn everyone was going to watch including Luke's family and Michael's aunt terrific I grabbed my mic everyone gave me hugs for good luck Luke kissed me sweetly "I love you" he said making my heart jump "love you too Luke" I said and took a deep breath and screamed "Hello MSG" into the mic that made the whole place go wild I ran on stage and walked to the piano everyone screamed "this first song I wrote 2 months ago it's called you set me free" I said and began playing www.youtube.com/watchv=odNdSaKDe... ( pretend it's me) I finished and everyone cheered I looked to the side the boys and Hey Violet were all cheering and filming I smiled I stood and took the mic in my hands "this next song I wrote last year while I was going through a hard time when you hear the lyrics your probably have a idea what it is it's called Wasting All these tears on you" I said began singing www.youtube.com/watchv=rZA_hhBsd... (pretend it's me) I let a huge note and finished everyone cheered for me "these last 3 songs are covers I love doing covers and their fun so this first one is called Surrender sing a long if you know it ( pretend it's me ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dFHAeel... everyone cheered when I stopped "this next one is called Bring me to Life sing a long with me (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmnut7mY... I finished and everyone cheered again I drank some water "This last song is by one of my favorite singers Carrie Underwood I sang it at a audition and it got through to next round it's called Look at me sing along if you know it the music started and I took a deep breath (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=68uVVRtE... I finished and everyone cheered I bowed "thank MSG this has been one of the best nights of my life now sit tight 5sos should be on soon good night" I yelled and ran off stage but the boys were no where to be find "um where are they?" I asked they just remembered they have a radio interview and a phone interview" said Nia "seriously are they ever on time" I said and ran to the dressing room I heard laughing so they must be on the phone so I decided to listen and boy was it funny I nearly peed myself www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCbgcBzZ... part 2 www.youtube.com/watchv=4PSDTBWvK... next I heard talking again but it didn't sound like a phone I opened the door and they were all wearing ghostbusters costumes "um nice outfits guys" I said Luke smiled when he saw me he grabbed my hand and pulled me onto his lap and the chat started it was fun and funny www.youtube.com/watchv=q1rPhpol1... finally it was time for them to go on stage Luke kissed my head and smiled "you got this Luke" I said he smiled and winked I blushed and he ran on stage Liz stood beside me with a huge smile on my face "that's my baby" she said she looked so proud of her son I smiled "he made it Liz he really made it" I said she smiled and wrapped her arm around my shoulder first they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqE3Lfu4... next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNRki1qD... www.youtube.com/watchv=SYKpNWGCT... next they sang Don't Stop and Disconnected www.youtube.com/watch?v=FN5cEV15... www.youtube.com/watchv=AYSXcnbHI... next they sang Long way Home and Outerspace www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnO6HrhP... www.youtube.com/watchv=UQ2YB3qoW... next they sang Waste the night and Vapor www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9tnw9sO... www.youtube.com/watchv=wTvnOAz_8... next they sang Amnesia and Castaway www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6vT7_jn... www.youtube.com/watchv=K1ANN7ymQ... next they sang Jet Black Heart and End Up Here www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MYPjRkF... www.youtube.com/watchv=M7S1pYrQw... next they sang Good Girls and their new song Girl Talk Boys www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcFeJmu5... www.youtube.com/watchv=mmq8gG1TG... during that song Luke played the piano "Liz your son is trying to kill me" I said she chuckled "he wouldn't do that to the girl he loves more than anything" she said I blushed next they sang Permeant Vacation and What I like about you www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtECSBKi... www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGpOT-NY... lastly they sang She Looks so perfect www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ttlFKG_... they bowed and came off stage Liz ran to Luke and hugged him Aw how cute I waited for him to walk over to me but instead he walked away what? Liz looked at me and shrugged I quickly ran after him "Luke wait up" I yelled he turned to me he didn't smile