When we got home from the hospital I just sat in a hotel room next to Michael for about an hour. It was boring but my anxiety built up inside because I knew I had to do something about my feelings towards Ashton and Luke. Ashton was my protector and Luke was my fun side. Why couldn't threesomes trend this season?
"What are you thinking about that you keep sighing loud and dramatically?" Michael sat next to me on the sofa.
"Ashton and Luke. Why did I pull myself into this when I don't even know who is best for me. I can't even think about it without ripping my hair out of my scalp." I shrugged and lay back on my seat.
"We both know who is safer for you, but having fun is perfect too. But you have to go on a fun date with Ashton to see if you really like him or Luke." Michael pat my shoulder, smiled and stood up.
"Where are you going?" I asked, confused.
"Letting the boys in."
--------A few minutes later--------
"Hey" Michael opened the door. Ashton and Luke both looked tired and worn out. I couldn't believe that they were both in front of me after what I did to them. Like Luke said, I played them without even knowing. I made my decision.
"Guys I'm sorry, but the past few weeks have really been weird and stressful. You're both my second half so I guess technically 1/3 but anyways, I think I should just stay friends with both of you. I came between you and thats not ok for brothers to be ripped apart by one girl they just met. Being friends will be so much easier, and we won't have to sit in a limo akwardly anymore. I love you both." I spit out all of this and had to stop to catch my breath a million times. I couldn't believe what I had just said.
"You're imitating every speech in every movie made, you're corny. But, you're also right. Me and Ash are brothers so we need to act like it. You're our sister." Luke smiled and hugged me.
"100% agree with Luke but Holly, you're worse than corny." Ashton winked and then hugged me after Luke.
"I LOVE YOU ALL" Michael screamed and jumped into our hug.
"Too bad CalPal's not here" I joked.
"So whats gonna happen when we split off to home and then you go on tour again?" I asked.
"Michael I thought you asked her?"Ashton looked at him confused.
"Oh yeah Holly we're bringing you on tour."Michael gave a wide smile.