It was the last day of the tour and the guys wanted to celebrate. So, we all decided to go out for chinese food and drinks. Then, after that we went back to the bus and prepared ourselves for going back to our homes and our normal lives. Me and Kellin packed our things, talking as we put our stuff away. "So, Katelynne called today", Kellin said as he put his things in his suitcases. "Yeah? What happened?", I asked as I looked over at him. Wondering what happened between him and Katelynne on the phone. "Well, she broke up with me", Kellin responded. It seemed to me that he was unaffected by this."Oh",I responded as I finished packing my things up."All I gotta say is that she better be gone when I get there",Kellin said with a chuckle. "Plus,she has her own house, so it shouldn't be a problem",he added,followed by another chuckle.He finished packing his things and once Nick as fully sober, he started to drive the bus. Me and Kellin sat by the windows. Watching as the trees went by in a big green blur, cars and trucks passing us by occasionally.As I looked out of the window, I had the time to reflect on my life and my feelings towards things and how things have changed for me. I've come to the sudden realization that I'm really starting to fall for Kellin...Maybe part of me has always been for Kellin...Part of me has always been in love with Kellin...But, then I have the realistic part of me that makes me realize that Kellin would never fall for me, period. I'm just his best friend. It has always been that way. Of course, there's nothing wrong with that but,to know I meant more to him would be nice. We stopped for a short second before continuing again. My attention was taken away from the window when I felt something tickling my hand. I looked down at my hand to see Kellin's index finger drawing little patterns on my hand. I looked over at him and smiled. He smiled back and kissed my cheek. I rested my head on his shoulder. He quietly sung "If I'm James Dean, then you're Audrey Hepburn" in my ear. I smiled as he sung in my ear. His voice was so perfect...It was as if an angel was singing to me. I literally felt like I was floating in the clouds as he sung. Once he finished singing I smiled and kissed him. "Ooh...I sense some romance in the air",Jack said with a chuckle. Me and Kellin looked at each other and laughed. "How long has this been going on?",Gabe asked with a raised brow."Uh...Nothing is going on",Me and Kellin responded in unison."Wait a minute...Something is going on...I think it was you two that me and the guys heard the other night",Jack said as he pointed at me and Kellin. Me and Kellin gave each other shifty eyes before I buried my face in the crook of his neck and he chuckled lightly."It was you two!",Gabe said with a laugh.I took my head out of the crook of Kellin's neck. "What make you think it was us?",I asked. "Well,for starters, you and Kellin were the only two that didn't go to bed when we did. Plus,you're the only girl that came on tour with us",Jack responded. I will admit Jack had a point but,nothing was going on between me and Kellin. Well,at least I don't think there is. Is there? Nope, can't be. Me and Kellin sat with each other, watched funny videos on my phone, cracked jokes and just talked about anything that came up in our conversation. It was so fun to be able to talk to Kellin like I use to before everything changed. Even after the band got off the ground we still talked. Me and Kellin talked until I fell asleep....My eyes fluttered open as I awoke. I looked around to find that I was on a couch. I looked up to see Kellin smiling down at me. "Where are we?",I asked."Back in Grand Rapids,Izzy",Kellin responded with a grin. I looked around the living room. This place seems so familiar..."This is your house,isn't it?",I asked with a soft giggle. "Yup,my house",Kellin responded with a chuckle."You should move out here,Izzy. That way we can see each other all the time",Kellin said as he looked at me. "But,I'll miss Oregon...I'll miss the memories we have there, I'll miss it too much",I responded with a pout. "There's always room for new memories to be made and old memories to relive",Kellin said as he looked at me. "Oh and good news...Katelynne is gone. So,whenever you wanna stay for a few days, you can always bring clothes and make her old room into your new room",he added as he gave me a playful nudge. "Cool",I said as Kellin nudged me,giggling softly. "Tomorrow, I wanna do something fun",Kellin said. "I know exactly what I'm gonna do but,I'm not telling you",he added."Why?",I asked as I pouted at him."Because it's a surprise",he responded with a chuckle."Fine..Kellin,I'm staying here so,do you mind if I take a shower?",I asked."I don't mind at all",he responded.I got up off the couch and went upstairs to the bathroom and took a shower. As I stepped out of the shower I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my body. I walked downstairs and found Kellin sitting on the couch watching tv. "Um...Kell,do you have a shirt that I can borrow? I'm too lazy to go through my suitcase and get any clothes",I asked as I looked at him."Sure",Kellin responded as he got up and walked me to his room,grabbing a shirt and a pair of boxers and handing them to me."Thanks",I said as I took them from him,smiling at him.Once Kellin left,I changed into the shirt and boxers he gave me. I walked downstairs and sat next to Kellin on the couch. Me and him watched tv and discussed all the tv shows and things we liked. We stayed up until 3:00 a.m. before finally deciding to go to sleep.
-The Next Morning-
"Izzy,wake up",Kellin said as he shook me lightly. My eyes slowly opened before I shielded my eyes from the sunlight that caught me off guard."Yes,Kellin?",I said as I looked at him."Get up and get dressed. We're hanging out today for your surprise",He responded with a smile.I smiled slightly as I sat up on my bed,swinging my legs over the edge and planting my feet on the cold hard floor.I walked into the bathroom,brushed my teeth and showered before changing into my "Kick Me" shirt,some black jeans,a black plaid shirt and a leather jacket with my black converses.Me and Kellin walked out to his car. I got into the passenger seat and he got into the driver's seat.He drove for a while and to be honest,I thought the ride would never end until,he stopped. Kellin got out of the car and I got out after him. I looked around this place that we stopped at..I saw a set of swings, a sandbox, a slide, some monkey rings and a building. Then,the memory suddenly hit me...This is me and Kellin's old school from when we were younger. "Remember where we met? We met at this very swing set at these two swings",Kellin said as he walked over to the swings where we met. "Yeah. You were quite the swing pusher back then,Mr.Quinn",I responded with a soft giggle."I know",he said with a chuckle."Come,walk with me",Kellin said as he grabbed my hand.I smiled to myself as he grabbed my hand.Me and him started to walk away from the schoolyard. Where we were walking to,I didn't quite know,but, what I did know was that I was enjoying this little walk down memory lane with Kellin. "Remember when we use to play that game where we would mix hide and seek with tag and whenever I caught you I would tickle you until you fall on the ground?",Kellin asked with a chuckle."Yeah. I wanna play that now",I responded with a giggle. "Alright. Go hide",Kellin said as he walked over to a tree and started counting. I ran and hid behind a big tree."Ready or not...Here I come",Kellin said. I could hear his footsteps as the leaves crackled and crunched underneath his feet. "Boo!",Kellin said he saw me. I ran from him with a laugh."Come to Kellin",he said with a laugh as he ran after me.Once,he caught me and started tickling me, he tickled me so much that I couldn't stop laughing. I fell to the ground laughing and he fell down next to me. We both laughed as we laid next to each other.Looking up at the sky and watching the clouds. His hand then grabbed mine again as we laid next to each other. "I love you,Izzy",Kellin whispered in my ear softly.I smiled as I felt myself blushing,hiding my face in the crook of his neck. "I love you too,Kell",I whispered against his neck softly. It was this moment, where I'm lying next to Kellin that I realized, that I really did love Kellin and I always did...I was too afraid to admit it...But,it was also this moment,that I realized that something may or may not be happening between me and Kellin...They say that love is forever,but his forever was all I ever wanted.