he looked sad "Hey what's wrong you just performed the best show ever?" I said reaching for his hands he pulled away what's wrong with him "who's that song about?" he asked in a low voice I was confused what song was he oh Wasting all these tears on you I was afraid he would ask might as well be honest "it's about you cheating on me and me being mad and hurt" I said "so you are still hurt even after you said you weren't you lied to me" he said walking away "Luke" I yelled grabbing his hand "I was hurt and mad when I wrote it but I'm not anymore I'm not lying please believe me?" I asked feeling tears foaming "I wish I could but I can't I'm sorry I ruined us you deserve better" wait is he dumping me? "no don't say that" I said grabbing his hand "I love you more than anything Luke I don't deserve better cause there is no better your it your who I been waiting for please don't do this" I begged tears falling he was about to cry he kissed my four head and walked away what just happened?
God I'm a idiot what did I just do? I walked to the dressing room but decided to talk to my parents first "Hey Sweetie what's the matter?" asked mum "I think I just dumped Tristan" I said looking down "what why?" asked mum "cause I'm a idiot it's cause of that song she wrote about her being hurt after I cheated" I said my mum seemed to understand "sweetie you love her right?" she asked I quickly nodded "yes of course" I said "do you see you guys together forever having a family growing old?" she asked I nodded again "than there's your answer don't let this song get in the way of your happiness Luke" mum said she was right what was I thinking? "your right I gotta find her" I said running away before walking back and kissing my mum's cheek "thanks mum what would I do without you?" I asked she chuckled "go find your girl" she said I ran to the dressing room please be in there I ran inside "hey mate there you are making out with Tristan out there" teased Calum I frowned "no have you guys seen her?" I asked begging "not since we got off stage why?" asked Ashton "I may have overreacted about that song she wrote and dumped her" I said the boys eyes widened "YOU WHAT?" asked Michael "I was a idiot and didn't mean a thing of it now I gotta find her before she leaves tour or something and we never see her again" I said running out of the room maybe she's with Hey Violet I ran to their dressing room knocked on the door "Hey Luke" said Casey "is Tristan here?" I asked begging "no but we heard her crying and running towards the buses" said Nia oh great I made her cry I'm such a bad boyfriend "thanks" I said running to the buses please be on there I got to the bus ran up the stairs and I heard crying yes that's her man even her cry is adorable no not now Luke get her back first sure enough she was there packing a bag oh no "what are you doing?" I asked she looked at me with tears in her eyes "leaving since you don't love me anymore" she said choking back tears that's it I pulled her by the arm and smashed my lips onto hers I thought she would of pulled away and smack me but instead she kissed back hard I pushed her against the wall she wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me closer we pulled away for air I rested my four head on hers "I love you I love you I love you" I said she smiled "I love you too and I understand why you feel that way about the song I'm not singing it again" she said I shook my head "no sing it it's a amazing song I overreacted but after talking to my mum I realized you did write it when you were sad but your not anymore and you have forgiven me and love me more than anything" I said she smiled her cute smile and pulled me into a hug I wrapped my arms around her not letting go we pulled apart smiling at each other we ended up staying in all night cuddling and kissing not leaving each others arms I almost lost her again not making that mistake ever again.
After mine and Luke's little episode we haven't left each others sides I actually think us almost breaking up again actually bought us closer than we were before I am still a little mad that he overreacted over a song but it's so hard to stay mad at a boy that makes my heart melt with a smile anyway today is Luke's birthday and knowing the 3 trouble makers their going to wake both of us up in 3,2,1 "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE" they screamed Luke groaned and pulled me closer to him "go away idiots" he muttered into my neck giving me goosebumps I giggled and sat up "wake up Luke it may be your birthday but there's a show today" I said he groaned but sat up and smiled at me "morning beautiful" he said pulling me into him I smiled "morning handsome" I said he pulled me into a