He can't be.
The love of my life is in a coma and we don't know if he will ever wake up.
i just have to be positive.
For me and for him.
I and in sort of a white room and I seem to be alone. I have no idea where I am and why I am here.
"Natalie! Calum! Anybody!!" I yelled. Just then, a bright light shown and my beloved grandfather walked out.
"Papa! Thank God you are here! I have no idea where I am or why I am here. Please help me," I pleaded.
"Lucas. It is so good to see you!" he said pulling me into a hug. I scoffed as he used my full name. "You are in a coma,"
"No i am not. Obviously," i said motioning to my body.
"Luke, that is why you can see me," he laughed. I mentaly face-palmed laughing at how stupid I was.
"Well, Pap, what am I doing here then?" I asked matter-of-factly.
"This is a place where you are neither alive nor dead. You are basically held here until you make the decision to either go bak to earth or stay here with me and Nana," I loved my grandparents so much but I just couldn't leave my Natalie.
"Now before you make a decision, I am going to sort of take you down to your body and you can see what is going on with everybody around you. Now remember, they can't see or hear you so don't try, it won't work,"
I nodded. When I blinked and opened my eyes, we were in my hospital room. I saw Natalie sitting vigil by my bed, holding my hand wwith tears rolling down her face. As I walked closer I could hear what she was saying to me.
'Luke, baby, I love you. Please come back to me. Please I need you. The boys need you. The band needs you. Please...," she dug her face into my shoulder and started sobbing. Her body was shaking. I just wanted to wrapher in my arms and tell her everything will be okay.
"Papa. I have to go back. She really needs me. i don't want to know what she would do if I left," i pleaded. He nodded and hugged me.
"You made the right choice Lucas. I am so proud of you and I love you,"
"I love you too Gramps," I said and then all of a sudden, he was gone and there was a white door. i took a deep breath and walked through the door.
After sitting by Luke's bed for hours, I fell asleep.
I was awoken by a gentle hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Calum standing there with tear stained cheeks and puffy red eyes.
"Has anything changed," I asked hopefully.
"No he has actually gotten worse. His temperature is rising and there is nothing that the doctors can do about it," he said as silent tears rolled down his cheeks. I started sobbing in my hands. My Luke was going to die right in front of my eyes. Calum picked me up and held me in his arms as i cried. All of a sudden an alarm went off and nurses and doctors came rushing into the room.
"What is going on!" i asked frantically. No body answered me, but my thoughts were cleared when i heared a long, low beeping noise.
This can't happen
My whole world just came tumbling down.
My Luke has died.
The doctors turned around and looked at me with looks of sorrow and pity.
"We did ever-" he started.
"No. No. No. No. He is NOT dead he can not be dead. He....can't.....be ........ dead.....," I said as I collapsed back into Calum's arms. I sobbed and sobbed. The doctors were just about to walk out when We heard the machines Luke was hooked up to, start to beep. Slowly at first but then they grew louder and more normal.
"Well i'll be damned," one of them said as they ran over to Luke's bed. I ran over as well and grabbed his hand, kissing it softly.
"I have never seen anything like this ever before," the other one said. "It seems like he came back. His vitals are stable and he should be waking up shortly. We will give you guys a minute." He said before they all left the room.
Calum left to go call Ash and Mikey to tell them to come to the room immediately. I kept kissing Luke's hand and stroking his cheek waiting for him to wake up. I kissed his hand once more and whispered to him.
Forever?" The last one came out as a question and i squeezed his hand.
And to my surprise, he squeezed back.
I looked up and him to be met with his blue orbs.
"Forever," he said with a smile. I repeated it again with tears rolling down my cheek.
"Forever." he answered wiping my tears.
Still Natalie POV
Luke had to stay in the hospital for about a week as doctors tried to figure out how he juts came back like that. I myself wanted to know as well.
The doctors could not find any medical answer so they marked it up as a miracle. I didn't really care though. All that matters is that Luke is alive and well.
Word got around that we were all in the hospital, so a ton of fan girls were in the lobby,roaming the halls, but most were outside the windows. You couldn't turn on the news withouts seeing something about us on there. They are coming up with horrible rumors like Luke got shot by Calum because Luke was trying to make a move on Ashlyn. It is bizarre.
So now we are home and I am making tea for Ashlyn and I. She came over telling me that she had news to tell me. I sat down across the table from her and waited silently for her to start talking.
"So....," I started.
"I think I am pregnant," she said just above a whisper. I nearly choked on my tea.
"Your pregnant?!" I asked beyond belief.
"Well I'm not exactly sure yet I still have to take a test," she said. I nodded in understanding and grabbed my purse and pulled her out the door to the nearest market.
We purchased a few so we can double and triple check and then we sprinted back home.
I waited outside the bathroom door for about 15 minutes when I realized something must be wrong. I opened the door to see Ashlyn sitting on the floor with her head in her knees, and she was crying. I gulped and looked at the 4 completed tests on the counter.
And every single one of them was positive.