6. These Things I've Done
Hanging out with Izzy made me realize something...It made me realize that,I have something in her,that I don't have in Katelynne...Izzy gives me the things that Katelynne won't even try to give me..Izzy trusts me,she makes me laugh,we have fun,we joke around,we share things with each other and most importantly,no matter what problem I have,she always hears me out. Katelynne doesn't even try to do any of that.She doesn't trust me,she doesn't hear me out,she use to make me laugh,we use to have fun..Now,she just makes my life a living hell..All we do is argue all the time.. But,with Izzy,I feel different...I feel alive again. Maybe,this is it for me...I'm starting to see something that I didn't think I'd ever see before...I'm not even gonna try to fight with Katelynne anymore.She can make whatever choices that she wants without me...I'll just have to leave the life that I started with Katelynne behind and start over again...I'm starting to get a funny but, good feeling about Izzy...I've had this feeling before...I just don't know how to describe it...I guess I'll figure it out..I laughed as I high-fived Izzy before walking out of the bus to head inside the venue.Me and the guys have a show today and Izzy is gonna be backstage,watching us.Me and the guys all smiled at each other as we walked onto the stage.I smiled as I gave Izzy a thumbs up and she gave me a thumbs up as well.Then,the show started..
~After The Show/Izzy's P.O.V~
I smiled as the guys played the last song of the day,"Kick Me". High-fiving all of them as they walked backstage.Well,at least what I thought was all of them. Kellin seemed to be missing. Knowing Kellin,he probably went to go get food or something.I went back to the bus with the rest of the boys,they all changed into their pajamas and sat on the couch.I changed into my pajamas and sat on the couch with them."Hey Izzy",I heard Kellin say.I looked up to see Kellin walking towards with something behind his back."I have something for you",He added with a smirk. "What is it?",I asked excitedly with a smirk.He stood in front of me before taking his hand from behind his back and handing me a red shirt.I unfolded the shirt and saw that it said Sleeping With Sirens Kick Me".I got up and hugged Kellin tightly. "Oh My Gosh! Thank you,so much,Kellin!",I said as I hugged him."No Problem,Izz..I was actually gonna wait til' Christmas to give this to you,but I just couldn't",Kellin said with a chuckle as we pulled away from the hug.I must say,seeing my boys out there on that stage made me proud.Look at how far they've come.I'm proud of them and all that they've done.I smiled proudly as I slipped on the shirt that Kellin brought me.I watched Kellin walk into the bathroom and walked out in his pajamas,before sitting down on the couch next to me.I rested my head on Kellin's shoulder and he rested his head on my head.This is the side of Kellin that I've always enjoyed seeing.The Kellin that looked happy.Me and the guys stayed up watching tv,until we all fell asleep.
"I'm the only one who knows. The secret places that the lights don't show."