We are at the airport and the boys get stopped by a couple of fans before we go on our plane.
The fans only ask me to take pictures of them with the boys, of course I say yes. We get stopped by the last set of fans and I snap a pic. Before I fully start waking away I hear some of the girls say, "Ohmigod! Lola is so ugly and weird! How can gorgeous Luke be related to that creature!" All of the girls start to giggle and look over at me. I start to walk away and catch up with the boys.
I have enough time to go use the restroom so I tell the boys I will be back in a few.
This time I make it as quick as possible, so Calum won't be so suspicious. I reopen a few of the cuts on my arm and go deeper. I have extra bandages in my backpack so I wrap up my arm.
Before I leave the bathroom I hear the voice tell me; Hahahaha! That's my good little hoe! What those girls said about you is one hundred percent true! I stop myself from crying.
When I get to where our plane is everyone is starting to board. I find the boys and join them at the beginning of the line. I hand the lady my ticket and enter.
Calum and I end up sitting next to each other. The plane takes off and we are on our way to London.
"Lola." Calum says. "Calum." I repeat. "Lola I'm being serious I need to talk to you about what I saw earlier." Oh god not this. "Ok." I say.
"I saw all of your cuts Lola." Calum says as a tear rushes down his cheek. I say nothing.
"Lola say something." I still say nothing. "Why do you do this to yourself? Your too beautiful to have all those cuts!" Calum basically screams.
"Keep it down Calum." I say at a whisper. Wait Calum just called me beautiful! He must be blind. "I do it because I deserve it, Calum." I say with tears in my eye. "No you don't Lola! Never say you deserve something like that when you don't!" Calum says in a loud whisper. He is crying really hard which makes me cry even harder.
"You have to tell Luke." He says. "No! I can't do that! He will hate me and think I'm a lunatic! Please Calum don't make me tell him." I say. "Lola, when you tell Luke he won't think your a lunatic, and he defiantly won't hate you! He wants to help you, we all do! I will even be there when you tell him. Okay?"
All I can manage to say is, "Okay." Then I fall asleep on Calum's shoulder, not wanting to wake up tomorrow to face what will happen the next day.