kiss "hey what about us?" whined Michael Luke groaned "shut up it's my birthday I'm allowed to kiss my girlfriend" he said and kissed me again the others groaned "we came to wish our best friend happy birthday and he rather make out with his girlfriend" said Calum I chuckled "Luke say thank you" I said he groaned jumped up and pulled all three of them into a hug "I love you guys" he said Aw cute "ok now go so we can make out more" he said I blushed "no Luke I have to shower no more making out" I said getting out off the bunk Luke pouted "but babe it's my birthday" he whined I giggled he's such a child "I know and we have all day and night to make out but I need to shower go spend time with your best friends" I said pushing him away he groaned but nodded kissed my head and left the room I shook my head and walked to the bathroom I took my PJ's off and grabbed into the tub turned the water on and had a nice hot shower I grabbed out dried myself than wrapped my towel around me I brushed my teeth and my hair I opened the door peeked out to make sure no boys were in the room it was safe I went to my suitcase and grabbed a outfit decided to wear my very first 5sos shirt I love it reminds me of my fan girl days I put a bra on than the shirt put some shorts on I'll change into a nicer outfit when I perform tonight I put a little bit of perfume on not much than put my braces on ugh than finally the bracelet and ring Luke gave me I wear them everyday their so beautiful and remind me how much Luke cares and loves me I checked myself in the mirror than heard yelling in the front lounge oh boy I hopped off my bunk I'm getting good at not falling and walked to the front lounge and all 4 boys were laughing their heads off "boys enough with the laughing it's too early" I said they all looked at me and smiled "nice shirt T" said Calum I blushed "thanks it was the first one I got when I became a 5sos fan" I said Luke grabbed my hand pulled me onto his lap since it was his birthday I didn't complain I snuggled into him and he kissed my head. It was show time right now Hey Violet were on stage I was watching with Calum beside me with his arm around my shoulders they were singing a Justin Bieber cover www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJpYNt1T... they finished and ran off stage now it was mine turn I grabbed my Mic took a deep breath here goes nothing I yelled into the Mic "Hello Camden" I screamed into the mic the entire place screamed I ran onto stage took a deep breath here I go I walked to the piano and began playing www.youtube.com/watchv=odNdSaKDe... ( pretend it's me) I finished and everyone cheered I looked to the side the boys and Hey Violet were all cheering and filming I smiled I stood and took the mic in my hands "this next song I wrote last year while I was going through a hard time when you hear the lyrics your probably have a idea what it is it's called Wasting All these tears on you" I said began singing www.youtube.com/watchv=rZA_hhBsd... (pretend it's me) I let a huge note and finished everyone cheered for me "these last 3 songs are covers I love doing covers and their fun so this first one is called Surrender sing a long if you know it ( pretend it's me ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dFHAeel... everyone cheered when I stopped "this next one is called Bring me to Life sing a long with me (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmnut7mY... I finished and everyone cheered again I drank some water "This last song is by one of my favorite singers Carrie Underwood I sang it at a audition and it got through to next round it's called Look at me sing along if you know it the music started and I took a deep breath (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=68uVVRtE... I finished and everyone cheered I bowed "Thanks Camden see you all next time 5sos should be on in 20 minutes enjoy the show" I said everyone cheered I ran off stage Luke hugged me that reaction was much better than the last one we pulled away and he kissed my head than got ready Luke kissed my cheek and ran on stage wait till he sees what the boys and I have planned for his birthday I missed the first 3 songs cause Casey stole my scooter now they were singing Voodoo Doll and Disconnected www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekJwhNZ0... www.youtube.com/watchv=kfb31ZztE... next they sang Outer Space and Long Way Home www.youtube.com/watch?v=le4RzWdE... www.youtube.com/watchv=fDg1Mgn0k... next they sang Waste the night and Vapor www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhFT09CP... www.youtube.com/watchv=cXS7FDM13... next they sang Castaway and Jet Black Heart