It's been 2 months since I've seen any of the 5Sos lads. I haven't spoke to any of them, even Michael. There was a family reunion, I decided not to go, I knew Michael and the rest of the lads would be there. And I'm not in a correct place in my life right now. I got into smoking, drugs, and sex. I've been having random hookups. I just want to stop. But I can't. Not now at least, I'm in way to deep. I can't wait to see Ash tonight. I'm going to their show, front row, and backstage passes. Tonight will be a night to remember!
When I got backstage, Ash was the first to see me, he hugged me like there was no tomorrow. And I liked it, I missed his hugs. Luke was next. I didn't let him lay a finger on me. Calum, he kissed my cheek, and hugged me. Michael, he poked me.
"Why did you just poke me?" I asked
"To make sure you were real, and I wasn't seeing things." And with that he hugged me. "Why do you smell like cigarettes?"
"Reasons! Get off my back!"
"I'm sorry. I should have never said you couldn't date Ash."
"Is that why we broke up?" Ash questioned
"Yah." I said
"And you can date him, if you want." Michael added
"It's been two months! I found someone else." I stated
"What?" Ash asked
"Yah. His name is Ashton Fletcher Irwin."
"I'm so glad you said that! I thought you were serious!"
"Do you know how much I've missed you?!"
"I can only imagine! I miss so much." He kissed me. "I love you."
"I love you too."