I got onto my phone and immediately wish I hadn't.
"Fuck off. You deserve to die. You were never loved and you were a mistake if human nature."
We're all unknown numbers and I ran into my bathroom. I needed something sharp. I grabbed the first thing I saw. A razor. I rolled up my sleeves and slit into my shoulder and wrist. I went to my bedroom without dinner and went to sleep for the night.
I woke up to the sound of dog feet walking into my room. I rolled out of bed and headed do my closet. I grabbed an American Eagle Martin and yellow hoodie and skinny jeans. I turned my phone back on seeing even more hate. I threw my phone at the wall and started getting dressed when my mom walked in seeing my cuts.
She stared at them as she said "hurry we are getting ready to leave."
I gulped and nodded as she walked out of the room. I ran to the bathroom to finish getting ready. Mascara and eyeshadow was all I needed since I was feeling shitty and lazy. I cleaned out my binder and walked to the car waiting for my mom. She came out at 8:00 and drove me to school without a word. I got out of the car and walked unto the bus. Sitting down I pulled out my phone and headphones before dozing off and awaking at the high school. I walked off the bus along with a flood of angry teens. I headed to the locker room and put my stuff away and headed to home room. The bell rang as I sat down. I sit in the back of the room and you would think nobody would be looking at me. But with my luck the teacher made a seating chart with the back of the room to the front. I switches seats and the teachers were called down to an emergency meeting. Mrs.Inness walked out and then the hate came like a tsunami.
"Look at the slut. Why is she wearing a baggy hoodie. She's fat enough already she shouldn't wear that." One guy said more likely known as the most popular kid at school.
"Freak show! Freak show!" I
felt like I was going to cry.
"Look she's crying!" Was said followed by laughter.
I put my head down on my desk
"freak show! Freak show!"
I have had enough I picked up my things and ran into the bathroom locking myself into the stall. I threw up my breakfast and curled into a ball crying my heart out. It must have been pretty loud because at that moment I heard footsteps.
"Are you okay? Do you need me to get someone?" A boy asked sympathetically.
Why did he care. I replied with a breathless,"yes please."
"Can you unlock the door so I can help you to the nurse?"
I unlocked the door and I saw a very hot boy. He had dirty blonde hair in a quiff and blue green eyes. He was wearing a nirvana shirt and a blue beanie and skinny jeans. Oh damn. I helped me up and took me to the nurse but the nurse wasn't here today and the sub dropped out last minute so the boy sat me down on the bed in the nurses room.
"You don't have to stay." I told him when he sat down next to me.
"I want to though. It would be a pleasure to spend the day with a beautiful girl." I fell asleep next to him as he played in his iPod.