www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVCRtRn4... www.youtube.com/watchv=IV1mb2vew... next was the surprise we're going to bring a cake out on stage and make Luke blow out the candles it's going to be so cute Zoey the tour mom was bringing it out I was going to help the boys began singing happy birthday and me and Zoey walked out the smile on Luke's face was beautiful I put the party hat on him he smiled and blew out his candles I quickly kissed his cheek and ran off stage www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9I7SyN-... next they sang End Up Here and Good Girls www.youtube.com/watch?v=zV6BQbOG... www.youtube.com/watchv=cf9bJB47R... next they sang Girls Talk Boys, Permeant Vacation and What I like about you www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDXJQ2XI... www.youtube.com/watch?v=29UsX_i0... next they sang She's Kinda Hot and finally She Looks so perfect www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2A5K8KV... they bowed and ran off stage I started feeling nervous cause it was time to give Luke the present I had the outfit in my bag in the hotel we checked into before coming to venue I told Luke I wanted to spend time with him tonight thinking he wanted to go out and party but he said all he wanted to do was to spend time with me on his birthday so this could not be a better time to take the next step with him I'm nervous "babe you ok?" asked Luke I quickly smiled "yeah I'm fine birthday boy just happy that's all" I said he chuckled and wrapped his arm around me we ate the cake well the boys did I had a bowl of ice cream Luke kept trying to get me to try it but I kept rejecting he even pouted also he kept bugging me to tell him what his present was "for the last time Luke your get your present when we're alone ok" I said he pouted but nodded "alright wow it must be very good than if your giving it to me in private" he said kissing my cheek you have no idea I said in my head. We got to the hotel the boys begged Luke to go partying with them but he just shook his head no I blushed as we got closer to the room I was worried what would happen once we close the door but out of nowhere Luke picked me bridal style "Luke what are you doing?" I asked giggling "carrying you into the room" he said smiling I giggled he opened the door with his foot we walked in and he closed the door with his foot than he flew me on the bed "ok now where's my present" he whined I suddenly felt nervous again here we go "hold on let me change first" I said walking to my case Luke groaned "babe your torturing me" he said I smiled "good don't worry it will be worth the wait" I said prying I was right I grabbed the outfit and ran into the bathroom before he saw anything I looked at it can't believe I'm about to put this on thank god my mom isn't here I stripped and put it on it was so tight and so uncomfortable how do girls where these? I looked in the mirror I knew Luke wouldn't able to resist me now no turning back now I took a deep breath "Luke close your eyes" I yelled "why did you hide my present in there?" he asked "yeah" I lied "ok eyes closed" he yelled I opened the door and stepped out "ok open" I said he opened his eyes and I swear his mouth dropped all the way to the ground I blushed deep red this is so awkward "well what you do think?" I asked he walked over me and looked at me up and down "wow um wow why are you wearing this is this part of my present?" he asked I nodded taking his hands "I thought long and hard about what to get you and I realized there really was one thing you wanted and that was to make me feel loved so I decided let you do just that" I said his eyes widened than he smirked guess he understood what I meant but than he looked worried "I want it to be just as special to you as it will be for me I don't want you to feel like we have to do it cause it's my birthday just cuddling with you is perfectly fine" he said putting his hands on my arms thumbing up and down giving me goosebumps "Luke believe me I debated if this was what I wanted or not and as thought of it I discovered that I was just scared that you didn't love me as much as you said but I been having this urge whenever we kiss to take it father it's getting harder to control so I asked my sister what that meant and she told me that I wanted to take the next step with you by the way it was a very awkward talk" I said Luke laughed "so I thought about the right moment to do it and well tonight just felt right I'm ready Luke" I said he looked so happy "ok than we're go slow oh and we need some protection cause if you got pregnant your family would for sure kill me" he said I nodded and pulled a condom out of my shoe "first thing I thought of" I said he smiled and put his hands on my cheeks "you look so hot in this by the way" he said I blushed he leaned down and placed his lips on mine it started out as a normal kiss I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me it got faster and more heated the straps on my shoulders fell down showing more of my body I shivered but continued kissing Luke we pulled away breathing heavily "I want you" he whispered making me blush yes I was hoping he would say that I grabbed the bottom of his shirt "I want you too" pulling his shirt he helped and flew it onto the floor god he was hot I wrapped my arms around his neck pulled him down and smashed our lips together I was not stopping now Luke picked me up not breaking the kiss and flew me onto the bed he took his pants off leaving his boxers on than hovered over me my breath hitched it's getting serious now I looked up at Luke he was so beautiful he leaned down and began kissing my neck he bit my skin making me moan this has never happened before I liked it he put his lips on mine again he pulled away and rested his four head on mine "are you ready to continue?" he asked I nodded not about to stop now he smiled and began taking the outfit off I lifted up a little so he could pull it off now I was just in my bra and underwear I pulled my bra off "wow your so beautiful" he said kissing my scars on my stomach he grabbed my underwear and I grabbed his boxers "ready?" he asked "ready" I said ignoring my brain he pulled my underwear off I pulled his boxers off he pushed me back down and grabbed the condom off the night stand he put it on and leaned down "I'll go slow" he said I nodded he kissed my lips "I love you" he said and began kissing my stomach "I love youu tooo" I moaned out and well you know the rest but I'll just say it was the best feeling ever.
I woke up the next morning wrapped in Luke's naked body last night events were in my mind still can't believe it happened finally I didn't chicken out it did hurt like I thought but it didn't last long it was a amazing feeling Luke was so gentle and slow it I had to choose who I wanted my first time to be with I'm glad I picked him I snuggled closer to him watching him sleep he looked so cute sleeping but sadly he had to wake we're driving to Charlotte today the show is tomorrow 'Luke baby wake up" I whispered in his ear he groaned and held me closer to him " no babe let me sleep" he whined I giggled "Luke wake up today is travel day" I whispered kissing his neck lightly he groaned but opened his eyes he turned his head and looked at me "morning beautiful" he said I blushed "morning" I sad back he started kissing my neck I moaned again "as much as I would love do this again we really have to go" I said he groaned again "fine but give me a good morning kiss first" he whined I giggled and rolled onto him I placed my lips onto his he kissed back right away I giggled and kissed him sweetly we got up and got dressed in clean clothes we packed our bags and met up with the boys in the lobby they begged Luke to tell them what happened last night but he wouldn't he didn't have to his face was red and his hair was a mess oh boy we met some fans outside they giggled at Luke's hair my face was red now and that just made them giggle harder I think they suspected it but didn't say anything we got on the bus "well that was awkward" I said Luke chuckled and pulled me down to him "but so worth it" he said I shivered and snuggled closer to him Charlotte here we come. We got to Charlotte and Luke wanted to walk around the city I went with him he held me close to him ever since we become closer to each other he seems to hold me tighter than ever which makes me hold him tighter we seem to be so much more in love since we you know I love it and him so much shocking we didn't meet any fans so either their all still at home or their at the venue already me and Luke walked for a while swinging our hands back and fourth it was funny and I'm sure my face stayed red the entire time we got back to the bus Luke had to work out so he changed and left but not before kissing my head I giggled Michael rolled his eyes I kicked him in the leg "shut up" I said and started writing in my journal. Finally it was show time but first Hey Violet did their acoustic show I saw them singing one song which was Guys My Age www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXvCqWTd... after they finished it was show time Hey Violet were on stage killing first they sang Guys My Age and Fugboi www.youtube.com/watchv=EXwXzPvjk... www.youtube.com/watchv=0HiHF1Ljh... next they sang All I ever wanted, Brand New Moves and finally Don't Let me Down www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HiHF1Lj... www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fj615ADg... www.youtube.com/watchv=os4Ebqdil... next was me I took a deep breath "Hello Charlotte" I yelled into the Mic everyone screamed I blew Luke a kiss and ran on stage I walked to the piano and began playing www.youtube.com/watchv=odNdSaKDe... ( pretend it's me) I finished and everyone cheered I looked to the side and Luke was smiling so big I giggled and took the mic in my hands "this next song I wrote last year while I was going through a hard time when you hear the lyrics your probably have a idea what it is it's called Wasting All these tears on you" I said began singing www.youtube.com/watchv=rZA_hhBsd... (pretend it's me) I let a huge note and finished everyone cheered for me "these last 3 songs are covers I love doing covers and their fun so this first one is called Surrender sing a long if you know it ( pretend it's me ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dFHAeel... everyone cheered when I stopped "this next one is called Bring me to Life sing a long with me (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmnut7mY... I finished and everyone cheered again I drank some water "This last song is by one of my favorite singers Carrie Underwood I sang it at a audition and it got through to next round it's called Look at me sing along if you know it the music started and I took a deep breath (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=68uVVRtE... I finished and everyone cheered I bowed "thanks Charlotte you been amazing next is 5sos but knowing them their be late so hang tight" I said and ran off stage Luke hugged me tightly the boys got ready and ran on stage Luke kissed me and ran on stage first they sang Carry On and Money www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oTUEhwS... www.youtube.com/watchv=HSpPq4UbA... next they sang Voodoo Doll and Outer Space www.youtube.com/watch?v=qw68cm9N... www.youtube.com/watchv=Qj1xDLnRt... next they sang Waste the night and Vapor www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RnQV_1n... www.youtube.com/watchv=hox54p4Hn... next they sang Amnesia and Castaway www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJ-24Cdt... www.youtube.com/watchv=Tcskf5RlV... next they sang Jet Black Heart, Good Girls and Girl Talk Boys www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKQXmEqs... www.youtube.com/watchv=-nSjmcEXT... www.youtube.com/watchv=NpFTvLEtZ... next they sang Permeant Vacation and What I like about you www.youtube.com/watch?v=s82_xIzQ... www.youtube.com/watchv=7eJqUa_d5... next they sang She's Kinda Hot and She Looks so perfect www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ohDItiN... www.youtube.com/watchv=u2Oxk4Zn5... they bowed and ran off stage they all showered and we got back on the bus next stop Jacksonville. We got to Jacksonville and everyone was still fast asleep except me I was still snuggled against Luke watching him sleep he looked so cute sleeping of course he always looks cute still hard to believe I can call him mine it confuses me like if I was still a fan I would never believe my favorite 5sos boy would become my soul mate I love him more than anything in the world if only my family improved it's coming along both of my sisters like him my parents are very difficult my mom is the hardest also my dad but I think Luke is more afraid of my mom than my dad LOL I nuzzled my head into his neck and that made him tighten his grip on me "Lukey boo wake up" I whispered in his ear he didn't move except his arms tighten around me "Luke wake up today is another show day" I whispered in his ear again kissing it lightly he groaned than his beautiful eyes opened "but babe I'm tired" he whined I rolled my eyes "that's what you get staying up till 2 am come on rise and shine or no kiss" I threated he groaned but sat up "there I'm up kiss me" he begged I sighted and leaned forward and kissed his cheek "Hey that wasn't a kiss" he whined I giggled and hopped off his bunk "if you want a real kiss you need to get out of the bunk" I said he pouted I grabbed my phone out of my bunk and ran to the front lounge I heard a big thump and groaning I giggled Luke must of fallen off the bunk than I heard running Luke came rushing over to me out of breath I giggled "I deserve a kiss" he pouted I rolled my eyes "well catch your breath and come here" I said suddenly I felt lips on mine I reacted right away we pulled away and smiled "you should wake me up like this more often" Luke said I giggled and hugged him tightly "your such a dork" I said "but I'm your dork" he said nuzzling his head into my shoulder I blushed "yes you are" I said smiling like an idiot. Finally the other boys woke up I got dressed and cuddled with Luke again he was talking to the boys once in a while he would look down at me to make sure I was still there in his arms I snuggled closer to him and he tighten his grip on me it was like he was afraid I would disappear if he didn't have a tight grip on me I would never disappear I love him and the boys so much him mostly of course I love my life so much. We got to the venue and Hey Violet were about to do the acoustic hangout I kissed Luke and ran over to the spot I got there just there just in time they just started they smiled when they saw me www.youtube.com/watchv=rYnzMMhgv... part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUtkkNzu... they finished and took pictures than we just hung out I find out the boys music video for Girl Talk Boys was out but didn't have time to watch it cause it was show time I was watching Hey Violet they just finished Fuckboy and now their singing Makeup www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3bmwIox... www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zxa983z... they finished and ran off stage now mine turn I grabbed my mic and took a deep breath "HELLO JACKSONVILLE" I yelled the crowd cheered I ran onto stage and went to the piano and began playing www.youtube.com/watchv=odNdSaKDe... ( pretend it's me) I finished and everyone cheered I looked to the side and Hey Violet were cheering for me I giggled and took the mic in my hands "this next song I wrote last year while I was going through a hard time when you hear the lyrics your probably have a idea what it is it's called Wasting All these tears on you" I said began singing www.youtube.com/watchv=rZA_hhBsd... (pretend it's me) I let a huge note and finished everyone cheered for me "these last 3 songs are covers I love doing covers and their fun so this first one is called Surrender sing a long if you know it ( pretend it's me ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dFHAeel... everyone cheered when I stopped "this next one is called Bring me to Life sing a long with me (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmnut7mY... I finished and everyone cheered again I drank some water "This last song is by one of my favorite singers Carrie Underwood I sang it at a audition and it got through to next round it's called Look at me sing along if you know it the music started and I took a deep breath (pretend it's me) www.youtube.com/watch?v=68uVVRtE... I finished and everyone cheered I bowed "thank you Jacksonville now be patient 5sos should be on soon maybe good night" I yelled and ran off stage Rena hugged me I smiled the boys got ready I hugged Luke tightly than he had to go on stage he kissed my head and whispered I love you in my ear "love you too" I whispered back he smiled and ran on stage first they sang Carry On/ Hey Everybody www.youtube.com/watchv=xXHCLJGnG... next they sang Money and Voodoo Doll www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4zqeczE... www.youtube.com/watchv=ln9PVQCY_... next they sang Don't Stop and Disconnected www.youtube.com/watch?v=MkogNxY5... www.youtube.com/watchv=KWqFxhAXb... next they sang Long Way home and Outer Space www.youtube.com/watch?v=57W09gR_... www.youtube.com/watchv=3piPZ2yxg... next they sang Waste the night and Vapor www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJY3bGDP... www.youtube.com/watchv=liSSIWN7y... next they sang Amnesia and Castaway www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQf6VYVK... www.youtube.com/watchv=ykA_jj90d... next they sang Jet Black Heart, End Up Here and good girls www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuKz3YZ3... www.youtube.com/watchv=yFclDRUZG... next they sang Girl Talk Boys, Permeant Vacation, What I like about you and finally She Looks so perfect www.youtube.com/watchv=zxCb2kKoH... www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHxdmZUQ... www.youtube.com/watchv=FStvhBZoY... they bowed and ran off stage they showered and we got back on bus the boys wanted to watch a movie but I just wanted to sleep "go ahead guys I'm tired I'll just go to my bunk, watch some youtube" I said Luke pouted at me I rolled my eyes and kissed his nose "good night Luke night guys" I said they all said night I sighted went to my bunk got my PJ's on and looked up the music video first I watched behind the scenes it was so funny www.youtube.com/watchv=2YyC_nqZs... finally the video it was so good and funny www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MXldocL... than I watched the North America tour diary part 2 it was good, cute and funny www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpFzIXDP... I put my phone on the charger and felt my eyes closing I fell asleep with the boys yelling at each other in the background.